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Chapter 19 - Realization

I seen little whitey took away Xiao Lin and couldn't do anything. 

We arrived at Xian. A cart standing far the shore. As i walking toward the my car people started to gathers, gossiping and murmuring behind my back. I stared at them with surprise. Wang Duoling kept leading me forward and peoples gathering started to getting heavy. 

They didn't came to show sympathy, they came to see a criminal. Before I reach to my vehicle people from gatherings started to shout. I gave a cold stare to everyone, and Wang Duoling drown her sword. They made a way and we hurry back to the camp.

I was putting medicine on my wound. Duoling helping me put them on. Despite the wounds looked like they were pretty healed now. She started to whispering,

You're highness, I know Xiao Lin is not someone from here nor a normal immortal. He will make you suffer more, you have to stay away from him. Or you should leave everything behind and live a happy life together.

My eyes flashed with realization. Indeed i never enjoyed living this life. Battles after battles, making friends and foes, after winning begone lonely, seeing die my own made armed shoulders. And today I seen how they kept gossiping about me. I laughed out teasingly and said her to prepare a herb bath. She left with a nod.

I was at bath, steaming in water. The wounds aren't paining but for too much blood lose i started to became weak and dozed of in the tub.

After I opened my eyes, I found myself on my bed. Xiao Lin was beside me. A pleasure and relief calmed my heart. He gave his that warm smile to me. 

I sat up and he poured me a tea. I stepped it aside and said to him,

I want to stay somewhere quit with you before a new battle.

He grinned widely like seen a magic.

Sure as you say. What about to the Moon tribe?

I hesitated but still nodded yes sipping tea. I really should change my place. 

At afternoon I left with him for going to a shop. Since I burnt his dress i wanted to make him a new clothe. We left at the Boutique Store, And made a gorgeous dress together for him. I could see in his eyes he liked it. And it looked so good on him making him more fascinating.

We left for some bookstores but we regretted. Peoples gathered as they seen me. Started to mocking,

Here the general who burnt the cave and killed the chief minister.

A lady said,

You sure a human. A human never can do it.

Another Oldman said,

Sure He is a monster. Chen clan never acted like a human.

My eyes widened. They are talking about my clan.

Xiao Lin grabbed my hand and stand forward.

How dare you illiterate people talking about his clan and "He"? You guys dare to address him as "He". You guys sure ate the honorfication. 

A young boy shouted from far,

How dare they talk back. Monsters have no place here. 

They started to throwing things to me.

Eggs, rotten Vegetables and disrespect.

I felt my cheek showering with my warm tears. At last I had to see this day. The peoples i battled for, the land i battled for. Every wars that made me came from death's door. And this is what I am getting. They are getting me out from the land which i wonned. They are insulting the Clan whom battled for them about thousand years. 

I was already showered with dirt. My heart were crashing. I ran away throwing Xiao Lin's hand.

It's night i am at that battle field, where I wonned countless wars. Where buried thousand of shoulders corpse. I understood I have nowhere to go except here. I belong here.

I complain for not leaving this place while no other place accepts me. Even a dog gets shelter when it's rains also traveler gets shelter when he became tired of walking miles, but me?

I don't have any place except here. Even hell doesn't accepts me. I hided in that field in dark, showering with rain. Realizing I have no place.

I reached at hall midnight. I seen Xiao Lin waiting at entrance meeting room.

He started to crying and ran toward me hugging, and my tears shattered with his comfort. I sure found someone who really cares about me.

My soulmate.

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