Chapter 100
Ciel
How embarrassing.
How many omegas get hit on and then spiral like they've never seen the world before?
When will I grow up and stop reacting like this every time?
Since we came home, I've been avoiding Jack.
Not intentionally at first — just small choices that piled up: a longer shower, a closed door, sleeping facing the wall. But now it's deliberate. I don't know how to face him, and honestly… I'm terrified of what I might see in his eyes.
What if it's changed? The way he looks at me. The way he loves me.
No one wants an omega with baggage. Not really.
Even I get annoyed with myself.
Unfortunately, today is Thursday.
Our Thursday. Which means I can't keep hiding behind Nolan forever. Today was supposed to be our date night.
I've locked myself in the bathroom for… I don't even know how long. I'm sitting on the toilet lid, elbows on my knees, staring at the floor tiles like they might give me answers. My reflection in the mirror looks too pale, too small.
