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Chapter 34 - chapter 32

The music slowly faded, replaced by the murmur of conversation and the clinking of glasses. But Julian and Evelyn still stood close—too close—both aware of the silence between them, heavy but not uncomfortable.

Julian finally cleared his throat, his voice low. "Do you want some air?"

Evelyn nodded, grateful for the excuse to breathe. "Yeah. Please."

They stepped out onto the museum balcony, the night air crisp against their flushed skin. Below, the city stretched endlessly, lights flickering like distant constellations. A faint hum of traffic blended with the faint strains of a cello leaking from the hall.

For a moment, neither of them spoke. Evelyn leaned against the railing, her shawl fluttering slightly in the wind. Julian stood beside her, hands in his pockets, studying her in that quiet, thoughtful way he always used to.

"It's strange," she said after a while. "Being here again. With you."

"Strange good or strange bad?" he asked, a small smile tugging at his lips.

She glanced at him. "I'm still trying to figure that out."

Julian chuckled softly, the sound low and warm. "That makes two of us."

He turned his gaze toward the skyline. "You know, after we broke up, I thought about this moment a lot. What I'd say if I ever saw you again. But now… all of it seems pointless."

Evelyn frowned slightly. "Why?"

"Because none of those words would've been enough," he said. "I was angry back then. At you, at myself… maybe even at how much I still cared."

Her breath hitched. "Julian—"

"I'm not saying this to make you feel guilty," he interrupted gently. "I just… want to be honest this time. No hiding behind silence."

Evelyn looked down, her fingers tracing the cool marble of the railing. "You were never the only one hurting."

His eyes softened. "I know. I see that now."

There was a long pause, filled with the sound of the city. Evelyn looked up at the stars, her voice barely above a whisper. "I still play the piece you wrote for me."

Julian turned sharply, surprise flickering in his eyes. "You do?"

"Every time I feel lost," she admitted. "It's like… it reminds me of something warm. Something I keep pretending I've forgotten."

His expression changed—something fragile and sincere. "Then I guess we both never really stopped holding on."

Evelyn's heart raced. The distance between them seemed impossibly small now. The wind brushed against her hair, sending a few loose strands across her face. Julian reached up instinctively, tucking them behind her ear. His touch lingered—gentle, hesitant.

"Evelyn…" he murmured.

She met his gaze, her voice trembling. "Julian, don't—"

But before she could finish, he leaned closer—not to kiss her, but to rest his forehead lightly against hers. It was soft, almost reverent. A quiet acknowledgment of everything they once were and everything they could still be.

"I'm not asking for anything," he whispered. "Just a chance to not lose you completely this time."

Her eyes fluttered shut, her hand finding his. "Then don't let go."

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Inside the hall, Clara was laughing softly, seated at the bar. The dark-haired stranger from earlier had joined her, their conversation easy and playful.

"So, are you one of the artists?" he asked, swirling his drink.

Clara smirked. "No, just a friend of one. Though I can pretend if that impresses you."

He chuckled. "You don't need to pretend. You already have everyone here staring."

Clara rolled her eyes but smiled, a faint blush coloring her cheeks. "Smooth. Do you use that line often?"

"Only when it's true," he said, leaning slightly closer. "Name's Lucas."

"Clara."

"Well, Clara," he said, his voice lower now, "I think we might've just saved each other from a very boring night."

She laughed again, the kind that came from genuine surprise.

For the first time in a long while, the night felt alive—with endings, beginnings, and the faint hum of something beautiful being rewritten.

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The night air carried a soft chill, wrapping itself around Evelyn as she and Julian stepped outside the museum gates. The streets of London shimmered under the golden hue of streetlights, and the rhythmic click of her heels echoed faintly against the cobblestone path. Julian walked beside her, his coat slung loosely over his shoulders, his gaze occasionally drifting toward her with quiet thoughtfulness.

Neither of them spoke for a while. It wasn't awkward—just heavy with the kind of silence that said more than words ever could.

"Do you remember," Evelyn began softly, "the last time we walked like this?"

Julian's lips twitched in a faint smile. "You mean when you got lost on purpose just so I'd walk you home?"

She laughed, a soft, musical sound that made his heart ache. "I did not get lost. You just… offered to walk with me."

"Right," he said, feigning innocence. "And you didn't lead me in circles through the entire west end."

Evelyn glanced up at him, her eyes glimmering beneath the lamplight. "I didn't want the night to end."

Julian's steps slowed. For a moment, all he could do was look at her—the way her hair caught the light, the delicate arch of her smile, the subtle sadness in her gaze that she always tried to hide. "I didn't either," he murmured.

They stopped at a bridge overlooking the Thames. The water shimmered like black silk, reflecting the distant lights of the city. Evelyn leaned against the railing, her fingers brushing the cool iron. Julian stood close, his warmth radiating beside her.

"It's strange," she said, her voice barely audible over the breeze. "So much time has passed, but standing here with you… it feels like nothing's changed."

Julian's eyes softened. "Everything's changed, Evelyn. We've both changed. But some things…" he paused, searching for the right words, "some things stay the same no matter how much time tries to erase them."

She turned to face him, her heart pounding. "Like what?"

He took a slow step closer. "Like the way I feel when I look at you."

Her breath caught. For a fleeting moment, the world seemed to still. The city lights, the sound of the river, the distant hum of traffic—all of it faded into a quiet, fragile bubble around them.

