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Chapter 101 - (S2) Chapter 46 - In that deep silence only can hear heart beat

The Departure of the Fox

​The heavy, suffocating silence that followed Emily's confession pressed down upon the golden threshold of the Heaven Realm. The wind died down to a fragile whisper, as if the universe itself was mourning the profound tragedy of a fractured love triangle.

​General Mike stood completely frozen, his hand still suspended in the air where he had once held her wrist. His golden eyes, usually so sharp and predatory, were now clouded with a deep, unadulterated agony. He stared at Emily in her crumpled bridal red, standing so resolutely within the shadow of his greatest enemy's protective aura.

​A bitter, self-deprecating laugh escaped Mike's chest. "Fine," he choked out, his deep baritone cracking under the immense weight of his guilt. "Fine... I can understand that you hate me now. I deserve your hatred, Emily. I threw away your devotion at the altar. But... what about Jade?"

​Emily's body flinched subtly at the mention of her best friend.

​"She is back at the palace, worrying herself to the brink of illness for you," Mike continued, his voice dropping into an intensely painful, raw plea. "What are you going to say to her? Are you simply going to abandon her too?"

​Emily closed her eyes, swallowing the hard lump of emotion in her throat. She slowly raised her delicate hand, aggressively wiping away the fresh, hot tears tracking down her pale cheeks. When she opened her eyes, they held the cold, unyielding finality of a classic romance heroine who had closed the book on her past.

​"Say to her... that I am doing great," Emily spoke, her voice vibrating with a fragile but clear strength. "Tell her that finally... I have found the true love of my life. Someone who looks at me, and only me." She paused, her gaze darkening with a quiet warning as she looked directly into Mike's sad features. "But... do not tell her that it is Ryan."

​Mike let out a harsh, cynical scoff, shaking his head in absolute disbelief. "You know as well as I do, Emily... if Jade ever finds out that you are hiding here with Ryan, she will be completely against this madness. She knows what he is capable of." He looked at her one last time, his heart breaking into irreparable shards as he realized he had truly, permanently lost her. "Still... whatever. If this is your choice, live with it."

​Without waiting for another second to pass, Mike turned on his heel. His charcoal-gray commander robes flared violently as he rushed down the celestial steps, disappearing into the sea of liquid silver clouds like a ghost returning to the shadows.

​Emily took a step forward, her dark eyes tracking his retreating figure until he was entirely gone from her sight. The final thread of her old life had just snapped.

​The Secret in the Scroll

​As the echo of Mike's footsteps faded into eternity, Emily slowly turned her body around.

​The moment she did, she found Crown Prince Ryan standing merely inches away from her. His immaculate sapphire robes brushed against her crimson silk, his chest heaving slightly as his dark golden eyes locked onto her face with an overwhelming, breathless intensity.

​"You..." Ryan whispered, his deep voice carrying a wave of profound shock. He couldn't wrap his mind around what had just occurred. "How did you... how did you know what was in my heart, Emily?"

​Emily looked up at him, her expression shifting into an ice-cold, unreadable mask that hid the frantic hammering of her own heart. "I saw your personal diary, Prince Ryan. And I saw the painted photo inside that silk scroll when it fell to the carpet in your chamber."

​Ryan's breath caught completely in his throat. The scroll...

​In that beautifully preserved, hidden diary, Ryan had penned his deepest, most vulnerable secret—a truth he had guarded fiercely from the scheming eyes of the celestial courts. He had written, with the raw, obsessive passion of a man consumed by destiny, that he had fallen for a mortal girl at first sight, exactly two years ago.

​As he stared into Emily's beautiful face, a rush of memories broke through his rigid, warrior exterior, dragging his soul back in time.

​Two years ago, Ryan had descended to the mortal realm in secret, cloaked in civilian robes to escape the heavy burdens of his crown. He remembered walking through a bustling, sun-drenched village market, completely indifferent to the world—until his eyes had locked onto a young mortal girl. She was shopping alongside Jade, her laughter ringing out like silver bells across the crowded street. In that single, breathless second, the ruthless Crown Prince of Heaven had felt his cold heart ignite.

​He had followed her from a distance, completely enchanted. He watched as she used her meager coins to buy a basket of sweet candies for the orphaned village children. He remembered the breathtaking, angelic smile on her face as she sat on a wooden bench, playing with the kids, telling them magical stories of stars and sky kingdoms. In that moment, he hadn't seen a 'fleeting mortal insect'—he had seen his entire universe.

