"..." I watch Evelyn through the artifact I acquired from the Demon King's castle. She's saying something and gesturing with her hands while several soldiers nod, and she hands out materials from her storage ring along with a marked-up map.
I don't know what they're saying, but I understand it's about traps. Watching Evelyn makes me feel so... stupid. Wasting time on her is strange. I feel hurt by what happened between us.
Her lack of interest in seeing that I was changing for her made me simply give up on it. Why change for someone who isn't interested in seeing that I'm changing?
But even so, she still affects me. I look at the various sex toys I bought and realize how foolish I was. I think I idealized this marriage too much as something good and liberating for me, but it was just painful and complicated.
