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Chapter 32 - Chapter 32 - Father's choice

Shadow moves like a cut of night back to Vencor's tower — boots silent on marble, rain leaving black veins across the driveway. The place smells of old money and colder things: lacquer, tobacco, the kind of perfume that hides hunger.

He steps into the study where Vencor waits, the man's silhouette carved against the city's glow. Vencor's face is a practiced mask of patience; the thin smile is a weapon he polishes every morning.

Shadow closes the door behind him. For a second the two men regard each other like predators measuring the temperature of a kill. Shadow's jacket is still damp; his breath shows faint in the room's chill.

"You told her," Vencor says, not a question. His voice is layered — annoyance wrapped in amusement. "You told my Phantom something I never wanted her to know."

Shadow's jaw tightens. He should have kept his mouth shut. He knows that. The truth was a blade he shouldn't have swung in front of her. But some truths are rotten fruit — once seen, they cannot be un-seen.

"I said enough," Shadow replies, low. "She needed to break. She needed to know there's a hand that pushed her into the furnace. She'll fight harder now. She'll burn for it."

Vencor laughs — a soft, dangerous sound. "You exposed the map. You handed her a compass to the heart of my house. You're a fool, or a monk in a killer's jacket."

Shadow doesn't answer with apology. Instead, he closes his eyes and remembers.

— Flash, small and terrible: a room dim with afternoon light, a man with folded shoulders scrubbing his hands at a sink until the knuckles whitened. Emma's father: wet-cheeked, voice broken into pieces he kept trying to glue together. "He will make her into what the world needs," the father said at one point, voice thin and trembling. "I can't protect her from everything. Maybe if she becomes something larger, she might… survive."

Shadow had watched the crying man, a stranger with grief raw on his face. He had seen the reasoning — righteous and monstrous both — that can birth monsters: the idea that sacrifice can be justified if it produces "something greater." The man had wanted a shield for the future, even if the shield herself had to be hammered into hurting.

At the time, Shadow had a different hunger. He wanted a hero too — not a blade, not a puppet, but a force that could cut away more than itself. "If you make a hero," he'd thought then, "you create leverage — you shape the world." He'd stood there and listened, and cold logic convinced him that he could build a tool from a terrified little girl's life and call it salvation.

The memory tastes like iron now. He remembers the father's tears, the way he pressed his palms to his face, whispering apologies that sounded like benedictions. He remembers thinking: If this is the price of order, then I will take the coin. He remembers believing he could control the making of that thing, that he could be the smith — not the torturer.

But he was wrong. Vencor was not a smith who made weapons to honor a sacrifice. Vencor was an artist of cruelty who found sport in the forging.

Shadow opens his eyes. "He cried," he says quietly, the confession thin as smoke. "Not because he enjoyed it. He thought he had no choice. He thought she could be a saving thing. I thought I could shape that. I was wrong."

Vencor's smile thins to something harder. "You believed in a myth," he replies. "You took pity and turned it into profit. But myths can be valuable, Shadow. They can be sold."

Shadow's face hardens. Guilt and arrogance fight in his chest. He had wanted a hero, perhaps because somewhere inside him a child wanted a reason that made sense of cruelty. Or perhaps he wanted to be the man who made sense — the man who could turn cruelty into order. Either way, the result is the same: Emma was broken, and Vencor polished the break into profit.

Vencor leans forward. "You should not have told her," he says again. "But now that she knows, that changes the game. She is volatile. Useful — and dangerous. Keep watching her. If she becomes a problem, you remove her. If she becomes a tool, you shape her."

Shadow swallows. The room smells of old ambitions. He thinks of the rain, the way Emma had fallen to her knees, the way his confession had landed like a live coal inside her. He thinks of Vencor's hands, always ready to take what is offered.

"I'll watch," Shadow says at last. "I'll correct what I've done. If she turns on you, I'll be the one who ends it."

Vencor's laugh is small and pleased. "Good. And Shadow —" he says, almost fondly, as if addressing a favored toy that had been allowed to get too close to fire — "don't forget: you told her a secret you were never meant to tell. That weakness will cost you. Don't fall in love with the idea of saving her, or you'll find yourself the butcher who was fooled into empathy."

Shadow turns to leave. In the hallway the rain still drums hard against the stone. He walks through it like a man trying to wash a shadow off his hands.

In the study, Vencor watches the door close and taps a cigarette into the ashtray, already plotting the next move — how to weaponize the revelation and make Emma sharper, hungrier, and ever more useful to his ends. The game widens; pieces move.

Outside, Shadow walks under neon that makes him look like a man stitched to the night. He had spoken when silence was safer. Now silence will come at a price. He buries that price deep — for now. But the confessed memory stays with him: the father's tears, the terrible faith that some ends justify the cruelty of the means. It sits like an ember waiting to flare.

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