​A few months later, consumed by a quiet, desperate longing, Ryan had returned to that very same village, abandoning his royal duties just to catch another glimpse of her. But she was gone. Her home was empty. Since that fateful day, he had been tirelessly searching every corner of the three realms, carrying her painted portrait against his chest, praying to the heavens to grant him one more miracle.

​The Illusions of Peace

​"Ryan."

​Emily's cold, sharp voice suddenly shattered the memory, dragging him violently back to the reality of the golden gates.

​She took a deliberate step backward, breaking the intimate proximity between them. A bitter, disappointing scoff escaped her lips as she looked at his stunned expression. "Do not overthink anything, Your Highness," she spoke out, her tone dripping with a profound, defensive emotional shields. "What I just said to Mike... I only said it to convince him to turn back and leave this realm. I needed a weapon to cut his lingering attachment to me."

​She raised her chin, her eyes reflecting a tragic, guarded sorrow. "That does not mean I actually have romantic feelings for you, Prince Ryan. Do not mistake a desperate lie for a confession."

​Without giving him a chance to respond, Emily wrapped her heavy bridal silks tightly around her frame and walked away from the gates, her posture rigid as she marched back toward the palace venue.

​Ryan stood perfectly frozen under the brilliant celestial sun rays, his hand subtly reaching down to grasp the retreating hem of her red dress, but he missed her by a mere inch. He stared at her retreating back, his golden eyes darkening with a complex mixture of burning frustration and an unyielding, dangerously obsessive devotion, realizing that while he had successfully kept her within his kingdom, the battle to truly possess her wounded, guarded heart had only just begun.

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The Moon on the Horizon

​The inner sanctuary of Princess Merin's childhood chamber in the Heaven Realm was drowned in a heavy, melancholy silence. The afternoon light filtered through the gossamer curtains, casting long, pale shadows across the silver-paneled vanity.

​Merin sat rigidly in front of the tall bronze mirror, her gaze fixed blankly on her own reflection. Her face was pale, and her dark eyes carried the hollow weariness of a woman whose world had fractured in a single day. Behind her, two young maids moved with practiced, quiet reverence, gently parting and braiding her long, dark hair.

​One of the maids bowed low, holding up an ornate velvet tray lined with shimmering jewels. "Your Highness, which hair accessories do you desire for this evening's assembly?"

​Merin stared at the flashing gems, her mind completely numb. She was too deeply lost in the haunting memory of her sister's final, bloody sacrifice to care about gold or silver.

​"That silver, moon-shaped hairpiece will suit her the most."

​The familiar, deep baritone sliced through the quiet room like a bittersweet melody from a past life.

​Merin's entire body went rigid. Her breath caught in her throat, and she sharply turned her head toward the arched doorway. Standing there, silhouetted against the bright hallway, was Prince Henry. His identical twin resemblance to the monster who had pierced her sister's chest was staggering, but Henry's eyes held none of that chaotic madness—only a profound, aching vulnerability.

​A wave of pure, defensive fury rushed into Merin's face.

​Sensing the dangerous, electric shift in the air, the maids quickly lowered their heads and glided out of the chamber, sliding the heavy cedar doors shut behind them.

​Left entirely alone with her husband, Merin stood up abruptly from her vanity chair, her layered jade silks rustling violently. Henry took a slow, tentative step toward her, his large hand instinctively reaching out to rest tenderly on her sloped shoulder. But before his fingers could even brush the fabric of her dress, Merin violently stepped back, her dark eyes flashing with an ice-cold light.

​"What are you doing here, Prince Henry?" she demanded, her voice cutting through the space between them like a razor blade.

​Henry's hand hung empty in the air for a painful, breathless second. A fragile, pleading smile touched his handsome lips, his eyes melting with a deeply romantic devotion. "I came to bring my wife back to her true home, Merin."

​Merin let out a sharp, cynical scoff, turning her back to him as fresh, hot tears stung her eyelids. "Wife? I believe I made myself explicitly clear before I left your gates, Henry. There is absolutely nothing left between us anymore."

​The fragile smile completely vanished from Henry's face, replaced by a severe, intensely serious gravity. He closed the distance between them, his heavy boots silent on the carpet until he was standing directly behind her. "Really?" he murmured, his voice dropping into a raw, bleeding register. "Are you truly going to stand there and say that to me... even after the undeniable proof of our love resting inside your belly?"

​Merin stunned. Her hand instinctively flew to her lower abdomen, her fingers clutching the silk over her small, developing bump. Her heart suffered a violent, suffocating squeeze of emotion.

