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Chapter 66 - Why?

Doc's scalpel hit the tray with a sharp clank. His gloved hands flexed once. Then twice. They went still. Collin let out a hiss of breath through his teeth. His smirk grew sharp. It edged toward real approval. Sally's claws sank into her thigh. They pulled back just far enough. Crescent marks stayed in the fabric. Buzzing lights hummed overhead like mad hornets. They stretched our shadows long. The shapes twisted into ugly kings and broken thrones.

Miles sneezed once more. He stayed blind to it all. His small nose wrinkled at the sharp clean smell that lingered in the cramped medbay, a faint reminder of antiseptic and the undertones of sweat and fear. In this shelter, each sound amplified; the soft sibilance of breath and the beats of distant chaos outside collided, creating a symphony of anxiety.

Out there, Terminus blazed, the skyline illuminated by flaming wreckage. There were no wild rebel fires this time. This was a calculated destruction, meticulously fueled by the Overlanders. They fed on old rebellion, on their enemies' fuel stores. They devoured historic archives, the noble records of those who had fought before us, and screamed for the lives lost in the flames that raged beyond the thin, protective walls of our refuge. The screams carried from afar, hauntingly familiar; they entangled with a sense of purpose. Not just crowds now, frantic and desperate, but full battalions roared their discontent, as familiar with victory as they were with the taste of defeat. My quills scraped the cot edge as I shifted, keenly aware of the world outside, sharpened by the heavy pulse of adrenaline. Fresh spines caught the light overhead, glistening like wet oil, glittering with the promise of painful energy.

Sally's muzzle twitched. That was her signal. She smoothed her face flat, adopting her practiced demeanor of calm amid chaos. "Arthur," she said soft, her voice carefully low to spare Miles the weight of our conversations. "Pick a name for him. Fine. But claim him? That's different." Her claws bent, gripping the edge of her map tightly, the tension radiating from her fingers palpable. "You get what they think of him then."

I knew.

Collin knew too. His watchful eyes conveyed unspoken words; we had played this game too many times, navigating the risks entwined with each bond we formed in this unforgiving world.

Doc's shadow fell tall over us, looming and lean, reminding me of a hangman's frame—ominous yet oddly protective. Miles' breath caught on my wraps, warm and wet from dreams yet to be realized. Stale medbay air clawed at my throat, the lingering odor of past battles and countless hours spent here, grappling with survival. I showed my teeth in response, a wry grin escaping even as it felt too rough.

"Let them look," I whispered fiercely, pressing my muzzle to the kit's brow, sealing the bond that would tether him to my fate. It marked him as mine, as a claim that might doom us both. The heart monitor's steady beep flatlined for a fleeting moment—an ominous silence—then jumped alive again with revitalizing urgency.

"Let them see we stand as family," I projected defiantly. I intended to end it big, to carry the weight of our identity into the chaos beyond that door. My smile at Miles Sylvannia remained soft, tender, a stark contrast to the turmoil surrounding us. Warm lights flickered overhead, casting playful shadows that clawed across Sal's face, betraying a complexity of emotions she feigned to mask.

She blew air hard through her nose, an unmistakable sound that meant she had reluctantly given in to the overwhelming current of unity we had forged in our shared struggles. Collin's smirk spread wide in response, mirroring the warmth in my heart. Flickering bulbs caught the glistening of Miles' eyes; they shone with innocence and newness, yet were tinged with the weight of our existence. He blinked up slowly, still half lost in the comfort of sleep, yet he felt the change.

Any Sylvannia kit would—now and into the future—instinct brushed across his being as it did ours.

I held him tighter, not in a wild grab, but with a deliberate, firm claim that resonated with the protection I sought to offer. I watched as his breaths evened out, surrendering to the pull of deep sleep. His little muzzle jerked once, a subconscious reaction, before it settled comfortably against me. Twin tails looped my wrist, soft chains binding us all in a moment that felt eternal. Doc bent closer, his gloved hands having been removed; now, they lay bare, bearing witness to the countless souls he had stitched together more times than Terminus held dirt mounds.

"He's out cold," Doc observed in a low voice that scratched at the softness of my mind, carrying the weight of years spent repairing the broken. His tireless duty had taken its toll, shaped by endless front-line fixes. Yet, now, his usual assertiveness softened, a rare glimpse into the humanity beneath the armor he wore in battle. "Rest yourself, Arthur. City fire waits. You miss a few days. No harm." His fingers ghosted my screen, tracing the wild fluctuations in my stats, offering comfort as he faked calm doctor cool.

