Sometimes I think of you,
And all the things we used to be...
And then I realize,
Through teary eyes
My love fueled everything...
And
It was always me
Who made the moves,
In Summer, Fall, or Spring...
And
It was always me
who moved to you,
I bought you several rings.
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And I think of all the times
That I was ever truly happy...
It was never because of you,
Your withering words
Did naught but slap me....
And
I had hopes, and dreams, and things,
All your abuse
It flew right past me...
And
I was a Knight, a Prince, A King,
Your evil reign
Did naught but cap me...
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I could never wish you ill tidings
Regardless of the way...
That you treated me
Defeated me
On every other day...
And
I was always nothing but kind to you,
No words I wouldn't say...
Not a thing I wouldn't do for you,
You pushed that love away...
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Now, when I think of you,
I think of who
I could have been...
Had you just been honest with me,
Left me friend-zoned in the end...
It would have hurt initially.
I would have learned to love again...
But you berated me,
Degraded me
For years.
Fuck, almost ten...
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You led me on,
And on,
And on.
I thought:
"One day, this girl will love me."
But you lied,
And lied,
And lied,
You put everyone else above me...
I was so far lost inside
While you just rode along, so lovely...
All your schemes and grifts and ploys
Too late,
That face you hide is ugly...
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I used to think of you
And wonder:
"How could she do it?"
But now I see
That despite all I did for you,
Your feelings weren't fluid...
I'm a karma-fearing man,
Shit, I know I didn't do it...
All the things
You tried to blame on me.
You did, I saw right through it...