​"Why are you still so deeply angry with me, Merin?" Henry pleaded, his voice cracking with a tragic vulnerability as he stared at the back of her head. "I know we had an absolute nightmare of a fight. But I beg of you, think about it rationally for just a moment. Herrick... Herrick loved your sister to the point of absolute insanity. He was actually the one who was completely betrayed by us, by the treaties, by everyone. He entered this political marriage with a soul full of expectations and devotion. What is so wrong with wanting your wife to belong to you? He felt utterly abandoned and betrayed the exact moment he realized her heart had belonged to the Fox General all along."

​"Enough!" Merin shouted, spinning around to face him, her chest heaving as tears finally overflowed and tracked down her porcelain cheeks. She gazed at him with an intense, unyielding sharpness. "I know the truth now, Henry! My mother confessed everything to me. I know Merida loved Mike long before the crowns were traded. If I had known of their forbidden love before this tragedy, I would have never allowed her to marry into your family! But you cannot dare to blame my dead sister alone! Your brother... he mistreated her. He turned her life into a suffocating cage! Who gave him the right to act like her executioner? Instead of demanding answers from him, instead of correcting his cruelty... you chose to stand blindly by his side and support him, Henry!"

​Henry lowered his head, his long dark lashes casting shadows over his eyes. The fierce warrior of the Celestial Mountain looked entirely broken before her. "I know..." he whispered, his voice dropping into a quiet, absolute humility that shocked her. "I know I was wrong, Merin. He made a horrific, irreversible mistake too."

​Merin stared at him, her dark eyes widening in utter disbelief. She had never expected the proud, fiercely loyal Henry to openly admit his brother's sin.

​Henry slowly raised his head, his golden eyes burning with an agonizingly sweet, romantic resolve. "I do not want their tragic destiny to infect our life, Merin. I don't want their bloodstains to shadow the future of our baby. Please... come home with me."

​A bitter, heartbroken scoff escaped Merin's lips. She looked at his beautiful, pleading face, her soul tearing in two. "I want to, Henry..." she whispered, her voice cracking with a deep, intensely painful vulnerability. "Deep down, my heart wants nothing more than to return to your arms. But... I cannot live in the exact same palace where your brother breathes. Every single time I walk down those corridors, every time I see his face, it will violently trigger the memories of my sister's dying breaths. I cannot live with that pain."

​Henry looked at her, a profound, heavy sadness settling deep into his features. "He is already gone, Merin."

​Merin froze, her breathing turning shallow. "What...?"

​"He didn't want his ghost to ruin my life, nor the life of my child," Henry explained softly, a tear of brotherly grief glistening in his own eye. "So... Herrick has permanently left the Celestial Mountain Palace. He has exiled himself into the wilderness, never to return."

​Merin could not believe what her ears were hearing. She stood entirely paralyzed by the revelation. She knew better than anyone how fiercely, how deeply Henry loved his identical twin brother. For Henry to accept Herrick's exile, to let his own blood walk away into the dark just to secure her peace of mind... it was the ultimate, shattering proof of his devotion to her.

​Slowly, deliberately, Henry extended his large, warm hand across the quiet space, leaving his palm open beneath the fading afternoon light, silently waiting for her to choose him again.

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The Whispers of the Soul Lanterns

​Deep within the secluded western terraces of the Heaven Realm, adjacent to the sprawling royal gardens, the air was perpetually cooled by the breath of the high clouds. There, far from the critical eyes of the celestial court, a small altar had been carefully arranged by a few palace maids whom Ryan had secretly assigned to Emily's care. Atop a simple, polished stone table lay a small block of ancient tomb-wood, carved delicately with mortal markings to honor Emily's late grandmother.

​Emily stepped forward, her heavy crimson bridal silks whispering against the grass. Her small hands trembled slightly as she struck a match, lighting a tall, white wax candle. The flame flickered to life, casting a warm, fragile glow against the cold stone. She slowly closed her eyes, bowing her head as she drifted into a silent, deeply emotional prayer. For months, the suffocating grief of being left entirely alone in the mortal world, followed by the devastating betrayal at her own wedding altar, had built a wall around her spirit. Now, standing before the memory of her family, she let out a quiet, shuddering breath.

​When her prayer concluded, Emily slowly opened her eyes and turned around. Her breath hitched. Standing just a few paces away, half-shadowed by a weeping willow tree, was Crown Prince Ryan. His dark sapphire robes were immaculate, his golden eyes fixed upon her with a profound, unyielding stillness.

