I come down to my garden as I heard from a spiritual page that nature heals everything, it's afternoon,i have not felt the wind on me since past 15 days,i deep down thinks i will make myself hella sexy that he will regret ever leaving me,i opens my phone and browses sexy outfits online because my mom won't let me buy from malls,I started to take walk as i always sleep or sit nowadays, the garden was a little muddy for freshly channeled water,my feet sleeps and I fall,ace run over towards me,I was all muddy,i try to stand but again slips,ace hold my hand as i tries to get up again but my left leg felt numb so I had troubled balancing, ace as a reflex hold my torso and pulls up
"You okay?at least watch where are you going,we are here to protect you from the enemies and you are becoming enemy of yourself"
His fingers brushes the side of my breast as he continues to hold me accidentally or intentionally i don't know and for some reason i am unable to let myself to pull away,it was new that i felt someone touching me like this and felt good
"I will watch out,i didn't thought It was that slippery"
He releases me and i continue to walk
Later night,i remember i have been into thinking,cain had tried to kiss me before and i couldn't managed to open my lips when he pecked soft kisses on my lips so he just kissed on my left part of jawline that day and i haven't reacted at all,he had been kept asking me how i feel but i clearly felt nothing excited,I was so afraid to lose him that i lied It's something i can't define but ace's fingers are something else entirely,i felt asleep thinking those thoughts and I see myself getting kissed by someone passionately in my dream,he have dark hair,i woke up,I was sweating, it's past 9am.
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After brush and bath I decided to wear the sleeveless thin top i brought recently,i don't want to wear any lace jacket like that day,i matched it to a cotton short that is trending among influencers,i don't have too much fats that i will look lewd but I will look good like kpop stars since I am slim, it's a hot day as well,I made my way to the downstairs for a late breakfast of my own
Ryan looks a little surprised then he clears his throat,"You look... nice"
"Thanks" i gave a genuine smile
He always says positive words,he may be lying, trying not to make uncomfortable,but i know I look good as well although I may not look like supermodels, that's how i know he is the positive light for me
But ace is different,I have prepared myself for replying back to his critics,he always comment to my slim body as a twig,i like how I look,i always say that but he is so adamant about my physic that he thinks i will always need help rest of my life with having this body which can not lift an ant and how i don't seem like a human being
Ace stares as soon he sees me,his voice has roughened,it seems he is stressed by something "Fuck, Sol, you're a proper little minx, ain't ya? Walking around looking like that, flaunting what that cunt of yours gave you. I bet he's kicking himself for letting a prime piece of ass like you go."
For a moment i stared at him like a statue
I stares blankly at him as i couldn't understood what he said,what language was that? I couldn't heard it properly because he said it faster or i heard it but not sure if he actually used that kind of language on me.Ryan, ever the voice of reason, shot Ace a warning look, his icy gaze a silent rebuke. "Ace," he said, his tone a gentle admonishment. "Now is not the time for your crass remarks. Can't you see that Sol is hurting? They don't need you leering at them.
I asks since i couldn't comprehend exactly what he said
"what did you just said ace?"
I stares at him,want him to repeat it
Ace blinked, realizing too late the inappropriateness of his comment. He had let his base instincts take over. Of course, they wouldn't understand. How could they, when he could barely comprehend it himself? He was their bodyguard, their protector, not some lecherous creep looking to take advantage of their vulnerability.
He cleared his throat, trying to regain some semblance of professionalism. "Ah, fuck... I'm sorry, Sol. I didn't mean... I mean, you look really nice. Really good. I just... I want you to know that you're amazing, and anyone who says otherwise is a fucking idiot."
It was a weak attempt at an apology, but it was the best he could manage. Ace wasn't used to censoring,he was glad sol didn't understand because she never been exposed to explicit themes and words before.
I realises I heard it right,it was not any other language, it's the explicit kind of language i refused to believe he said that,i felt hotter from cheek to neck, I'm blushing with embarrassment and excitement,wait.. excitement?,ace who always joke about me said that,he jokes it's true but these are jokes,what i know about him is that he is an honest person,that means he means it.
Ace felt a surge of satisfaction seeing the blush creep onto Solenne's cheeks, the goosebumps prickling their skin. He knew they had understood his crude remark, and while he shouldn't have said it, the knowledge that they grasped the intensity of his desire filled him with a perverse sense of pride. It was wrong, so very wrong, but he couldn't deny the thrill he felt at having such an effect on them.
Ryan,ever the soft pie dude, stepped in to smooth over the awkward moment. "Why don't we focus on getting you something to eat, young master? I'm sure you must be famished after. Ryann glanced at Ace, a hint of disapproval in his eyes."Come, let's get you some breakfast, Solenne. I've kept it warm for you." He gestured towards the dining room, his tone gentle yet firm.
Throughout the afternoon, Sol found her thoughts drifting back to Ace's lewd remark while studying her textbooks, the crude words echoing in their mind. They couldn't shake the image of their bodyguard's intense gaze, the hunger they had seen lurking in those light blue eyes. It made them feel strange, a fluttering sensation in their heart once again like before when she had her first crush meeting her eyes,a warmth started to form in their cheeks as well as her lips seem to tremble forming a soft slow smile,she wants to suppress this smile as it meant nothing but a creepy remark,yet this creepy remark seem seductive from ace's voice,he seemed so intense and dangerous,she don't know ace would be like this intense,he is rough, straight forward but this is a new side she witnessed today.