Keifers pov;
"Yes keifer" she said
"What jay you can share with me" I said
"Keifer when we stayed in sir alvins house,I saw a hit list of hanimachis "she said
" Okay then" I asked
" Keifer your name is mentioned there" she said
"I know jay" I said
"But how keifer " She asked
"Jay the day I proposed you ,I come to know that I am in the hitlist of hanimachis,
She tightened her grip and hugged tightly
"Jay there is no need to worry about me" I said
" How can I be not worried about you keifer " she said
I kissed her forehead and said
" Jay I can protect myself,"
"But still "she was about to say but I stopped her
"Jay just enjoy the present with me don't worry about future " I said
But deep inside I had a fear of future,
I didn't let her know my worries,
she nodded and rested her head in my arm and fallen asleep
I couldn't sleep,the thoughts killed me like a hell
So I decided to take some fresh air
I slowly removed her head from my hand and went to balcony
The cool Breeze hit me slowly
And I am lost in my thoughts
She is the reason why I changed a lot , keiren and keigan should be protected from that monster, Jay should be protected from my enemies and especially from my family and yuri,Now for the first time I am feeling more insecure about what I have , I wish my mother could have been here with me ,then I can able to solve the problems easily, suddenly I felt someone's hand on my shoulder,I turned back , It was my mother
I hugged her and cried like a baby
"Why mom"why did you left me making me all alone here" I questioned her
"No my child I am with you whenever you need me ,but you should stay strong now " she said
" How can I stay strong mom ,you are not with me , I started feeling like a orphan child " I said while crying
" You are not orphan my dear 'you have your brothers and you have your love of life with you how can you be alone " she said
" I have them mom ,but I don't have you ,I want you to comfort me make me more stronger " I said
She hugged me again and said
" Keifer you know what, the love I gave you , she is giving you now " she said pointing towards jay
"Yes mom" I said
"For somedays just be strong and be brave everything will be fine " she said
I wanted nothing much just the word from her , everything will be fine,made me feel some stronger,
I smiled at her
She gave a kiss in my forehead and suddenly disappeared
I went back to jay and pulled her in a hug ,she held me tightly and I fallen asleep,