Chapter 2 - Chapter 1 Cedrics mask

Cedric woke up from his restless sleep hau Ted by the horrific things that he had done. Why can't I shake this feeling it's eating me alive, I have to drown out my thoughts dam it the liquor store isn't even open yet what else can I do it dosen't open until 10am today thanks to the holiday. We'll if I mix all of these bags together maybe I can numb the shadows running through my head. I hope that it helps drowned out the voices I can't take them anymore. Reaching for the leftover vodka on the night stand fuck not even enough for a glass lifting the bottle to his lips. Chugging the bottle across the room now which bag first opening the nightstand drawer reaching for the bag of crystal grabbing a medium size chunk of it Reaching into his wallet wh were the hell did I put that oh yeah I put it right here pulling out the card from his wallet laying it flat pressing on the card, crushing it to powdered dust. What else should I mix with it? Let me see powder, rock, steroids? This brown stuff or the rainbow colored bag? Placing it on the nightstand before tossing the bags back carefully taking his time to crush each one should I do them separately? Screw it I'm going to mix them all together, grabbing the card as he cut them together looks like a delicious cocktail to me. Digging back in the night stand reaching for the straw, leaning over to push it up his nose. I wonder what time it is checking his phone 9:45 I better get ready I have to get to the liquor store before I start my day I have to be loaded completely these voices In my head are becoming way to much to bear right now. I'm begging to regret what I have done my darkside is a monster that I can't hide anymore the more that my mask slips I don't want anyone to see the monster that I truly am. Everything that I worked so hard to hide would be revealed I will stop.at nothing to keep that truth hidden. Cedric slid off the bed I need a drink slipping on his shoes Cedric eyes blurry from the drug cocktail sliding his hand into his pocket lighting a joint I guess that I betterake my way to the liquor store mixed with a bit of whiskey and a 40 pack of beer Cedric reached for the house keys hanging on the wall twirling them around his thumb as he reached to unlock the padlocks on the door holding the lock In his hand I can't chance them escaping turning to look down the hall a dark sillioutte shifted towards him, flinging the door open slamming it shut behind him the door rattling with the faint towel coming from behind the door Cedric stumbled back two steps fumbling with the padlock slamming it into the latch "click "Fuck these vengeful spirits are going to be the death of me, I have to drown these thoughts out of my head right now holding his head. Get your shit together put your mask on it helps hide who you really are it makes me look like a teddy bear when I'm a monster hiding behind the that I wear it helps me catch my prey. Letting out a sinister Cedric sontred off the front lawn dragging his feet to the liquor store. Oh great here comes Makayla dam what I wouldn't give to hunt her she would make an amazing prey the fear that she would show the desperate fight for her life while I suck every last drop of life from her body while she fights beneath me I can't wait to see her eyes roll lifeless into the back of her head snap out of it I can't let her see who I really am play nice Cedric we will hunt later. Remember act like a teddy bear now wave and say hello with a smile on your face then keep walking your mission is to get to the liquor store and straight back home remember Cedric don't let the mask slip at all play that part that you portray yourself to be. Goodmorning Cedric