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-Ayumu-
"Okay, you're finally here Shiina Ayumu! It's already too late to back down!" Ayumu slapped both of her cheeks with her palm to ease her nervousness.
It started a couple weeks ago, at first she thought of it as a baseless rumor that Hiroki Tachibana, her cool, kind and handsome senpai could do such a thing, like beating someone to the point of crippling them with life injury.
But after a week, she realized something was off, it was her senpai who stopped going to their club.
Once or twice might have been understable, but not going for an entire week? That's completely unreasonable.
Finally, she decided to check for him in his class and what she found out was shocking.
"Ehhhh?! Hiroki-senpai was suspended for a few months at that?!" Ayumu couldn't believe the sheer amount of time that her senpai was suspended.
Then the rumors that she dismissed as lies were starting to become real, in fact she heard it from her senpai classroom teacher himself that her senpai did in fact beat someone half to death.
Ayumu could no longer deny it, her kind, cool and handsome senpai was a bad boy! Her initial image of him changed.
She wasn't sure if she knew him anymore, back in elementary she always knew him as a gentle soul despite his awkwardness.
But after what happened she couldn't help but think if she really knew the guy, and so for the past 2 weeks she has been conflicted about what to think about Hiroki.
Was everything a facade? Or was he anyway like that? It's just she never noticed as she had been seeing him in a rose tinted view.
She always liked him, so every flaw he had was completely filtered from her eyes and only seeing the good.
During the conflict with her feelings toward her senpai, for the past 2 weeks her feelings changed, her feelings for him simmered quite a bit, but regardless she still has some lingering feelings for him.
That's why she mustered the courage to see him personally and ask him why he did all that.
It didn't take long for her to arrive at his house, she was greeted by his mother who recognized her.
Her visit went smoothly, and in front of her was Hiroki's room, her heart was nervous but she couldn't falter here, not when she's already close.
Taking deep breaths a couple of times, she finally knocked the door alongside with countless questions in mind after seeing him.
But as soon as the door opened, what she saw was straight out of a dream, a familiar face but also completely different from what she remembered.
The blonde hair that made him look like a delinquent was gone, replaced with a fresh undercut hairstyle, a black hair, a surprisingly mature face and his body.
OhhâŠthat body that was straight out of greek mythology, the perfect specimen, her eyes hungrily devouring each detail of his muscles.
Her mind went blank and suddenly she didn't even know what she was about to ask, everything was erased from her mind aside from his appearance.
Her prior feelings alongside teenage hormones mixed together, resulting in a new emotion.
Unlike her previous intention of trying to let go of her feelings for him, right now it was the last thing on her mind.
As for her feelings for this attractive boy- no, a man. This was a man, she can't think of anything but that word.
Hiroki was no longer the boy she knew, but surprisingly she could accept that, because in exchange she got to see whatever the hell is this.
"Ayumu?" His words managed to snap her out of her daydreaming, but her mind wasn't at 100% yet, right now she was basically half-conscious.
Basically her mind was currently in automode and it replied what was in her inner mind, her truest self in sense, basically no filter at all.Â
Hiroki-senpai?! Y-you look totally different!" Her face was so red, she didn't realize it.
Senpai snorted and answered. "Of course I look different, it's been almost a month after all."
"Right! You look extremely handsome compared to before! Not like you weren't handsome back then, you look way more attractive now! Now if you could take off that shirt I would certainly lick your sweat one at the time." Ayumu's brain was still in the clouds, but after the last sentence it finally recovered its proper functioning.
And upon realizing what kind of perverted suggestion she just uttered made her feel like she was about to explode due to extreme embarrassment.
"W-wha-wha?! I-i-i didn't mean to say it! I mean it's a misunderstanding! No, that's not it either!" Her brain wasn't braining at the moment and blurted complete nonsense.
Hiroki looked amused, and it made her feel more embarrassed. "Oh? So you want to lick my sweat then?"