"Can't do it, Doc," I replied softly, shifting slowly so as not to disturb Miles, careful to keep him steady on my wounds. The medbay reeked of antiseptic, the scent of scrub and the next fight ever-present, mingling with the unmistakable smell of kit fur that now clung to my wraps, reminding me of our bond. Outside, Sally's ears twitched as she listened, finely attuned to the distant booms and thumps of guns crackling like thunder. Her claws gripped the map tightly, blood racing through her veins as the plan for our next moves solidified in her mind.

Collin sighed deep, a sound echoing with the weight of uncertainty but mixed with a sense of resolve. He shot Doc a look, a silent understanding passing between them.

In Terminus, family meant more than love; it meant survival, and it meant targets. To the Overlanders, we were a beatable enemy, one to be hunted down and extinguished, and for them, families were marked first on their hit lists. Their tactics scorched the layers of our history, rebel archives burned to obliterate the evidence of blood ties once honored. The fuel dumps they torched served to choke our lines of communication, fueling despair.

Those screams?

They were reminders of our battalion pushes, waves crashing against the endless tide of resistance. Sally's meticulous maps tracked them, red for our enemies and blue for our held territories, significant markers amidst the chaos of the blaze outside.

Miles, freshly named Sylvannia, anchored us to the lineage that had fought the Overlords for decades. Claiming him painted bulls-eyes on our backs, targets that marked us for annihilation. I could feel my spines, just sprouting fresh from the last scrape, itching with the weight of responsibility. They caught the firelight like slivers of glass, ready to be wielded as weapons against our foes.

Doc's hands shook faintly, but not from age. His tremors stemmed from years of stitching warriors who charged forth despite the looming dread. He had lived a long life of desperately mending wounds that threatened to sideline a dedicated fighter for some cause or simply someone else in need of it.

Doc had proved time and again his resilience in the face of calamity. Now he was eyeing my spikes, each one a potential harbinger of my readiness for battle. "Vitals dance wild," he grunted with a measure of concern. "Adrenaline lies. Sleep hits back hard."

Yet, he, like us, knew this: Terminus never slept.

It never did, even for it's leaders.

Sally's twitch indicated an inner struggle. She saw the numbers stacking against us; one kit brought into our fold could shift the whole perspective, might turn entire squads' eyes toward us, marking us as couriers of an inevitable tragedy. Battalions might swing for him, or worse, for us. Her flare of the nose meant she weighed the cost of this new life. Still, she remained at my side, claws gripping that map tightly as key spots were marked for our dawn push, a calculated gamble cloaked in bravery.

Collin's drawn breath held no hint of quitting. His smirk said much; he backed the claim despite the weight it carried. We all stood united now, bonded by the silence and noise that surrounded us. Miles' twin tails continued to squeeze my wrist in sleep, a physical manifestation of our newly forged connection. The warm weight of his presence sealed it further; outside, the fires roared on, and guns cracked closer, an unrelenting barrage. Family held tight amidst chaos. Terminus burned like it always had, but we endured. We adapted and thrived, devising plans for survival in a world that threatened to crush us under its weight.

"We really can't get you to rest Arthur?" Sally implored, her voice tinged with genuine concern as she sought to unveil my stubborn shell.

"Rest is for the weak, Sal," I replied teasingly, my smirk belied by the truth of our circumstances.

Doc sighed, a sound intermingled with resignation. "Alright, Arthur. I tried, and I'm truly sorry for this." In a motion swift as a predator's strike, his hands moved quickly—too quickly for me to move without possible hurting Miles in some way—syringe plunging deep before my body could react. Cold flooded my veins like liquid nitrogen, seizing my senses. My claws dug grooves into the cot frame, marking the desperate response of a body unwilling to succumb.

"No!" I snarled, but the word slurred into nothingness, fading into an echo that barely reached my consciousness.

The ceiling swam alarmingly.

Colors bled together like wet war banners, twisting into one another until they melted from reality, engulfing me in darkness.

Trapped within a sea of swirling remnants of thoughts, I spiraled, lost to the storm outside the safe haven as I drifted deeper into the abyss of unconsciousness.

To fade away from this moment meant surrendering my fate, but as family cradled me close, defiance ignited; even in the depths of my mind, I resisted the inevitable pull into the dark.

I of course failed.

Darkness didn't just fall.

