As the blinding morning light shined through Xateons Balcony doors and windows we woke up with a grumble. He grabbed his phone.. dead. He threw it away.
"Fucking shit!"
He gets up and grabs his calendar 23th of February. 25th circled with red, he sat down slowly, holding the calendar with a sudden melancholic expression.
"Two days left until my birthday.. everyone.. seems normal.
He trailed off, continuing the last part quietly.
Will i be forgotten?"
The thought made his eyes well up with tears, he shut them and gritted his teeth tightly, throwing the calendar down on the floor, he felt hopeless again, empty, alone. The silence stretched uncomfortably. He broke it himself.
"I hate how much i hate this. It hurts.. my body."
He gasps at the last sentence, falling backwards onto his bed, his hair whipping through the air, as he stared at the ceiling, his expression sad but no tears spilling over yet.. he spoke quieter each sentence, his voice cracking slightly with unshed tears.
"What kind of excuse will Ostedia come up with, now?? 'im sorry i forgot your existence?'"
Xateon almost laughed at that, running a hand through his hair as he murmured.
"Im so tired."
He rised from the bed, sitting up again as he sighed deeply and exhausted. His mind went to the dark places he grew comfortable with.
'if i end it on my birthday will anyone care?
Father?
Ostedia?
Anyone?'
A tear ran down his scarred cheek as his eyes turned dead like as he whispered one pitiful and sorrowful word.
"Please."
But he was interrupted by the wizard teleporting to him, angrily.
"XATEON."
Shouted the wizard, breaking Xateon out of his depressive state. Xateons eyes widen as he looked up at him and with a voice barely above a whisper he spoke..
"Father?"
The witch gritted his teeth and scolded him for his behaviour.
"Stop thinking of such bullshit! Dont! Just DONT."
Xateon straightened up and frowned, turning his gaze away, he was expecting more affection than this... It hurt him.
"Sorry... Dad did you-"
He whispered but as he turned to look towards his father.. he was gone. Xateons eyes widen then narrowed as he coughed back a sob. He hiccuped and cried.
"Hic, hic.. why.. is.. this... Happening!?"
He then wiped his tears and took a few breaths.
"Maybe.. they are planning something!"
Xateon said, trying to save himself. He put on this fake and forced smile and acted okay. He nodded to himself
"Yes.. that saves my sanity.."
He layed back down, whining dramatically.
"Ill just ponder for the rest of the day like the pathetic man i am.. yes."
He nodded to myself and sighed.
Ostedia, watching him through a laptop starred with tired, disappointed eyes. Not to Xateon, to himself. He spoke quietly, sad.
"But sir.. i feel really.. bad.. doing this to him.. cant-"
Ostedia was interrupted by the wizard beside him with a sharp glare.
"Sh Ostedia. Just keep him be.. dont worry it wont be cruel."
He gave a thumbs up but Ostedia didnt feel better. Instead he felt worse.
For the next two days, they ignored and didnt contact Xateon at all, planning and stuff. Xateons mentality was worse by the hour, he tried to talk to them but nothing. Ostedia was dying inside. The wizard also.
Xateon, was awake at 12 am, now 25th of February, he was just numb, on his bed. Staring at nothingness, wondering what he done. He was wearing a black sleeveless shirt and grey sweatpants, his muscular arms bare and cold. His whole body was cold.
Suddenly.. a knock.. on his door. That jolted Xateon up. His heart leaped, hoping.. just hoping. He went to the door, wiping his eyes.. he opened the door wide, and what awaited him made him tear up. There was Ostedia and the wizard smiling wide, their eyes soft and loving. Ostedia held a red and black cake. A cake that was Xateons eye rings, it was beautiful. Xateons hand flew up to his mouth, eyes teary and shocked.
The wizard and Ostedia yelled together
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY XATEON!!!!"
Xateon just remained still unable to believe it.
"They remembered! They knew! They knew all along!!!!"
