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Chapter 9 - Chapter 9

The gray coastline that had haunted the horizon all morning finally stopped being a smudge and became a place.

 

Napoleone stood at the rail with both hands gripping the wood, watching the port of Toulon resolve itself out of the mist cranes swinging crates over the water, gulls screaming above masts thick as a forest, and beyond it all, low gray buildings crouched along the shore like soldiers waiting for orders. It smelled wrong. Ajaccio smelled of salt and fig and drying nets. This smelled of tar and coal smoke and something metallic underneath, like a coin held too long in the mouth.

 

This is it, then, he thought. The continent.

 

Beside him, Marcus stirred with the patient interest of a man who had entered a hundred cities in his lifetime and found every one of them, in the end, made of the same stone as the last. A port is a port, the old voice offered. Rome smelled of fish guts and ambition too, once you got past the marble.

 

Napoleone almost smiled. He didn't.

 

The gangway thudded down against the dock, and the boy who had been paid by Carlo to shepherd him from Toulon onward a lanky French clerk named Faucher, with ink stained cuffs and the permanently harassed expression of a man escorting cargo he didn't want to be responsible for clapped his hands together like he was waking a dog.

 

"Bonaparte! Or however it is you say it. Come, come, the coach won't wait."

 

Bonaparte. Not even his name anymore. Someone had already sanded the corners off it before he'd set foot on the shore.

 

He shouldered his small bag everything he owned in the world folded into a space no bigger than a loaf of bread and walked down the gangway on legs still rolling with the memory of the sea.

 

At the bottom, four other boys were already gathered near a low stone customs house, herded there by a second clerk holding a list. They were dressed better than Napoleone. Not richly this wasn't the kind of sendoff that produced silk but cleanly, in coats that fit and shoes that hadn't been resoled twice. One of them, broad and sandyhaired, was loudly complaining about the crossing to anyone who'd listen.

 

"sick the whole way, I tell you, sick as a dog, and the smell in steerage"

 

"You weren't in steerage, Verne, don't lie," said a smaller boy beside him, thin and quickeyed, arms crossed against the chill.

 

"Might as well have been."

 

Napoleone stopped a few paces off, close enough to be counted among them, far enough that he wasn't yet part of whatever this was. Marcus, ever the observer, noted the arrangement before Napoleone consciously did: Four boys. One who commands attention by volume, one who commands it by wit. The rest arrange themselves around those two like planets. Watch which one the group actually obeys.

 

The clerk with the list called out names, checking them off with a stub of pencil. "Verne. De Rossy. Guillemin. Fontaine." Four heads turned or nodded at each name in turn. Then the clerk squinted at his paper, frowned, and tried again, mangling it thoroughly. "Neapoleonne... de Buonaparte?"

 

A pause.

 

"Here," Napoleone said.

 

The sandyhaired boy Verne turned first, curiosity flickering into something sharper the instant Napoleone spoke. "Say that again?"

 

"Buonaparte." He kept his voice flat, level, the way Marcus had taught him without ever needing to say a word about it give them nothing to grip.

 

"No, not the name the way you said it. Say 'here' again."

 

Napoleone said nothing.

 

Verne grinned, delighted, and turned to the others as though he'd found a coin in the street. "Did you hear that? Here like there's a rock in his mouth. Where in God's name are you from?"

 

"Corsica."

 

The name landed in the little group like a dropped plate. De Rossy the small, quickeyed one actually laughed, a short bark of surprise. "Corsica! You're joking. They sent us a Corsican?"

 

"They sent your king a Corsican," Napoleone said. "You'll have to take it up with him."

 

For a moment nobody spoke. Then Verne let out a bark of laughter of his own, more startled than mocking this time, and clapped his hands together. "Oh, he's got teeth. Fresh off the boat and he's got teeth."

 

"Leave it, Verne," said the fourth boy Fontaine, quiet until now, thinshouldered and watchful in a way that reminded Napoleone, uncomfortably, of himself. "We've a long coach ride. No sense starting a war before Autun."

