(Alnitak)
My mind is occupied by the woman who gave birth to me. We have a plan for her but I wish to confront her, stare into her eyes and ask why?
I am the only one among us six who has faced the least of her wrath. She has deeply hurt all of them, left wounds which will never heal except for me.
I guess that's what shaped me differently from my brothers. Our moods, our personalities differ. They all carry childhood traumas and they extend into their adulthood.
I had always believed she loved Alnilam and Mintaka more than me, that's why I always clung to her for attention. But it was me whom she hurt the least.
I don't know why and what that means but as a mother she failed, as a woman she failed too.
Then there are my half-siblings, whom I hate with every cell my body possesses. One raped my brother and the other killed Jamina. I want nothing else but for them to die.
I am unsure about Meissa. Amaia says she is being controlled too but let's see.
