Chapter 1
"use it...! use it! please! before your head gets cut off, use it!"
"...no... i don't want to lose the last thing i have left!"
"No! i won't fully disappear until you use it for the third time, so u can
still use it one more time before i completely disappear!"
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I have two choices,
one is for me to give everything up, and wait for the sword to cut through my neck and set me free for good.
second is that i can use silvie's power within me while sacrificing one third
of her, to yet again go back to the beginning and fix my messed up
reality and save the world from disaster by putting an end to my
mother's selfish dreams and desires.
"lift her head"
my mother commanded with cold and unfamiliar tone, all the while
sitting comfortably on ther throne. and here i was laying helplessly on
the dirty ground with her gaurd standing beside me, ready with his sword
in the air, waiting for the command to strike, and seperate my head
from my body with a single swing of the sharp blade.
my
hair which was drenched in blood was pulled with a rough hand, and my
head lifted up to look at a crowd. throwing eggs and tomatoes at me,
ready to dance happily with my head rolling towards them.
"haha... look at these foolish people, begging for their doom,
applauding for someone who will eventually rob them of their happiness
and gradually put an end to their lives with gruesome torture till their
last breaths... they are all cruel! ...how can they be so naive? ...how
can they so easily yell out their hatred for the very person who wishes
to save them? they all want me DEAD!! can i just...
...give u———"NO!!!
DON'T! You have to choise justice! if you die, i die completely! i am
only alive within you! you can keep ke alive by living! you HAVE to save
those futureless peaple you are looking at right now! you need to let
the truth reach them! they are unaware and manipulated!"
came a voice from nowhere, it was silvie's trying to revive the little speck of hope left in me.
"...yea...
that's right.. i can rest later, i have a duty, a responsibility on my
shoulders, a job that needs to be done. i need to protect this foolish
world's future! only i can make it possible! i know the truth to the
fake persona of my mother "