Then I see that we have finally reached the convenience store and we are standing outside it then I look at him. And he looks at me too and asked me what.
Put me down I said.
Forget it he said.
What I mean why see Yuan we have already reached the convenience store and we are outside that entering it holding me like this is a bit inconvenient for us I said.
I said no he said it to me.
Yuan you have already taken me here while holding me in your arms all along and I didn't say anything but now when we have reached here you should put me down I said to him.
What I should need to do I know that very well he said.
Yes I can see it that how very well you know it I said.
Why he asked me while looking at me a bit shockingly and said what you wanna trying to say.
Then I take a deep sigh and said Yuan I wanna say that you took me till here like this cause this convenience store is near your house I said.
Just take a pause here not your house say our house instead of your this is the correction you needed he said it.
Ok our house now happy I asked him.
Sort of he replied to me.
How this sort of happiness even looks like I asked him.
Everything you don't need to know in single time only some things can be known, learnt by yourself only by growing up with the time and facing the real challenges and things about it personally then only you can be able to know it he said.
Whatever he said just now it really has very deep meaning that only Yuan can understand it right now but whatever he said to me just now is the learning experience of life that I am getting from him I said it to myself cause speaking facts sometimes needed deep understanding of knowledge and my Yuan Yuan is best at it I said it to myself.
Then again I tried and asked him that Yuan please put me down look it's really really not appropriate think about in this way that what if someone noticed you I mean what if someone recognises you that you are the Xu Yuan then things will become difficult for both of us to face and in this state I can't handle the crowd of people over you.
Where is the crowd he asked me.
I mean it will appear if you don't put me down on the floor and if you don't wear your face mask I said.
You are soo stubborn isn't it he asked me.
I stayed quiet cause I know this is not my stubbornness this something I really care for then I said and you also got into your new drama with that actress I saw it on weibo that today it got confirmed soo you'll soon going to start the shooting for that I said it to him.
But why are you sounding quite upset about it he asked me.
No no you get me wrong I mean you get me right I am upset from it I said it in my very low energetic tone.
Why he asked me.
Does it need to be why to ask why I said.
Yes it is he said.
Then I exhale sharply before saying it and then I said to him that I am upset cause another drama means another girl going to romance with you onscreen and you need to do some romantic scenes with her so for me it's not I mean it's that I feel very jealous about it but you don't need to think about it you just focus on your work only there is no need to worry about I said to him.
I'll sooner understand it when I'll get more mature.
He smiles a little with the curve smile on his face and then he asked me aren't I talking to the mature woman he.
Then I hide my face in his shoulders cause I am too embarrassed to face him cause look at me what silly things I am talking to him but what should I even do I do feel jealous soo yes I really do I can't do anything in it I really can't but I think no one on this earth gonna understand it cause understanding me means you need to worship someone the way I worship my Yuan Yuan.
But then I got soo lost in thinking about these things in my mind while still hiding my face in him and then he asked me silly girl did you got asleep right in my arms is this place this much comfortable for you that you have fallen asleep here he asked me.
Then I lift my face and look at him and said this place is the heaven on earth.
You are quite head over heels over me he said.
You need to calm yourself otherwise it will become very dangerous for you very very dangerous he said.
I don't get afraid from dangerous things I said to him.
Then he looks down at me and said I have just realised.
What I asked him.
That you look very tiny in my arms like a little rabbit he said.
Stop flattering me Yuan I said to him.
No I am not flattering you I am just stating the facts and aren't you the one who said it just now that I always state facts he said.
Yuan do you really want to spend this whole night holding me like this in front of the convenience store I asked him.
Yes I can I really can but are you able to handle it he asked me.
Of course I do but I care about other things also I said.
What other things you mean he asked me.
Other things means that what if people see you I mean see us things will become awkward and insufficient for both of us I said.
Then he takes a deep sigh of breath and puts me down and said now happy?
I nodded my head very happily cause I finally win the argument with him after all Zhao shiza's stubbornness always wins I said this to myself in my thoughts.
Then he said now let's get inside the store.
I nodded my head and then we both walk inside the store while he put his face mask on his face to hide his face but unfortunately how can my Yuan hide his deep charming charismatic and expressive eyes how can he really will.
And then I got lost in his eyes for a few seconds but then I came back in my senses and moved my eyes to somewhere else in the store.
Then Yuan said to me that you sit here on this stool I'll get the things for you you just wait here for me he said to me.
Then I looked at him and asked him that Yuan what did you just say.
What you just heard he said.
Yuan stop Yuan wait I am just saying him to stop but I think that he really learns the stubbornness from me he really did cause he just went deep inside the store to bring the things but how can he really will he didn't even have the idea about anything I think that shooting such scenes in his romantic dramas he really thinks of doing it in real life too but he didn't know that real life is way more different than reel life characters the ideal characters that he played in his dramas but Yuan is Yuan if he thinks something in mind that he'll do that by hook or by crook no one can stop him no one I said it to myself.
Then meanwhile Yuan who just went deep inside the store starts finding the things to purchase then he entered the section the girls section and few girls over there were already standing there got a little furious seeing a boy in that section but these things are secondary cause the primary thing is Yuan although he hides his face from the face mask but his eyes how can it be left unnoticed and the girls over there got affected by the deep affection of his infectious eyes yes very infectious cause its infection will cause you a lifelong infection.
Then the both the girls who were already standing there start talking to each other that look look a boy in this section he must be taking stuff for his girlfriend then the other girl said I envy her look how lucky she is that she got soo much handsome boyfriend for herself.
Then the other girl said although he is wearing the face mask on his face but still look at his eyes I can tell you from seeing his eyes that this boy is really very charming then the other girl giggles hearing all that.