"Yes! No?! I-i mean!" Ayumu kept digging a hole for herself so the next best thing she did was shut up, not allowing herself to speak any longer.
Her senpai found her amusing since he laughed, normally she'd tell him that he was being mean, but right now her attention was solely on her toes, finding them more interesting than the person in front of her
She knew it was a big fat lie, she started fidgeting her body and avoided looking above.
"Ayumu, come inside my room, let's continue our conversation there." Senpai said.
Hearing those words, her face once more turned red, her heart beating so fast that it might as well leap out of her body.
"I-i-iniside?! I-i'm fine outside!" Ayumu never felt this nervous in her life.
However, her senpai wasn't having it and dragged her inside his room to which she didn't resist, why would she? It's basically what she wanted.
Ayumu's imagination was running wild at the thought of what was bound to happen inside, her imagination at this stage might as well be a hallucination because it's getting too real.
'I-is this it?! The day I lose my virginity?!' Feelings mixed with hormones do wonders to the mind, but to her disappointment none of that will happen.
Instead her senpai asked her normal questions, such as how was she, or was there anything new about the school?
Her earlier excitement faded, making her calm down, although she was very disappointed that they weren't doing 'that' and upon regaining her clarity she felt the horror.Â
'Why did I feel disappointed when he didn't do what I imagined he would do to me, oh my god mom I became a dirty woman!' Wrecked with guilt alongside with shame, she realized how perverted her mind has become.
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I stared at the girl who was sitting in my bed, she looked like she's fighting something internally, she was strangely silent.
"Oi, are you listening?" Somehow that snapped her out of her musing.
"W-what?"
"That answers my question." I snorted at that, she wasn't listening at all, I still have some questions to ask her.
"Eh? What do you mean senpai?"Â
"That you weren't listening to me, when I asked you a question."
"A-ah, sorry I was just thinking.."
"I can see that very clearly, so what are you thinking exactly?" I decided to probe.
After asking that, her face turned like a ripe tomato. "E-eh?! W-why do you ask?"
I raised a brow and then smiled teasingly upon realizing what she might have been thinking. "Does it have to do with sex?"
Her reaction proved that I was correct with my assumption, while she was busy being embarrassed I noticed that the group chat notification rang.
I took out the phone and checked what's up and saw that there was a new member that just joined.
The prompt says.
[ A new member has joined, please greet them with respect! đ ]
(đ)Raiden Makoto: A new one! Welcome!
MadHorseScientist: Another guinea pig!Â
8man: I hope this new member is reasonable.
(đ)Raiden Makoto: Are you perhaps implying something?
8man: I didn't say anything, that's just your assumption.
(đ)Raiden Makoto: Are you saying that I'm unreasonable?!
8man: I mean with the way you assumed that I was talking about you, absolutely.
(đ)Raiden Makoto: You!
Bell Cranel: Guys please stop fighting!
That did nothing to the two and continued insulting one another anyway.
I was waiting for the newbie to reply, but after a few minutes it was clear that this individual had no idea how to use the phone.
So we have to wait for a while for them to know how to.
My attention went back to the girl at my bed and said. "Ayumu, I'm going to be blunt, why are you here? I'm sure that you didn't just come here to visit me just to see me didn't you? Or else you would have done it a while ago."
Ayumu flinched at my accurate question and with a hesitant expression I decided to say.
"Don't hesitate to ask me, I'll answer you truthfully just ask."Â
Ayumu finally gathered the courage to ask the question. "Hiroki-senpaiâŠwhy did you beat the transfer student? What's the reason you did that?"
Ah, it's this question. That's an easy one, considering I already explained it once to Kaede, I have no problem explaining it again.
And so I told her the 'truth'.
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A/N: I'll give you a clue who the new member is, it's a female, a duke with green hair and is a tomboy.
Lastly she's part of a certain competition.
There's 9 chapters ahead.