The day to chose the main cast has come. There are many who sign up for the audition. The requirements was set high that they critic the author itself. Those who failed to be chosen gave them an upset bashing and those who are chosen stand with pride.
The Production company did a great job with the last project so people have high expectation on the next one.
Everyone was so eager to be part especially the girls when they saw Liam.
Do you want to bet? I can make you date me,"
The man who talked big about making Debbie his lover will be busy now with the additional admirers. So it means there will be a lot of time for Debbie to do all her things.
Debbie was always been a busy body having left and right concerns and love is nothing but distraction that will mess things up. If it won't be a help she doesn't want any of it. If she will loose most of the things she invested she will definitely have second thoughts, not out of trauma but for the sake of her minds clarity while running her life's general orderliness. The 30 years old Debbie doesn't like chaos, drama, nonsense issues and so on. She follow such motto 'great people should follow ideas not exhausting issues and nonesense!'
After a long day she successfully sneak away from Liam and then visit her mom. They had a little discussion about what had happen last time and things went the same as it always used to.
She excuse herself trying to avoid arguing. 'I do not hate them, I hate what they have done and what they keep on doing,' She thought and sighed as she leave the front door.
Nothing but doubts in her credibility, that is how people are when you are doing a sainty role they will question your background and credibility so manipulators whom everyone believe throw mud to you and then everyone believes them. You cannot react because your reactions will be used unto you. They twist reasons and cover up situations. The weighting scale is broken. The judgement will not be held by us, but by God but if no one can hear God it will be done by the people and that means everyone. It feels like walking without a head (idiom: it means you are unaware that people are judging you while you are standing shamelesslessly) a servant of God who doesn't know her place.
She is not the type to nominate herself to do task but no one dare to do something when things messed up. Most responsibilities fall down to her, also the blame, the idea that she is not good enough for the position of the council.
Debbie doesn't really care if no one believes her. One thing is for sure the one who chose her believed her, but the one who wants her out doesn't. However, does that matter if noone believes her? Then the position will be meaningless.
All those arguments, all those opinions and ideas but there is only one visible thing in her sight, the one who strike and treated her like trash is the one who is calling her dear sister.
Hilarious, love is never like that. Who wants to believe that? If it is and people need to bow to what is wrong would that ever make it right?
Being kind is not allowing yourself to be a doormat. No people would want themselves or their children to be doormats. You are not meant to be stepped on. How ironic, they are making you like them? You have to teach people how to treat you with respect correctly and that it means you shall need to cold and be the villain.
It was the same reminder Debbie's parents gave when she was struggling during her younger years.
"Every living things that God created has self defense, the preys." She said. "You have to know how to defend yourself".
"You should know how to protect what is yours, if you don't know, everything will be taken or stolen from you"
"There will be a time that we will depart, and you and your brothers and sister would have no one to depend on but yourselves, not the strangers, not the other relatives, spouses although spouses are given but no one will really care and help you the most but your sibling who came from the same womb and you grow up with.
Her mother, she is a devoted one that most of her attention is no longer in the family. Debbie understand the fundamentals of faith and beliefs that's why she understand where she is coming from yet Debbie cannot neglect everthing. Despite of the issue, her mother is the only parent they have without her they are like orphans although they are all grown ups and each of them already have their own family, her as the exception. She is still her mom.
She is not asking her to be family centered but it would be great to have a loving mother who would put her family first. Even when you get old, someone who will take care of you after you give birth, who will still came and cook for you after you have a hard exhausting day. All the things that you would never experience if you choose the wrong man.
So, everything have their own self defense except for sheeps maybe they are build to be doormats, or they are created to be protected but sheeps knows to kick your ass if you are being an as*ho**.
So if she is a sheep she'll just kick everything that is annoying her including Liam.
It's a dark empath thing.
The death that arrive with the storm. There are people who greatly suffer because of the calamity, the death that arrive with the storm must have left with it but there is still an eerie feeling.
Debbie just rest for now, she doesn't want to do her out-of-nothing researches stuff that she would not going to use in the future.
She lean back and closed her eyes, thinking, 'simple meal like mango with shrimp paste will be perfect with rice' she sensed something in front of her.
She sensed a presence infront of her.
"You ain't real, right?" She asked as soon as she saw the face.
"Unfortunately I am real," he said. He was able to get to her after being all busy most of the shift.
"You should be busy with your girls" she said.
"Jealous?" He stated.
"What the hell, no!" She said.
And like that he started irritating her.
"What do you want?" She asked.
"I'm spending time with my favorite person" he said. It sounds like a human and his pet.