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Chapter 20 - Chapter 19 – When the Past Walks In

"Sometimes, what you tried to escape returns — not to break you, but to teach you how to heal."

*****

(Brianna's POV)

I thought I'd learned to live without the tremor of his name —

until today reminded me that healing isn't the same as forgetting.

Arthur's sudden visit wasn't supposed to shake me — but it did.

Especially when Brayden was somewhere in the same building.

I told myself it didn't matter.

But it did — in ways I wish it didn't.

Some days, life feels predictable.

And then something — or someone — walks back in, and everything shifts.

You wake up, follow your routines, convince yourself you're in control.

And then… out of nowhere, one small moment can unmake everything you thought was steady.

That's what today feels like.

I never expected Arthur to show up at the foundation —

especially not with Ella by his side.

Usually, he'd text, call, or give me a heads-up.

But today, he simply appeared — as if carried in by the wind.

Sudden. Calm. Entirely uninvited.

It shouldn't bother me.

Arthur has every right to be here — he's one of our key partners,

one of the few people I can still rely on when things get complicated.

And yet, for some reason, his visit feels misplaced.

Like it arrived at the wrong moment.

Maybe because he was here too.

Because Brayden was somewhere in the same building.

And I hate that the thought of that man still has the power to disrupt me.

Why am I even thinking about him?

Why does it matter what he feels — or if he saw me talking to Arthur?

I should be immune to him by now.

But the truth is, the moment his name crosses my mind,

something deep inside me stirs — something I've tried for years to silence.

Especially when I chose to meet Arthur first…

instead of walking Brayden and Sofia to the doctor's room.

Even from across the courtyard, I could feel his gaze.

That gaze — once cold, steady, magnetic —

now feels heavier, sharper.

It doesn't melt me anymore, but it still cuts deep,

slipping through every defense I've built.

The feeling unsettles me.

It's not anger. Not entirely.

It's that confusing blend of guilt and fear —

fear of being misunderstood, fear of being seen,

and maybe… fear that a part of me still cares.

I can't decide which is worse.

Even after they've gone, those thoughts keep circling inside my head.

I watch their backs — Brayden, Ella, and Sofia — walking away from the garden.

And for some reason, my chest feels unbearably heavy,

as if all the words I'll never say are trapped there, clawing for air.

*****

"Brianna."

Arthur's voice cuts softly through my thoughts.

When I turn, he's already sitting across from me in my office.

His expression is serious — not stern, just… weighed down.

"Why did you come without telling me first?" I ask, trying to sound neutral,

even though my heartbeat is still uneven.

He gives a half-smile. "I did text you, actually. About thirty minutes ago."

He turns his phone toward me. "Sorry if it felt sudden.

I just got some urgent news and thought I should tell you in person."

I unlock my phone — and there it is. A message I never read.

Typical. I've been so distracted today, even a simple text slipped past me.

"My bad, Arthur," I murmur, rubbing my temple.

"I didn't check my phone. Everything's been a bit chaotic lately."

He waves it off. "Don't worry about it. Can we talk now?"

"Of course."

Arthur draws in a slow breath. "The investor we trusted — he's a fraud."

The words hit like a stone.

It takes a second for them to land fully.

"You're kidding."

"I wish I was. We'll need someone new — someone with real power,"

he says, voice steady but resigned.

"It won't be easy, but it's our only choice."

For a moment, silence fills the room.

Not the comfortable kind — the heavy, suffocating kind that hums with worry.

The ticking clock on the wall suddenly feels louder than it should.

Then Arthur speaks again, slower this time.

"Bri… have you ever considered asking Brayden to invest?"

My breath catches.

"Brayden Roderigo?"

He nods carefully. "I know, it sounds crazy. But think about it —

he's capable, his family's in business, and he's already involved with the foundation.

Why not give it a shot?"

A bitter laugh escapes me.

"You're insane, Arthur. I don't want anything to do with him.

Having him as a donor is already more than enough."

Arthur's expression softens.

"I'm sorry, Bri. I don't know what happened between you two.

But from what I've seen… you used to care about him. Deeply.

So what changed?"

I draw in a slow breath, steadying the ache his name stirs.

"Because some things from the past don't fade.

Some wounds stay.

And some of them—" my voice cracks,

"—scar you in ways you can never fully heal from."

Arthur nods, his tone gentler.

"I didn't mean to pry. I just thought… maybe he's not the same man anymore."

"Arthur," I say quietly, forcing calm into my words,

"you and I both know how people with power work.

They always want more. They always think they deserve more."

He tilts his head slightly, eyes kind but firm.

"True. But sometimes, people surprise us.