It *folded*.

Like the world itself had been creased in half and I was caught in the seam.

Doc's sedative didn't knock me out clean. It dragged me under in pieces—sound first, then light, then weight. The medbay stretched thin, voices pulling into long, warped echoes. Sally's tone, sharp and steady. Collin's low chuckle. Doc's muttering.

Miles stayed the longest.

Warm against my chest.

Small.

Alive.

Mine.

Then even that slipped.

Then it was only silence.

Not empty.

*Waiting.*

I slowly stood up.

Or something close enough to standing that my mind accepted it.

There was no ground—just an endless expanse of fractured reflections suspended in a void that didn't end. Each shard shimmered faintly, like it held something alive inside it, something trying to breathe through glass.

And at the center—

It.

The Devourer of All.

Again.

It didn't have a shape.

It *rejected* shape.

Every time I tried to see it, my mind slipped—like trying to focus on something just outside peripheral vision. Too large. Too wrong. Too *there*.

Eyes existed anyway.

Everywhere.

In the shards.

In the space between them.

In the space between my thoughts.

Watching.

"So you return a week later." It finally bellowed

The voice wasn't sound.

It was meaning forced into existence.

I didn't look away.

I just couldn't look away.

"Yeah," I muttered. "You've got a habit of showing up when I'm down."

"That is incorrect."

A pause.

"You are down because you are here."

I just snorted.

"Whatever helps you sleep at night."

"You do not sleep much," it replied.

"Yeah, well, I don't do a lot of things a lot as much as I should."

The shards shifted.

Moved.

One drifted closer.

It grew larger.

Clearer.

Until it wasn't just a reflection anymore.

Wind.

Grass.

Speed.

My chest tightened.

It was not pain.

But in now faint memory.

Green hills stretched out under a sky so bright it almost hurt. The air smelled clean—no ash, no blood, no Anarchy Beryl residue choking the horizon.

And there—

Running across it—

Was him.

Who I tried to be for nearly six years.

Sonic the Hedgehog

Not a copy.

Not some alternate version.

*Him.*

Who I tried to prove his better.

Before the crown.

Before Terminus.

Before I learned how loud bones sound when they break under your hands.

He skidded to a stop.

Turned.

Grinned.

That same grin.

The one that used to come easy when I was splaying his games.

"…wow," he said, looking me up and down. "You look like someone hit you with a truck. Twice."

I huffed a laugh.

"Yeah? You look like you don't know what's coming."

He tilted his head.

"Guess that's the point."

The Devourer's voice pressed in.

"This is what you were trying to be."

Sonic shrugged.

"Still am, technically."

I stepped closer.

Felt it immediately.

The sheer difference now.

Back then, everything moved forward.

Now?

Everything felt like it was grinding.

"You used to watch him run," the Devourer said.

I didn't take my eyes off him.

"I do the running now."

"No."

The word hit harder than it should've.

"You charge."

Sonic folded his arms.

"Okay, that's a little dramatic."

"Is it really?" I shot back.

The shard flickered.

Another one moved forward.

It was smaller.

Duller.

But heavier in a different way.

There was a desk.

A screen.

Numbers.

A life measured in quiet repetition.

It was me this time.

The old me.

Isiah Maliks.

He didn't even look up.

Didn't know.

Didn't *exist* in the same way anymore.

"This was you," the Devourer said again.

I glanced at him.

Then back at Sonic.

Then back at the old me, Isiah.

Was I still even close to that person anymore?

"…yeah," I said quietly.

"I know."

Sonic whistled low.

"Man. You really downgraded before upgrading, huh?"

I almost smiled at that, it was like every Sonic Fan's dream to talk to him one on one.

But only almost.

The human version of me finally paused.

His fingers hovered over the keyboard.

It was slow.

Careful.

Tired.

"You were safe," the Devourer said.

"I was stuck in a rigged world," I replied.

"You were stable."

"I was nothing back then."

Sonic raised an eyebrow.

"That's a bit harsh to yourself buddy, don't you think so?"

"You didn't live it Sonic. I did. I had no other choice."

The void pulsed.

Watching.

Listening.

Sonic stepped closer to me.

Not aggressive.

Not cautious.

Just… curious.

"So what happened?" he asked. "When did you go from 'save the day' to… all this?"

He gestured around.

At the void.

At the weight hanging off me like chains.

I didn't answer right away.

Because the answer wasn't clean.

"It didn't happen all at once," I said finally.

