There I was standing. Watching everything. Sure i just have to watch, unable to do anything. Again seeing Xiao Lin also myself as Chen Jun. Like really?
Life is really showing me everything.
This man did everything for me, given me every last ability of him just for making me stay alive for thousand years. Dying under my breath. And here I do living without him. Like what he didn't done for me. For a selfish person like me. Giving me his truth eye, his heart protector dragon scale, sacrificing himself for me, living as an evil just to keep me alive, holding ritual's for my soul, bearing torture for being strong enough to protect me and at last sacrificing his name and existence from three realm.
So he could never come back. Everything really ended. The last hope of finding him at any life or another life, all vanished. All broken into pieces. So he can't come back...
How can i bare that? How can i live with these stinky human's who did this to me. Snatched him from me, insulting me, backstabbing me. Can I forgive them? Can I move on? Live like nothing happened?
Never, I can't. Even if heaven gives me every vicious punishment i won't be down. Ruins will run with me. No matter how much weak i am or again born as an insect too. I will do anything to show them how the misery feels.
Now after feeling everything like-
Betrays, from my own aunt, disrespects; after shedding liters of blood for fighting to save the land for them to make them sleep peacefully. Insults, just finding one slander and showered me with eggs and rotten vegetables in the middle of street. Backstabbing, for whom i battelled all my life without living a life as life requesting to official's for punish me to death. Abduct, taking my beloved away from me. Killing him and erasing every trace of his clan and family too.
I am not an angel to forget those and live like nothing happened. My kindness, love, emotion everything buried now. All i have just hatred and chaos in my mind.
Yeah, I should show them why i called,
"KING OF FEUD".