17. "HOME"
I've been out here without her and I can't say it's been a good experience. I keep going through tough shit, rainy days pour harder on me, love has grew further away from my heart but in the middle of this, she still gives me a warm shoulder to lean on, it feels like I'll always have a home in her heart.
Sometimes I get caught up in trying to fix my own shit, I even forget how she's always there for me when nothing seems to work, we both been trying to figure out our own lives and I can't lie, I rather figure it out with her than without her.
It's tough being without her, she's always been home to me, I'd always find peace in her warm embrace, my spirit was always protected from negativity, nowadays I keep going spiral out of control. No matter what's going on, she listens to me, she speaks wisdom into me, even though she's not her physically, she lets me know that she's always gonna be my home.
18. "SO BEAUTIFUL"
You're as beautiful as you are in my dreams, everytime I see your picture, I feel so much love in my heart, you're the only one that's got that effect on my stone cold heart, for some reason, a thought of you makes my heart melt and even though you've been out of my life, you still visit me in my dreams.
Oh how I love that pretty round face, those eyes and that smile, I wish I could capture moments in my dreams and live in them forever because that's when you're next to me, loving me, touching and kissing me.
You made me believe in something I never thought I would feel, I used to think that love isn't the center of everything, because I didn't see any displays of affection around me, you came into my wrecked world and you built warm walls around my heart and created a home for me in your heart.
You're the only one that can make me smile through the phone, just hearing your voice makes me happy, like a 4 years old in a candy store, oh how I love your pretty round face, those eyes and that smile, you'll always be in my mind, heart and soul.
My first love, so beautiful, I love the way you walk, talk, laugh, smile and the way you make my heart feel complete.. I'm reminiscing..