Adam was no novice, of course, he could feel that Lilith was inexperienced, but last night he was completely overwhelmed by his desires and couldn't stop, only realizing the gravity of the situation come daylight.
What to do?
If she was a prostitute, it would be easy to deal with, but Lilith was a girl from a respectable family. He couldn't just walk away.
Adam never wanted to owe anyone anything emotionally; it was always a fair exchange.
But this time, he couldn't afford it.
Looking at the bloodstains on the sheets, Adam panicked.
If Lilith wanted him to take responsibility, he truly didn't know how to handle it.
No matter how expensive a prostitute might be, a maiden's purity is priceless.
Marry her?
His special status made marrying a foreign girl fine, but marrying a spy was definitely out of the question. Even if Governor Roland didn't interfere, it would force him to leave the Knight Order.
His career would be ruined.