Ostedia stepped closer, holding the burning flame up near Xateons face, with a loving smile he spoke.
"Blow out the candles darling!!!!"
Xateons hand fell down to his side and he took a deep breath, blowing out the burning candle. The smoke curled up to the ceiling as the wizard clapped happily. Ostedia set down the cake and hugged Xateon tightly, so did the wizard. Xateon cried silently as they apologized for their ignorance. But Xateon forgave them. The wizard left first after telling him gifts awaited downstairs, leaving Ostedia and Xateon alone.
Ostedia broke into tears, whispering apologies.
"Im so so so sorry!!!! Xateon... My love.."
He hugged Xateon so tight, kissing him desperately.
"I never wanted to ignore you. I didnt.. please.. i love you so much..."
"Shh sh... Its okay. Sweetheart..."
Xateon kissed Ostedia back, holding him gently. Ostedias eyes burned into his as he pulled back and whispered something.
"Use me. Use me however you want tonight."
Xateon frowned deeply, sad.
"Dont say it like that... I dont want to make you feel used."
"Oh my god... You sweet shit!"
Ostedia slapped his cheek gently. Pinching it. Xateon laughed, his heart felt light. Like all his sickness just cured.
"Im a shit huh?"
Xateon teased, earning a harder slap from Ostedia, this time on his chest.
"Never!"
Ostedia kissed where he slapped, looking a bit sad. Xateon picked him up suddenly. Speaking in a teasing tone as his hands gropped Ostedias ass cheeks.
"I have a position in mind though. A really dirty one~... A filthy one..."
Ostedia blushed so hard and punched Xateon hard. Xateon groaned in pleasure, his nose bleeding suddenly. Only then did Xateon notice Ostedia wearing HIS clothes. Xateon blushed and smiled happily.
"Awe... Oh.."
Ostedia took his shirt off and rest of his clothes.
"Shut up... I just... Shut up. Fuck me. Its your birthday."
"So? That doesnt we need to fuck."
"I planned a date for us later after this! And IM PAYING!"
"You WISH!"
They argued playfully, Xateon shed his clothes also and picked Ostedia up, his hands under his knees, Ostedias back against Xateons chest. Xateons cock pressing against Ostedias crack.
"Ill show you if you can pay. This is your payment. You wont pay for shit."
"Yes i will!"
Ostedia squirmed, the position got him spread wide, his cock twitched, hard and eager, his hole blinking slightly. Xateon smirked wickedly, teasing his hole with his tip.
"Oh really?"
Ostedia reached up and pulled Xateons hair backwards, Xateons smirk only grew. Ostedia glared at him and spoke.
"Stop teasing me and fuck me!"
"How bad do you want it huh?~"
"You shit!!!!"
Ostedia was so embarrassed and flushed, kicking his legs and scratching xateons powerful arms, wherever he could touch.
Xateon groaned in pleasure, his skin mauled with red nail marks, with one thrust, he burried himself deep inside Ostedia, making him gasp and arch his back as he yelped and moaned, gripping Xateons forearms so tight.
"Aghh!~ Xateon!!"
"Heh.. quiet now? Im paying."
"N..no!!!!!"
Thrust! Xateon deliberately hit that sweet spot inside Ostedia, making him jerk up again.
"Fuck! You ahh~!"
Xateon fucked Ostedia harder with each word. His thrusts brutal but also not. He slowed down when he knew it was too much for his lover. Not trying to be punishing rather just trying to prove a stupid point.
Ostedia was getting close, Xateon noticed it right away, going just a bit harder..
"Are you going to cum~? Cum then... Let me see..."
"Ngh!... F..fuck you!"
Ostedia tried to save his face he knew was probably impossible now.. he whimpered and gasped, his dick shooting out ropes of hot sticky cum that fell on the floor, his juices ran down Xateons balls as he buried himself inside Ostedia and came aswell.
Ostedia slumped down on Xateon, submitting quietly, he whispered something after a moment of calming down...
"Fine.. you can pay..."