​Emily's defensive instincts immediately flared, and she cast a suspicious gaze toward him. "What are you doing here?" she asked, her voice cracking slightly. She paused, her eyes narrowing. "Wait... how long have you been standing there?"

​"Since your maids first arranged the altar," Ryan answered softly, his deep voice devoid of its usual warrior sharpness. He stepped closer, the sunlight catching the sharp contours of his handsome face. "Did you love your grandmother the most?"

​Emily tried to shield her vulnerability. She stepped past him, her silks brushing against his sleeve as she murmured, "Of course I loved her. She was the only person who never abandoned me in that cruel world."

​Before she could walk away, Ryan's large, warm hand shot out, firmly but gently capturing her delicate wrist. The heat of his touch sent a sharp, electric shiver through her spine. Emily froze, turning her head back to look at him.

​"Do you want to meet her soul?" Ryan asked, his golden eyes burning into hers with an absolute, breathtaking intensity.

​Emily went entirely stunned, her lips parting in a silent gasp. "Is... is that even possible? She is a mortal who passed away months ago. Her spirit belongs to the afterlife."

​Ryan didn't answer with words. He simply gave a firm, reassuring nod and began to guide her through the winding paths. His grip on her hand was tight and possessive, refusing to let her drift away into her own sorrow.

​The Forbidden Sanctum

​A few minutes later, they reached an isolated, ancient structure hidden deep within the forbidden, misty northern mountains of the kingdom. The architecture was entirely different from the rest of the gold palaces; it was built of dark, iridescent obsidian that seemed to absorb the starlight.

​"What is this place?" Emily whispered, a sudden wave of spiritual awe washing over her as they crossed the threshold.

​"The Soul Lantern Palace," Ryan explained, his voice echoing softly against the towering black walls. "Every soul in the universe, after the death of their physical body, passes through this sanctum before crossing the River of Reincarnation. Their memories and essence are stored within these glass vessels until their time comes to be reborn."

​Emily raised her eyes, her breath completely caught in her throat. Suspended in the air above them were millions of glowing, ethereal lanterns, floating like a sea of trapped stars in a pitch-black sky.

​Ryan stepped into the center of the grand hall. Slowly, he raised his left hand toward the heavens, his fingers curling as he channeled a massive, concentrated torrent of his high celestial magic. A brilliant, shimmering silver light erupted from his palm, snaking upward into the sea of lanterns. The magic swirled purposefully through the darkness until it gently wrapped around a single, pale blue lantern.

​With a soft, melodic hum, the silver power lowered the lantern until it hovered directly in front of Emily's chest.

​"Grab it," Ryan commanded softly, his forehead beaded with a fine layer of sweat as he fought the intense spiritual pressure of the room.

​Emily reached out with both hands, her fingers carefully curling around the cold glass of the floating lantern. She leaned in, her eyes widening as she read the ancient script faintly etched into the glass: Martha.

​"Grandma..." Emily whispered, a profound, bleeding sadness choking her throat. Tears rapidly filled her dark eyes as she stared at the glowing light. "I just... I want to ask her why she had to leave me all alone. Why did everyone have to leave me?"

​Ryan gazed down at her tear-stained, exquisite face, his heart suffering a violent, sympathetic squeeze. "Hold the lantern tightly, Emily," he warned, his voice turning incredibly serious and strained as he raised his other hand to fuel the spell. "Whatever happens, do not go near her form, and absolutely do not drop the glass. If the lantern breaks while the connection is open, her spiritual essence will shatter. She will never be able to reincarnate into the wheel of life again."

​Emily swallowed hard, aggressively blinking back her tears as she nodded, her grip turning white on the handle.

​Suddenly, the pale blue light within the lantern expanded, erupting outward in a soft, mist-like vortex. Within seconds, the translucent, ethereal form of an elderly lady appeared before them, hovering just inches above the ground. She wore a simple mortal gown, and her face held the exact same gentle, loving lines Emily remembered from her childhood.

​"Grandma!" Emily cried out, a broken sob tearing from her lungs. She instinctively wanted to lunge forward, but the memory of Ryan's warning forced her to freeze, her body trembling violently as she controlled her raw emotion.

​The spirit of the old lady blinked, a beautiful, peaceful smile spreading across her translucent lips. "How are you doing, my sweet child?" she asked, her voice sounding like a soft echo in the wind.

