Before coming here, he went to Jon's home. Isolde had helped him track it, so he decided to pay a visit.
What he saw was a bright home, Jon's father and his mother. Godfrey vividly remembered as he watched them move about in their home while he watched from a roof opposite their home.
So… Jon had people who would still care for him, who would still love him, yet he gave that up to tread this dark path.
Several times, Godfrey looked into himself, recalling his childhood dreams of being a hero like his father. He asked himself, was he a hero? Did he achieve his dream?
The answer was an unfortunate no. A hero was someone with an unyielding resolve, who stood on his ideals even when everything and everyone around him collapsed. That mindset… he didn't have it.
This world broke him; it threw him into madness, but his loved ones kept him afloat. Their arms pushed him above the dark waters of madness; they brought back a smile to his face. But Jon had this too.
