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Chapter 28 - Chapter 28: Troubled Mind

Rafael Navarro had dealt with blood, betrayal, and war his entire life. He had walked into burning warehouses, stared down armed rivals, buried friends without flinching.

But tonight, the quiet was getting to him.

His study felt smaller than usual. The desk lamp cast a lonely yellow circle over scattered reports, surveillance prints, and the still-open autopsy file he'd shoved away hours earlier.

He tried typing.

Stopped.

Tried again.

Stopped. His fingers hovered uselessly over the keyboard.

He wasn't thinking about Ortega whom his men found in the morning. Or Cassimo. Or Luciana who he'd made sure was admitted to the hospital.

He was thinking about her.

About Isabella pressed against the wall, trembling so violently he could feel the shake through his own hand as he held her throat. The shock in her eyes. The way she kept whispering "please… no one sent me… please."

And every few seconds, the same image sliced through his mind.

Isabella.

Standing in his room.

Frozen.

Hands trembling.

Eyes wide with fear.

His nostrils flared as he remembered her dropping the picture frame… the look on her face when he grabbed her…

Half of him still felt the burn of anger.

She had no right to be in his space.

No right to touch anything of his.

No right to look at his mother's things.

But the other half,the part he didn't trust, kept replaying the moment he pressed her against the wall and saw her pupils shaking, saw her lips quiver, saw tears spilling down her cheeks while she begged him not to hurt her.

That part wouldn't shut up.

That part made him restless.

Made him annoyed at himself.

Made him feel something dangerously close to guilt.

He dragged a palm down his face.

She shouldn't have been in his room.

That part burned hot and sharp. She invaded his privacy, touched things, she had no right to touch that picture frame…

But then another part, the part he kept trying to kill whispered back.

She was scared out of her mind. He terrified her.

He leaned back in his chair, exhaling slowly. Guilt didn't sit well with a man like him. It felt like swallowing broken glass.

Minutes passed.

Or an hour.

He didn't know.

His grip tightened around the arm of the chair until his knuckles whitened.

"Damn it."

He stood abruptly, pacing the room. He had paced so much tonight that a line was practically forming in the rug.

"She shouldn't affect me," he muttered under his breath. "She shouldn't matter."

But she was in his head anyway. She was in his chest, somehow.

He thought forcing gifts on her would settle it, a stupid attempt at softening what happened last night. It was the closest thing to an apology he could manage without saying the words.

He couldn't focus until he resolved whatever the hell had gotten stuck in his chest.

And so, for the first time since the day he dragged her into this house…

Rafael Navarro walked toward Isabella's room.

His footsteps echoed through the hall. Servants kept their heads low, pretending not to see the way their boss's jaw was clenched or the tension radiating from him like heat.

He stopped at her door.

A door he had never knocked on before.

He hesitated for a moment,something he was not used to doing. Rafael Navarro did not hesitate. Not for anyone.

But tonight, he did.

Then he exhaled, lifted his hand, and knocked softly. A few seconds passed.

Then her voice, small and tired, floated from inside.

"Come in…"

He pushed the door open.

Isabella was sitting on the window ledge, knees drawn to her chest, the soft moonlight touching her skin. She looked small. Fragile. Lost in her thoughts.

The moment she saw him, her body jolted backward like she'd seen a ghost.

She stood and moved back instantly, almost shrinking into the corner.

"Rafael… what..... what are you doing here?" Her voice trembled. "I'm sorry if I did anything. Please don't hurt me. I'm so sorry, I"

"Calm down," he said quietly, closing the door behind him.

She flinched at the click of the lock sliding.

He walked toward her slowly, hands empty, posture controlled. He wasn't here to intimidate her..... but he couldn't help the way his presence filled a room.

"Sit," he said.

She nodded quickly, folding her hands on her lap.

He gestured to a nearby chair.

"Can I?" She hesitated… then nodded again.

Rafael sat, elbows resting loosely on his knees. They weren't close, but the space felt tight with tension neither of them knew how to address.

After a moment, he spoke. "Did you see the gifts?"

Her fingers tightened slightly. "Yes… I did."

"How were they? Were they what you wanted?"

She looked down. "They were fine. They were… good. I'm just surprised you sent them."

She swallowed. "They were for me?"

"Yes," he said simply. "They were."

She nodded, still unsure, still watching him like he was a dangerous animal that might bite if she moved wrong.

"What about the other things inside?" he asked. "You looked through them?"

"The book," she muttered softly, and despite herself, the corner of her mouth lifted, a tiny, almost invisible smile she tried hard to hide.

Rafael noticed. "You liked it?"

She looked away, embarrassed. "I… yes. It was beautiful. I haven't read anything since I came here. I've had nothing to keep my mind busy."

A breath.

"My phone was taken the day I arrived."

He absorbed that silently, his jaw flexing.

"I just…" he began, searching briefly for the words, "thought you could use something."

She didn't respond immediately, just watched him with wide, wary eyes.

"Thank you," she finally whispered.

There was a pause, long enough to feel like something unspoken was stretching between them and neither of them knew how to touch it.

Rafael stood. "Goodnight, Isabella."

She nodded. "Goodnight."

He walked to the door.

Paused.

Almost as if he wanted to say something more. But he didn't.

Instead, he stepped out and closed the door quietly behind him.

And as he walked down the hall, he realized something unsettling:

He wasn't angry anymore.

He was… conflicted and at the same time at peace.

And that was far more dangerous.

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