Sometimes, the ones we least expect are the ones who've learned the hardest way."

His words strike deeper than I want to admit.

I look away, focusing on the papers on my desk.

Could Brayden really have changed?

I doubt it.

And yet… a small voice inside me whispers — what if he has?

My fear wasn't born out of nowhere.

It came from loss — from betrayal —

from watching everything I built collapse because I trusted the wrong person.

Since then, I've lived carefully. Guarded.

I don't let anyone in easily.

It's safer that way.

But maybe, like Arthur said, not everyone comes back to hurt us.

He leans forward slightly, his voice low but reassuring.

"I just don't want to see you keep closing yourself off, Bri.

Sometimes healing starts when you stop being afraid to try again."

A quiet sigh slips out of me, followed by a reluctant smile.

"Thank you, Arthur. I guess you're right —

we can't live our whole lives in the shadows of what broke us."

He smiles faintly. "That's what friends are for —

to remind you that there's still light left to reach for."

*****

If someone saw us at that moment,

they might've mistaken us for something more than friends.

But that's not what this is. Not even close.

Arthur once told me about a woman he loved years ago —

a woman from a world far above his own.

They were in love, but love wasn't enough.

Her parents arranged her marriage to the son of a powerful businessman,

and Arthur was left behind, empty-handed and broken.

Maybe that pain drove him to become who he is now.

He built his empire from scratch — brick by brick —

turning loss into purpose.

Something I've always admired about him.

His story touched me because I understood it.

I know how it feels to lose everything.

To be the one left behind.

To fight for a place in a world that once rejected you.

I used to think I was the only one carrying that kind of ache.

But maybe… everyone has their own version of loss —

their own quiet war they fight in silence.

*****

Arthur rises, brushing his palms against his knees.

"I should get going," he says softly. "I'll let you know if there's any update."

I stand as well. "Thanks, Arthur.

And maybe… I'll think about what you said. About Brayden."

He nods. "If you're not ready, that's okay. Don't push yourself."

I nod back, grateful. He knows.

He understands that the wounds Brayden left behind still bleed —

even after all these years.

"Let me walk you out," I say, grabbing my blazer.

"I want to check on Sofia too."

"Sure," he says, smiling faintly. "I'll say goodbye to Ella as well."

We walk side by side down the quiet corridor.

Our footsteps echo softly against the tiles.

Outside, the afternoon light filters through the windows —

warm, golden, almost forgiving.

It should feel peaceful,

but the silence between us hums with something unspoken —

a shared understanding, a shared ache.

Arthur talks about the new community program,

about the kids' laughter earlier in the day, about small, normal things.

But somehow, every mention of the foundation circles back to one name — Brayden.

At one point, he glances at me.

"Why do you still let him be part of this place, Bri?"

I don't answer immediately.

Maybe because the truth is too complicated.

Maybe because the part of me that remembers the boy he used to be

doesn't want to let go of the hope that he once cared.

We stop outside the examination room.

The door is slightly ajar, and I can hear a soft, steady voice from inside — Dr. Olivia's.

Arthur suddenly stiffens beside me.

When I glance at him, the color drains from his face.

"Arthur?" I whisper, frowning.

His calm façade cracks; his knuckles whiten.

"Bri… that doctor inside — she's the woman I told you about. My ex."

My blood runs cold.

Not because of Arthur's words —

but because the universe just played its cruelest trick.

My gaze drifts to the room — to the man and woman inside.

Brayden and Olivia.

Standing side by side.

So she is that woman?

The one Arthur once loved —

the one who was engaged to a powerful businessman?

And if my instincts are right…

that man was Brayden.

My pulse quickens.

Before I can form another thought, a small, familiar voice calls out —

"Mommy Bri!"

It's Sofia.

Both Brayden and Olivia turn at once — and suddenly, everything collides.

Four pairs of eyes.

Four stories.

Four unfinished pasts tangled in one fragile moment.

Time seems to hold its breath.

We're all standing on the edge of something —

on the threshold of old wounds, unspoken truths,

and love that never really died.

And in that quiet, I finally realize something I've tried so hard to deny.

The room falls into silence.

Four hearts. Four histories.

And when Brayden's gaze locks with mine, I know —

the past has just walked back in.

For real, this time.

The air shifts — heavy, electric —

as if every unfinished story in the room just decided to come alive again.

Because sometimes, the past doesn't return to destroy you —

it returns to make you choose.

To forgive,

or to break all over again.

Maybe fate wasn't reopening old wounds after all.

Maybe it was handing us the chance to rewrite how the story ends.

The past didn't walk in to haunt us —

it came back to ask if we were ready to heal…

or to break once more.

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