Jay jay's pov:
I don't know whyyyy god
From unknown:
Oh enjoying with my son of course time is tickling
Today i need to stay away from him
"Jay what was that why are you looking pale"
I hugged him tears welled up in my eyes
How can i lose you?
I bathed to change myself i need to be colder on him changed into uniform
I saw he got ready
"Ready to go wife"
I just nodded no smile nothing
When we arrived the car he tried to hold my hands but i never let him hold them
When we reach car he tried to carry me in bridal style and fasten the seatbelt but i just pulled away from him and get on my own
He just forced a smile
He got in car tried to squeeze my thighs but i moved my legs away from him
"Jay is there a problem "
"No drive from tomorrow onwards i will go on my on keifer"
That was the final straw he pulled me to a kiss i didn't respond instead tears stream down my cheek but i just pushed him
He looked wrecked his eyes started to become red
Our ride to school was not happy i just become more and more distant when we reached school i just get off
When i enter in section e every one were present
"Gud morning jay"
"Jay gud morning"
"Morning to"
"Morning keifer's wife"
"Stop calling me that"my voice turned cold
"Are you two ok?"
"Lovers quarrel?"
"Stop it"my eyes turned cold as i gripped the notebook i found tighter
Keifer was looking at me as he is clueless about this new behaviour and he become sad too I felt his eyes on me i usually turn my head and smile at him now i never turn back and keep my posture calm whenever he tried to approach me i just shrugged
At lunch
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Ci-n and i was just bickering when keifer came and tried to put an arm around me i just shrugged and move away from him
He grabbed my wrist no please don't keif you will only get hurt
"Jay what the fuck is going on "
"Let me go"
"Why are you avoiding me"his voice carry weight
"Me what is there to avoid you i want to eat so kindly let go off my hand"my voice rose
I knew this would happen
Every head turns to us
The weight of his eyes were unbearable
"If there is something wrong just talk stop acting like this"
"Oh like you would tell me everything"
Ci-n:"whats going on? "
Rory:"stop being unreasonable jay"
Felix:"you guys just got back together"
"Jay.... Why are you doing this to me"keifer's voice turned softer
"What do you want to know huh
I am breaking up with you"
He froze his eyes widened tears slipped through those cheeks
Fuck you jay you are bad you don't deserve love you are so cold Arghh stop crying keif
"Stop this nonsense you can't just..... Break up with me without any reason"he screamed
The tension and silence is unbearable around me
"Oh you want reason?"
I just stride towards my bag picked the photos and throw it at his face
"You are engaged right"
He was frozen
"J.. Jay please l... Listen to..... Me"
"Fuck your explanation i am tired i don't want this i won't let you hurt me again i deseve happiness if you want to take revenge on my brother don't use me!?"
Tears streamed down my face
"Jay please listen to me"
"Listen to what? Another lie ok i trust you what about other pictures seems like you are really enjoying your manhood in London"
He flinched his tears mixed with sweat he looked heart broken
"I know the difference between edited and real keifer watson i know!i am not a child"
"J... Jay"his voice barely above a whisper
"I should check that you were a flirt nothing but a playboy i.... I thought you changed but you just play with my feelings so what more? What are you hiding that you have a wife and a child of your-"
"Jasper jean Mariano"yuri's voice rose just to shut me up
"I am going"
Before i could move keifer grabbed my face just kissed me harsh and hard
"You can't just make assumption and walk away yes it might be me but-"
"No buts stop breaking me"
I stride towards edrix passed those photos
"You know if these are edited or not right fine tell me don't try to lie to me because i already check these photos with some other technicians"
"T.... These... are r... Rr.. Real"
"See the humble loyal keifer watson is not a flirt haa"
His hair damp with sweat eyes red fist clenched
Before i could move
He was on his knees and wrapped his warm hands around my legs
My heart is bleeding i felt dizzy i want to cry seeing him like this.... 💔
"P... Please... D. D.. Don't l.... Leave m... Me... I c... Can explain plzz... Listen"
I looked wrecked i know that but my heart feels hollow how can i see him the man i love getting hurt because of me i am afraid keif i can't I can't bear to see you in pain and i know your wife know you won't do that please just get up i don't even deserve when i saw him like this the past began to wrap around me
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Jay jay
Flash back
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(Lilly and jay in terrace)
Jay:"leave me you are not arghh"
"Jay jay please just listen its not---
"Leave my legs now!"
Her like this made my heart go numb i want to scream
"All this happened because of you lilly i saw you as my own sister"
"Please i beg u jay it will be last"
My heart began to feel in pain
"Ok i will not be your sadness anymore jay"
She took stride towards the terrace edge one more her legs will slip
Me?
I don't even notice till hillia shouted
"Lillyyyyyyy"
I whipped my head she was on edge
"Bye jay"
She whispered turned around i reached in time
"Jay i don't deserve you"
I caught her hands and steadied her
but her legs were trembling she falls down before my eyes 💔
"Lillllyyyyyyyyyyyy"i screamed
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Flashback ends
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I am scared keif please never do something like that i lived in guilt and still am because of me i lost one of the important person i had in my life i am doing all this for your on sake please don't be foolish please don't repeat that incident i i can't i couldn't even realised i had my eyes closed i started to tremble my legs feel week
"Jay"his desperate voice met me
He let go off my leg
My knees Gave up they crashed to ground my fists were clenched i just punched them on floor
"Jayyyyyy"
"Oh shit no jay"
"What's happening jay breathe"
Am i turning to monster shit i called him joshua he picked up in about 3 rings
"Jay what happened you can't move time without me"
"Jo right now car hvis"
"On it" he turned serious
I just ran to CR please just check what i left for you keif
Keifer's pov:
As soon as she left i starts to cry
I should have told her soon
Her like this because of me
Who? Who the hell is jo? How did he know her? When she closed her eyes i heard a name "lilly"the way she whispered like it was forbidden! a nightmare!
I ran to reach her she looked wrecked i want to reach up to her the rain starts pouring down after she just got out before anyone could notice her a car.... Mercedes just parked in hvis
Section e behind me just gasped
She marched towards car and slipped in without hesitation
"Start the car"
My legs just reached to her
"Jay please"
She closed her eyes
"Maam jay that man-"
"I told you to start the car now"
"Yes ma'am"
Who is lilly? Why she acting like this? Who is jo?
The car just disappeared
"Why is she like this?"
"Is something going on with her?"
"Its all because...because of me" i whispered
"We trust you keif"
"Yes we know you can't do something like that"
They all just nodded making my heart ease
I just got up when i remembered something i saw her slipping something into my bag i just decided not to question her then
I opened the bag found a letter
"Keif please just wait for sometime please don't do anything stupid i trust you i know you won't something like that, you don't know who i really am keif i am being targetted i was told to do this or else they would hurt you and your brothers i can't do anything now please wait for few days i am being stalked by someone you know i can't say more information but this is the truth
You will always be my keif don't smile too much they are watching us"
My lips twitched i knew it she won't misunderstand me
When yuri saw me smiling he asked
"Why are you smiling"
"Have he gone crazy"
"I think it is"
I handed them the paper
I actually wanted to scream hug her, kiss her
"But why did the man call her maam who is he, who is jo, who is lilly"