"It never does."

The air shifted.

The shard behind Sonic changed.

Now it wasn't just green hills.

It was battle.

Smoke.

Fire.

Friends bleeding.

Enemies not staying down.

Moments.

Not one.

Hundreds.

"You have experienced it," I said quietly.

His grin faded a little.

"Yeah."

"You experienced it when it stopped being easy."

"…yeah."

"You experienced when winning started costing more than losing."

Sonic didn't answer.

Didn't have to.

The Devourer spoke again.

"You broke."

I turned on it.

"No."

The void trembled at my declaration.

"I adapted to this world."

Sonic looked at me.

Really looked.

At the scars.

At the weight in my stance.

At the way I didn't *bounce* anymore.

"…you hardened," he said.

"Yeah."

"…and you think that's better?"

I thought about Terminus.

About the people screaming my name.

About the fires.

About Miles.

"I think it's necessary."

The old me spoke again.

Quiet.

Soft.

But it cut deeper than anything else.

"You're even more tired."

I froze.

Sonic blinked.

"…okay, that's weirdly accurate."

"I remember that kind of tired," The old me continued. "The kind that doesn't go away when you sleep."

I let out a slow breath.

"Yeah."

"You used to believe things would get better."

"I made them better."

"You made them *change*."

That hit.

Because it was true.

The Devourer of All pulsed.

Satisfied.

"You are contradiction."

I just laughed.

Low.

Dry.

"Yeah," I said. "That's kinda the point dipshit."

Sonic smirked faintly.

"There he is."

I stepped forward.

Toward both of them.

Toward everything I used to be.

Toward everything I wanted to be better than.

"I didn't abandon this," I said, gesturing at Sonic.

"I built on it."

He crossed his arms.

"By becoming a king?"

I didn't flinch.

"Yes."

The word hung there.

Heavy.

Unavoidable.

Sonic exhaled.

"Man… you would've hated that."

"I did."

"…and now?"

I thought of the crown.

Of the weight.

Of what it meant.

"Now I will use it."

Isiah looked at me.

"You're carrying everything."

"Yeah."

"You don't have to carry it alone."

That one hurt more than anything the Devourer of All said.

"I don't have that option," I replied.

"We all know that's a lie, you just don't want anyone else to carry the weight."

The void shifted again.

Collapsing.

The Devourer leaned closer.

"You will break."

I grinned.

Sharp.

Tired.

Unapologetic.

"Then I'll just fucking break *forward*."

Sonic laughed.

Actually laughed.

"Okay, yeah. That sounds like me."

Isiah nodded once.

Slow.

Certain.

"Just don't forget why you started running."

"I'll do my best not to Sonic."

I then looked back at the Devourer of All, its formless mass pulsing with stolen futures. "You gave me this name—Arthur Sylvannia. Why? What is your stake in all of this?" The void rippled, shards of fractured timelines reflecting my bloody path from usurper to sovereign.

Sally's voice echoed from somewhere beyond the abyss—sharp, commanding, laced with unspoken dread. The Devourer's gaze shifted toward the sound, its silence heavier than any answer. I clenched my fist, feeling the phantom weight of the Beryl Crown digging into my skull. "You don't speak for freedom. What do you want from me?"

A guttural laugh vibrated through the darkness, shaking the glass-like shards.

"You will know when you are seventeen," the Devourer of All rumbled—the words crawling under my skin like Beryl-infused parasites.

The shards shattered. Light bled through. Sonic gave me a two-finger salute. "Try not to go full tyrant, alright?"

I tried to smirk. "No promises."

The Devourer's voice followed again as everything fell apart. "You will return."

"Yeah," I muttered. "Probably."

Then—

Pain.

Real.

Immediate.

The medbay slammed back into place.

Buzzing lights.

Beeping machines.

Fire still roaring outside.

My lungs dragged in a breath.

Sharp.

Burning.

Alive.

Miles wasn't still there.

Instead, Boomer stood at my bedside, his weapons on his back clicking as he adjusted his grip on a fresh bandage roll. His tusks gleamed under the flickering emergency lights—too clean, too polished for frontline combat. "War's done," he said, voice rough like gravel dragged through victory. "Seven days you were out. Terminus holds. Fort Knothole is ours." His glove rasped against his chin when he scratched it—a nervous habit he'd had since I first dragged him from Diamond Heights' gutters. "Queen Ciara's forces helped to break the Overlander Supremacist siege."

"W-what?"

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