Meanwhile Yuan is a bit busy in thinking from which brand and for what to purchase at that exact moment those girls come near to him the same two girls who were standing here just a little far away before but now they come near him and stand behind him while looking at him like he is the last thing in this world they really wanna look at but they are completely unnoticed by him as he is too much busy in thinking what to purchase while holding two packs in both of his hands.
Then the girls gather enough courage to ask him that are you single? Can I have your wechat they are soo straightforward that they asked him this directly.
He heard it and then turns around them and was about to answer them but in that exact moment I came in between the situation and hold his arm and said sorry miss his wechat won't work with you as his wechat is linked with my wechat I said.
Ooo how sad it is that all the handsome boys in Shanghai are already taken they said.
Then I smiled while looking at them and said don't be sad about it whatever is meant for you will sooner or later definitely will reach you.
Your thoughts make us believe in positivity again nice to meet you miss after meeting you we have realised that in today's world there is still hope for positivity for magic it's really nice to meet you miss they said to me.
I smiled while looking at them and said me too I hope your future will be as bright as Shanghai looks at night and you'll find what you have been searching for.
Thank you miss but I must say something before leaving from here they said.
What I asked them a bit confusingly.
That your boyfriend is really very handsome don't let him run away cause handsome faces run away too fast they said.
Thanks for the compliment but he is not some handsome face that you are referring I said it to them.
Oook I think you are too obsessed with your boyfriend keep it up keep going as this is the youth only they said it and then the both the girls leave from there.
Then he slightly tilted his head a little towards me and looked at me and then I looked at him too and asked him what.
Then he said why did you come from there.
Cause if I don't then you'll get yourself landed in trouble I said.
How explain he asked me.
Cause if they even come a step closer to you then they'll definitely find it out that you are not some ordinary handsome boyfriend you are extraordinary handsome the Xu Yuan I said it in my whispering voice very low soo that no one could be able to hear it in the store.
Then he looks at me he really does for few seconds continuously and then I move my eyes in another direction and said Yuan please even through your face mask please stop looking at me with these eyes I said.
Then he slightly tilted his head again towards near my shoulder just an inch away from my ears he said what eyes in his deep calm voice ooo that voice that made me lose every bit of senses in me.
Then while trying to stabilise myself I said to him that you should go I'll do the remaining part of the shopping.
No I am the one who brought you here so I am the one and only who is going to do the shopping he said.
But Yuan I said but he cuts me in between and said no means no now you go somewhere else in the store and see around.
Then I exhale sharply and asked him Yuan I am not some business tycoon who came to visit this store for next biggest project of China I said.
He smiles and said then you should go back to that stool where I left you when we entered this store and sit there rest yourself for a while he said.
Yuan how much rest you are trying to give me it's really not needed I said.
Indeed it is very much needed at this time he said.
Then he made me turn around myself and slightly made me walk there where I was sitting before and said now don't move from here ok I'll be back soon once I'll done the remaining part of the shopping he said.
And please don't you even try to come again to see me cause you made me very much confused I got forgotten what I was looking for he said.
Then I smiled and said why is that I am that distracting to you.
He chuckles and said no it's because you are that mischievous stubborn girl.
Yuan I said and then he leaves from there while smiling.
And then when he leaves from there soo for passing my time I took out my phone from my pocket and then start scrolling down on the weibo then one of his drama series video came into my feed the drama where he played the role of volunteer Li Qingyan and in that video he is using the arrow to mark something and trust me Yuan is best in his targets as since very young teenage he has this talent he even participated in those games of hitting the target from the arrow at his young age and he also does this in this drama series as well and of course among all the characters he ever played in his career the volunteer Li Qingyan will always have my Mr heart.
Then everything is going very smoothly I am watching his video while he was doing the shopping for me but then suddenly in that video on my phone's screen the female lead came and kissed his right cheek while he was performing that task of hitting the target with the arrow and it made my Mr heart feel squeezed as I feel like I am gonna throw this phone right away but no I really can't I can't let emotions flow this easily is it because I am having this at this time or it's just me who is always like this when it comes to Yuan.
But this female lead is the same one for whom he cried for offscreen when she wore that mascot outfit and he also has very good offscreen bonding and chemistry with her and of course she also worked with him before when he just entered this industry in that period drama series where she played the role of princess of course she knows him since then it was twenty twenty one many people say that she was his girlfriend since then and he is soo determined in it that she is still his girlfriend but when I met Yuan he didn't have any girlfriend at that time and this is what actually matters.
And I should stop overthinking myself and giving burden to my brain cause nothing can break or make anything other than whatever is written in the destiny I said it to myself seems like I am the one who is giving reassurance to my own self.
Then I said it to myself in my low voice that Zhao shiza dating a celebrity feels like this only where you need to understand that he'll work with girls way more beautiful than you and he'll spend time with them and go with them in variety shows this all dating a celebrity looks like indeed I am the one who chose it for myself then now what's the need of this jealousy that I am having right now I think I should behave more wisely and maturely like a grown up woman now I said it to myself.
Then in that exact moment my all attention goes outside the weather when my ears hear the sound of the thundering of the clouds and indeed no matter how upset or sad I am rain always makes my Mr heart at ease and peace.
I smiled while looking outside the weather in the sky through that glass door of the convenience store where I was sitting on that stool near it and whatever I have seen just now got erased from my mind as the rain is the whitener for my bad, wrong and negative thoughts as the moment it comes it erases all the things that I don't want to think about.
I am having these self thoughts while looking outside the weather then suddenly the light went off of the whole store and the whole convenience store is filled with darkness completely and then the clouds thunder again way more louder than before and this time with the lightning that gives light to the store slightly for the moment lightning occurs and then.....