Alex's POV:
Oh shit. Oh, fucking shit. What the hell just happened? I almost—almost—let Xavier fuck me. Or maybe he was about to. God, what the hell is wrong with me? I'm standing here, heart pounding in my chest, trying to make sense of the whirlwind that just took place.
I don't know how it got this far. How did I end up here? How did everything go from me kissing Raven to… that? The intensity, the urgency—hell, the way Xavier's hands felt on my skin—it's all a blur, but it's burned into my memory. How did I go from being all tough and put-together to nearly losing myself in him like that?