"Julian…" she whispered.

But before she could say more, a flash of lightning cut through the sky, followed by the distant rumble of thunder. Within seconds, raindrops began to fall, light and cool against their skin. Evelyn laughed softly, looking up.

"Perfect timing," she said, brushing water from her lashes.

Julian grinned, shaking his head. "London never misses an opportunity to be dramatic."

As the rain fell harder, he reached for her hand instinctively. "Come on, there's a café just around the corner."

They ran, laughing like children, ducking beneath the awning of a small, dimly lit café. The air was warm inside, filled with the rich scent of coffee and pastries. Evelyn's hair clung to her face, raindrops glittering on her lashes. Julian couldn't look away.

She caught him staring. "What?" she asked, cheeks flushing.

He smiled faintly. "You look… like you stepped out of a dream."

Evelyn's heart fluttered at his tone—soft, unguarded, utterly sincere. "You still know how to say things that make me forget how to breathe," she murmured, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear.

He leaned closer, lowering his voice. "Maybe I just remember what makes you smile."

Their eyes met—hers questioning, his steady and intent. The café felt smaller suddenly, the space between them almost nonexistent.

For the first time in years, Evelyn let the walls around her heart slip just a little.

The storm outside raged on, but inside, beneath the soft glow of the hanging lamps, something tender began to bloom again—quietly, cautiously, but unmistakably real.

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Meanwhile, across the street, unseen through the rain-splattered window, a figure stood watching.

A woman—poised, elegant, and familiar. The very same one who had stopped Julian at the museum.

Her lips curved into a knowing smile as she turned away, whispering to herself, "So, the game begins again."

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The rain had softened into a drizzle by the time they left the café. The streets glistened, wet cobblestones reflecting the orange hue of streetlights. Julian held his umbrella low, tilting it just enough to cover them both as they walked side by side.

Evelyn's laughter still lingered in the air — light, like music. For the first time in a long while, she felt unburdened. No deadlines, no pressure to be perfect, no ghosts of the past pressing down on her chest. Just the sound of Julian's voice and the rhythm of their footsteps in sync.

"I forgot how easy it was to talk to you," she said softly.

Julian's gaze slid toward her. "You didn't forget. You just stopped letting yourself remember."

She smiled at that, her eyes tracing the rain-dotted edge of the umbrella. "Maybe I did."

They walked a little longer, past the quiet bookstores and shuttered shops, until they reached Evelyn's street — narrow and old, lined with ivy-covered walls and lamps that flickered faintly in the fog.

She slowed, glancing up at her apartment building. "This is me."

Julian nodded, but he didn't move to leave just yet. Instead, he turned to face her, his expression unreadable in the dim light. "Tonight felt… right," he said after a pause. "Like something we lost finally found its way back."

Her heartbeat quickened. "Julian…"

He took a step closer. "I don't want to rush anything. But I also don't want to pretend that being with you doesn't feel like coming home."

She held his gaze, her throat tightening with emotion she hadn't planned to feel again. "I don't know where this will lead," she admitted. "Everything in my life has been changing so fast."

"Then let it change," he murmured. "I'm not asking for promises, Evelyn. Just moments like this."

The wind brushed between them, carrying the faint scent of rain and roses — the same ones he'd given her earlier. Evelyn's eyes softened, and she nodded slowly. "Moments, then."

Julian smiled, and for a second, she could almost see the boy she once knew — the soldier who'd written her letters from faraway places, who'd believed in her music even when she didn't.

"Goodnight, Evelyn."

"Goodnight, Julian."

He turned to leave, his footsteps fading into the misty street. But Evelyn stood there for a long time, her fingers brushing the keys of her apartment door, her thoughts racing.

She didn't notice the sleek black car parked across the street until it started. Through the rain-blurred window, she caught a glimpse of someone in the driver's seat — a woman with dark red lipstick and sharp eyes.

The car rolled away slowly, its headlights cutting through the fog like a silent threat.

Evelyn shivered without knowing why.

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Two days later, she sat in the practice room, the soft notes of her piano drifting through the conservatory halls. Her teacher, Mr. Laurent, leaned against the doorway, arms crossed.

"You're distracted," he said finally.

Evelyn paused mid-note. "I'm not."

He raised an eyebrow. "You've played the same passage three times, and it's getting worse each time."

She sighed, closing the lid of the piano. "Maybe I am distracted."

Laurent smiled faintly. "Distraction isn't always bad, you know. It usually means the heart is awake again."

Evelyn looked up at him, startled. "I didn't say it was about—"

"You didn't have to," he said simply. "When a musician feels something deeply, it always shows. Especially in their mistakes."

She smiled reluctantly, shaking her head. "You're insufferable."

"And you're in denial," he replied, moving toward the piano. "Now, from the top again. But this time, play like you mean it."

As she began again, the notes came out clearer, stronger — no longer weighed down by uncertainty, but carried by something warmer, something undeniably alive.

Outside, on the terrace, Julian watched through the window, a small smile on his lips. He hadn't planned to visit, but seeing her there — lost in the music — made it impossible to walk away.

Yet a shadow moved behind him. The same woman from the car.

"Still watching her from a distance, Julian?" her voice was cool, almost mocking. "You haven't changed."

Julian froze. Slowly, he turned. "Sienna."

She smiled — sharp and knowing. "Miss me?"

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