 

"Who's starting a war? I'm making conversation." Verne turned back, and though his grin hadn't dropped, something behind it had sharpened into genuine interest, the way a boy pokes at an animal he isn't sure will bite. "So. Corsica. Isn't that the island that just got itself conquered? My father says the natives there still can't decide if they're French or savages."

 

There it is, Marcus murmured within him, unhurried, almost gentle. He's testing the depth of the water before he decides whether to swim in it or drown you in it. He does not yet know which.

 

Napoleone felt the old heat rise behind his ribs the same heat that had made him refuse the purple flag, that had put Paolo in the dust outside the old well, that wanted, right now, more than almost anything, to put this sandyhaired French boy on the ground in front of the customs house and let the rest of them decide for themselves what a Corsican was.

 

He didn't move.

 

"We decided a long time ago," he said instead, quiet, almost pleasant. "You just haven't been told the answer yet."

 

De Rossy snorted not quite a laugh, but close to one, the sound of someone recalculating an opinion midsentence. Even Fontaine's mouth twitched.

 

Verne's grin flickered, just slightly, like a candle catching a draft. He hadn't expected that. Boys who were teased for their accents were supposed to flush, or stammer, or swing a fist not answer back level and dry, like a man twice his age humoring a child.

 

"You've a mouth on you for someone who can barely say his own name right," Verne said, but the bite in it had dulled, uncertain now whether it was still winning.

 

"I can say it exactly right," Napoleone said. "You're the one who can't hear it."

 

The clerk with the list, entirely uninterested in whatever was unfolding in front of him, clapped his hands the way Faucher had. "Coach is loading all of you, this way, unless you fancy walking to Autun."

 

The group broke apart, shuffling toward the waiting coach with its tired horses stamping in the cold, and Napoleone found himself, for a moment, simply standing there the last of the five, watching the others go, the taste of the exchange still sharp in his mouth like the coffeeblack bitterness of something he hadn't asked for but had swallowed anyway because it was in front of him.

 

You handled that well, Marcus said, and there was something almost like approval in it, rare enough that Napoleone noticed. Better than well. A boy who strikes first is remembered as a savage. A boy who strikes back with words is remembered as dangerous. Dangerous opens doors that savage never will.

 

I know, Napoleone thought back, and meant it though some small, unphilosophical part of him, the part that was still nine years old and had watched the shore of Ajaccio disappear that morning without his mother there to see it, wished, just for one moment, that he'd been allowed to simply hit the boy and be done with it.

 

Fontaine hung back as the others climbed in, waiting until Napoleone fell into step beside him. "You're really from Corsica," he said, not unkindly, more like a fact he was still turning over.

 

"I am."

 

"Verne's an idiot, but he's not wrong about one thing." Fontaine glanced sideways, and there was something careful in it, something almost like a warning offered as a courtesy rather than a threat. "They don't love Corsicans at Autun. The masters will smile at you. The boys won't."

 

"I've noticed people rarely love what they haven't decided they need yet," Napoleone said.

 

Fontaine looked at him a moment longer than the sentence warranted, the way one looks at a lock that has just made a sound it shouldn't be able to make, and then said nothing more, climbing up into the coach without offering a hand back to help him in.

 

Napoleone stood at the step for a second, one hand on the cold iron rail, and looked back just once toward the harbor, where the ship that had carried him from Ajaccio sat rocking gently at anchor, already beginning to look like something from another life.

 

Corsica is behind me now, he thought, and the thought had teeth in it, though he couldn't yet have said whether they were his own or Marcus's, or whether, after this morning, that distinction had ever really mattered at all.

 

Then he climbed into the coach, took the last open seat beside Verne, who did not look thrilled about it and the horses lurched forward into a country that had already decided, before he'd said a single word in its language, exactly what kind of boy he was going to have to prove himself not to be.

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