Arther just sitting there on a couch in the living room of his house doing nothing, he sat there watching, then everything changed he was lying on his bed, with a familiar goth woman cuddled up to him.
"No no no NO!!!!" Arther screamed in terror
Then memeories flooded him once again.
He start to cry loud and scream as loud as he could.
The memoirs of the love,kissing, kind gestures, meeting her parents, and eating together flooded his mind.
None of this memories were bad but these were not his, they felt like they we being replaced, fake memories being jammed into his head. He never did any of these, he just went from placed to place.
The woman woke up instantly in shock, she turned her head, and looked at Arther. She immediately wrapped her arms around his chest and hugged closely. And she said with comfort that felt familiar, known, and loving.
"Please calm down" she pleaded as she holding him tighter
"I love you" she said
Arther didn't know how to respond, due to memories being jammed into his mind. Arther did this 5 times, each getting harder to process reality. He has lived though 5 time loops each with different out comes; they happened too fast and yet
Even these memories were being implanted into his head constantly, he want to die or even pass out, but something was influencing him not to. Arther thought that this was his natural instinct not to die.
She repeated the phrase again and again, hoping the her "lover" could calm down, she got progressively louder, so that Arther could hear her.
Some time passed, Arther began to calm down, and process what's around him. A thought stirring from his unconscious.
Out
He pushed Rain away, got up and headed to the kitchen. He grabbed one of the knives from the draw and held it to his throat, then a feeling emerged, everytime he wanted to kill himself during his previous loops. He was a a feeling of being death; of course this was a normal feeling to feel scared of death, but a death by concept.
Arther was being influenced by something, it prevented Arther from killing himself. Arther discovered it on his second loop one, the most painful one.
He kept pushing the knife to throat, he was almost there, eventually it being a centimeter from his throat. Rain ran out and realized what he was about to do. She grabbed a hold of Arther's hands and pulled back the knife; she struggled against Arther strength, it was barely enough to hold him back.
The knife came closer eventually, puncturing his throat a little, the fear struck harder, so hard that it was chocking his existence.
Yes Arther knew that killing himself would cause extreme damage to something vital, but he couldn't care anymore. For a second, just a second felt something, to calm, yet to painful; to exhilarating, yet to depressing. For him that one second he felt everything a human could experience.
He fell on the ground and the scene switch once again. He was getting married to Rain he turned his head to look at the people, he saw faces that looked familiar but yet not. There were few people they looked older but Arther could still tell; Rami, Drake, Zoe, and Mikal.
The marriage was out in a field with beautiful green grass. All three of them were in the very back row, they were looking in accomplishment, they were happy for Arther.
The memories came and flooded his mind once more, the pain rolled in once again, he got up and started to choke Rain.
Every man at the marriage panic and ran at Arther trying to pull him off. The more they pulled harder he chocked her. She pushed her hands onto his face, trying to get him off of her.
He kept chocking until he heard a crack, she stopped moving, then she dropped to the ground. Everyman in the marriage, stopped in shock, then a fire of hate was lit in everyman,
And they beat Arther relentlessly.
Minutes later he was dead.