Then when I entered that warehouse, someone grabbed me by lifting me up from the ground and putting his hands on my mouth so that I won't be able to scream, and that person took me to a very strange room where he threw me on the floor just like I am some sort of sack, and then that person left from there, and in that strange room the person standing in front of me is none other than Ling Mu.
She is standing there like she already won this fight against me, but she didn't know that declaring results from self assumptions is really dangerous to health.
Then I stood up and walked right in front of her and stood there and said, Miss Ling Mu what do you think about yourself, what do you really think, just think about it, what if I expose you, what if your company who is representing you and whose face you are gets to know about you that you are involved in such fishy things, what do you really think will happen to your career, have you ever thought about it that your whole career will get ruined like the way you dug this hole for Yuan, I said to her very boldly the way I have never spoken to anyone ever.
She smiled and said you are young, naive and reckless, no doubt Xu Yuan has helplessly fallen for you, she said it.
I smiled at her and said thanks so much, but your compliment really seems like a taunt to me, so if you really want to compliment me then do it properly because it really doesn't sound like that, I said.
She looked at me and said Miss Zhao Shiza, Xu Yuan's little fan girl or I can say that Xu Yuan's girlfriend, should I address you like that, she asked.
I smiled at her and said I don't want to be addressed by you in any way, but you are so desperately wanting to address me like that, then you can, I said.
Then suddenly she pushed me on the chair and made me sit on it and started tying me with the ropes on it very tightly.
Are you out of your mind, what are you doing Ling Mu, leave me, I said it to her while shouting at her.
Lower your voice Miss Zhao Shiza, if I don't tie you like this then you might expose me, I was really not planning to tie you like this, but you are the one here who just gave me this idea that you can expose me to my company which is not so good for my career, so better stay here, she said and was about to leave that room after tying me with that rope, but I stopped her and said wait Ling Mu, why are you doing all this with Yuan Yuan, he has never done anything wrong with anyone, then why did you do that with him, I asked her this question.
And this question made her stop from leaving that room, and then she slowly turned around at me and took a few steps forward towards me and said Xu Yuan indeed is a very good person like you say, but my reason for doing this with him is when I was shooting with him in a previous drama series, as a normal human being I developed feelings for him, and when I thought to myself that I should be a little more courageous and tell him what I feel, then at that exact time he started shooting for his drama series with you, and after that when he came on the set just to shoot a few more scenes which were left behind, at that day just before the shot got ready he was in his makeup room probably talking to you on the call.
The door of his makeup room was half opened, so I intentionally overheard that conversation of him with you, and in that conversation he was saying that he loves his little bunny rabbit more, and this is the name he has given you right, and I got it that he is dating you or in love with you, my heart was fully broken that time, you don't know how much courage I gathered in myself to express my feelings towards him, but that all went to waste just because you arrived in his life from nowhere, she said it to me while pointing her finger towards me in a very high pitch.
But I didn't interrupt her, I let her say what she wanted to say because I want to hear what really triggered her to do such a ridiculous thing with him.
Then I cried the whole day after knowing that, you don't know Miss Zhao Shiza how it really feels when someone you love has never loved you, she said while tears started forming in her eyes.
I knew it, just I was never able to express it because everyone thinks that I am getting influenced by attraction or affection and thinking that it's love, so that's why I was never able to express my feelings to anyone, just because you don't know it doesn't mean that the thing you faced in your life is the hardest thing, you don't know everyone's stories.
I was alone, I really didn't have anyone to share my heart out, you don't know how much pain I felt every single passing second, I said it to her.
And people say love endures everything, but my love is always about pain and more pain and much pain, you really don't have any idea about it Ling Mu, that when he didn't know me and I knew that we would never be able to meet in this life, how bad I felt, I was about to lose myself every day, so please stop saying that you really had a painful story, because at least you could see him in front of yourself every day, you could talk to him, you could breathe in the air he did, but what about me, I was so far away from him that the distance couldn't be covered in any lifetime, I said while tears started falling out from my eyes uncontrollably.
Love was always a feeling of pain for me, indeed a sweet pain because it was because of him, and not everyone's love is in the form of the best emotions, because for some people love is painful all the time, and you have to endure that pain by yourself and make it your daily routine because this pain never leaves you.
Love is indeed the best emotion to feel in this whole world, but for some people it always remains an incurable disease which never leaves you ever, I said it while remembering the days which I had made by enduring that pain.
She smiled again by looking at me and said indeed love is blind, because when we love someone we are not able to see other things, we just do only one thing which is love, love and love, and besides this we never think about anything else, because love makes us blind in it, she said while thinking about her pain in love.
And it seems like we both shared the same pain at some point of our lives, we are definitely against each other today, but it really seems like that in some era we used to be partners in pain.
But what she said is really right, and then after thinking this to myself I said to her that indeed love is blind, and if we didn't get blind in love then how would we be able to do such things that we would never do, because love makes us do so, love has to be blind, I said....