​Emily couldn't even speak; she could only nod her head rapidly, wiping her wet cheeks with the back of her sleeve as she drank in the sight of her grandmother.

​The old lady chuckled softly, a familiar, comforting sound. Then, her wise eyes drifted past Emily's shoulder, locking onto the powerful, glowing Crown Prince who was currently pouring his own lifeforce into the room to sustain her spirit. "And who is he...?" the grandmother whispered, a playful glint in her eyes. "Is he your boyfriend?"

​Emily's face instantly flushed a deep crimson, her heart skipping a beat in sheer shock. "Granny! No... please, it's not like that!"

​The grandmother chuckled again, her form flickering slightly as the spell wavered. "He looks remarkably handsome, Emily. If a man like him belongs to you, your old grandmother would be truly happy in the afterlife."

​"No, Grandma..." Emily whispered softly, looking down at the stone floor.

​"The only worry I carried into the grave was leaving you all alone in that harsh world," the grandmother spoke, her voice dropping into a tender, echoing warmth. "I just want you to be genuinely happy, Emily. But... I can see from here that this man cares for you a great deal. Otherwise, he would have never helped you this far. Do you have any idea how complicated, how strictly forbidden it is for a celestial prince to bring back a mortal soul from the halls of judgment?"

​Emily listened intently, her dark eyes flicking toward Ryan in a sudden, profound confusion.

​"My time is fading, my dear... I have to go now," the grandmother whispered, her form beginning to dissolve back into the pale blue light of the lantern. "Take care of your heart, my lovely girl."

​"I am doing well, Grandma! Don't worry about me at all!" Emily shouted desperately toward the fading light, her voice cracking with a final, heartbreaking farewell.

​The translucent form vanished entirely, snapping back into the center of the glass vessel.

​The moment the connection broke, Ryan's silver magic cut off instantly. He sharply hid his right palm behind his back, his breathing ragged and uneven. But Emily's sharp eyes caught the movement. She looked down and noticed a thin, steady trail of bright celestial blood dripping from his fingers onto the black obsidian floor—the physical toll of defying the laws of death for her sake.

​The Unyielding Devotion

​Emily placed the lantern carefully back into its floating track, her heart hammering wildly against her ribs. She looked up at Ryan's pale but unyielding face. "Thank you..." she murmured softly, her voice thick with a genuine, raw gratitude.

​Ryan adjusted his sapphire silks, trying to hide his exhaustion as he stepped closer to her. "Why didn't you ask her the question you wanted to ask? You wanted to know why she left you."

​A beautiful, genuinely peaceful smile finally broke through Emily's tears as she wiped her face. "How could I burden her with my sadness? I am just so incredibly happy that I got to see her face one last time. That is more than enough for me."

​She hesitated for a long, breathless moment, her fingers nervously twisting the crimson silk of her dress. She raised her eyes, looking at him with a profound, vulnerable confusion. "Why... why do you still help me like this, Ryan? Even after everything... even after I rejected you at the golden gates and told you I had no feelings for you..."

​Ryan didn't hesitate. He closed the remaining distance between them, his towering frame casting a protective shadow over her. Slowly, deliberately, he raised his uninjured hand, his long, warm fingers gently brushing a stray lock of dark hair away from her flushing cheek. His touch was so remarkably tender, so agonizingly sweet, that Emily's breath caught completely in her throat.

​"Because I love you, Emily," Ryan whispered, his golden eyes melting with a fierce, genuine devotion that carried the absolute soul of a deep romance novel. "I know your heart is deeply wounded right now. I cannot, and I will not, compel you to love me back through force or manipulation."

​Emily swallowed hard, her pulse racing as a deep, burning blush crept up her neck, turning her cheeks a radiant scarlet under his touch.

​Suddenly, Ryan's hand slid down from her cheek, his powerful arm wrapping tightly around her delicate waist. With a swift, possessive movement, he pulled her flush against his solid chest, closing every single inch of space between them.

​He leaned down, his lips brushing past her ear as he whispered in a husky, intensely serious baritone that vibrated straight through her soul: "But my love belongs entirely to you, little one. There is absolutely no room for another girl in this life, nor in any lifetime that follows. My crown, my throne, my very breath... they are yours."

​He pulled back just enough to look into her eyes, his golden gaze anchoring her spirit with an unyielding sincerity. Emily stared up at him, her defenses completely crumbling into dust under the weight of his genuine, beautiful words, realizing that in the ruins of her past, this dangerous prince had built her an empire of absolute devotion.

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To be Continued...

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