So after giving them the money, I opened the door for them and let them leave after saying them farewell, and as they left my room, they were looking way too hesitant, but as they left, they looked way too happy, and it seemed as if they really found something in their life.
Seeing them this happy, I was feeling strange, because it seemed as if I was even worse than them. Despite having so many powers and so many luxuries, I was still unsettled. No matter how far and unbelievable I was doing, at the end it meant nothing, no matter how many bugs I crushed in my path.
There was no fucking end to them, just how far I had even reached, like from being a worthless mortal, I became someone who has enough power to turn miracles into everyday things.
But still, despite all this, I was still not happy; the unending discomfort of just moving forward was crushing my soul, like what was even the point of moving forward? What will I even find outside of this reality?
There was nothing else to obtain; all there was left were just mere possessions, the items that I could just pile up to make me feel better. Fuck, now I could understand why that fucking Mino was looking so desperate for change.
Damn, everything was feeling so boring. What even was there to even fight? Like, soon Niona and Ashoka will be marrying and will get together in their life, and as for otaku, he will also be getting together with that time goddess.
But what about me? I still didn't have a place that I could call mine. Despite all this messing around, there was no fucking home for my unsettling soul, and this was making me feel weird. What if in reality there was really nothing to even fight for?
Fuck while getting by my thoughts, I felt that maybe I was getting home sick. Damn, I felt so uncertain. I felt an urge to have a woman with me, and this urge was pretty unsettling, so I knew there were only two people in this world who could satisfy my hunger.
The first one was the goddess that I sent near the royal capital, or the other one was the lust goddess; without both of them, neither creep could give me the relief from this unsettling pain. So feeling troubled, I again stood up and came outside of my room.
And as I came outside, I saw that Ashoka and others were looking pretty occupied with something, so I came near Michael and spoke to him: 'Creep, I am thinking about going to the royal capital, so I will be unable to join you creeps for some days!'
Hearing my words, his eyes turned quite wide, but still he tried to speak in a composed tone: 'Brat, what do you think you are saying? You already know that those bastards are just itching for you to come out so that they can drag you into that crime and play trickery with you. Creep, if you are feeling troubled by anything, ask me anything; you are like onam to me!'
Seeing how this bastard was telling me that he was seeing me as onam, I was feeling pretty warm, because I knew how this bastard felt about that brat, and also remembering how despite knowing that I wasn't his brother, he still chose to play along.
I was unable to feel cold toward this asshole; no matter how hard I tried to feel cold while looking at these assholes, I still couldn't keep my heart cold from them, but there was still something I had to find, and I couldn't find it with them.
So I spoke in a somewhat warm tone: 'No creep, it isn't that; it's just that I want to meet someone, and I have a strange unsettling feeling in my heart that I really have to take care, or I might always feel this unsettled. And don't worry, I will return in a few days!'
Well hearing my words, he was looking a bit tense, but still he forced a warm tone and spoke in a settled tone: 'Jerk, did you even tell others, or are you just planning on disappearing like some ungrateful asshole, huh?'
Fuck, I never expected this would be so difficult. Damn, in my previous life, I never even fucking looked at anyone before leaving, but seriously, his rage and tension were way too clear in his words. Really, I never expected anyone to feel so frustrated while seeing me leave.
But I gestured as denial, and seeing it, he gestured towards Ashoka, something, and this bastard came rushing, and seeing this creep like this, others also popped up like some fucking demons and began to look at me.
I was thinking about killing this asshole. Fuck, seriously, I was already good with the crowd, and all these assholes got gathered in such a fucking awkward spot, and this jackass spoke in a taunting tone: 'Do you all know, our lovely brat is planning to leave us? And he was even planning to leave without even telling you all!'
Jack ass, this bastard really deserved thousand deaths, like he was fucking even overexegrating my words, fucking asshole, but this bastard Ashoka's hand came near my shoulder, and he spoke in a forced calm tone: 'Brat, is this asshole right about you, huh? Where even a broke ass like you can go?'
Hearing this jackass's word, I knew his reaction if he heard about where I was going, and I was even trying to not speak it, but this stupid jerk Michael blabbered while taunting me: 'This broke ass thinks that someone in the royal capital is going to cover this twerp's ass!'
The moment both Otaku and Ashoka heard that I was going to the royal capital, these assholes started to tighten their grips on my shoulder and spoke in a shocking tone: "What, you asshole? You are trying to sneak to that goddess, huh?" "Master, how can you even think about it? Remember we all took care of that nice goddess, and she cared about all of us equally, so can you?"
Seeing these assholes despite having their women, they were still fighting with me. I was thinking about cursing these assholes, but I gestured for them to lower their voice, and hearing that it was about a matter of women.
This creep spoke in astonishment, 'Just in the world are you even blabbering, fuck? You are telling me that you are risking your ass over some random booty call, huh? 'What is even fucking wrong with you, twerp?'
This asshole's words echoed in the house like some screams of death, and the woman, who was with Niona for planning for their wedding, finally got their attention on us.
While I grabbed this fuck's mouth and spoke to this asshole: 'Jerk, where were you fucking born with a loudspeaker in your throat, huh? Who even told you to spread my personal information among everyone? I am fucking a kid. I have fucking desires, you fuck, and I am leaving today only. Go sniff your mom's panties, you jerk!'
As I said this, I removed my hand from him and began to look around, and to my horror, literally everyone was staring at me; my poor dream just got exposed right before my eyes.