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Chapter 18 - Fault Lines

The storm didn't start with shouting. It started with whispers.

By midweek, the air in the HR floor had changed — a tone just slightly off, laughter that stopped when someone entered, the kind of silences that meant stories were already growing in the corners.

It began innocently enough.

Someone had seen Amelia leaving Alexander's office late one evening.

Someone else had noticed they'd both been away on the same business trip.

Then someone swore they'd seen them walking together in the rain outside the building.

By Thursday, there was nothing left to guess.

Every smile she gave was overanalysed. Every coffee break timed. Every door that closed behind them was suddenly suspicious.

Amélia could feel it — the shift in temperature, the sideways glances, the forced politeness. She kept her head down, worked harder, smiled less. But it didn't help.

The truth was simple: she'd crossed a line she couldn't un-cross, and everyone could feel it, even if they didn't know why.

By Friday afternoon, Alexander noticed too.

When he passed her in the corridor and she didn't look up — when she slipped out of meetings before he could speak to her — when her laughter disappeared entirely.

He waited until five-thirty, when most of the floor had emptied. Then he sent a short message.

From: A. Harrington

Subject: Stay a minute.

She almost ignored it. Almost. But something in her chest told her running away wouldn't make it easier.

When she stepped into his office, the lights were dim, the skyline outside a wash of rain and amber streetlights. He was by the window, jacket off, tie loose, sleeves rolled to his elbows — the image of composure undone.

"You wanted to see me?" she asked quietly.

He turned. "Yes. Close the door, please."

She did, and the sound seemed to seal them off from the world.

"People are talking," he said.

"I know."

"I'm sorry," he added after a pause. "I should have been more careful."

Her eyes flicked up, startled. "You're sorry?"

"For putting you in this position."

She let out a breath that wasn't quite a laugh. "That's one way to describe it."

He frowned. "What's that supposed to mean?"

"It means," she began, steady but trembling, "that you don't have to apologise. You don't have to do anything. You're Alexander Harrington. You're the CEO. You could set this building on fire and people would still call you brilliant."

"That's not fair."

"It's true," she said, voice breaking just slightly. "You'll be fine, no matter what happens. But I won't."

He took a slow step forward. "Amelia—"

"No." She held up a hand. "Please, let me say this."

He stopped.

She swallowed hard, eyes fixed on the floor. "I've spent my whole life trying to build something for myself. I worked through university, studied while everyone else was out celebrating. I did everything right — every decision, every exam, every hour. Because I thought that if I worked hard enough, I could have a career. A stable life. Something that made my parents proud."

Her voice wavered, but she pressed on. "And now I'm standing here, in your office, realising that one mistake — one moment of being human — could take all of that away."

He opened his mouth, but she didn't let him speak.

"I can't be the girl people whisper about, Alexander. I can't be your rumour. And I won't let this ruin what I've built."

The silence that followed was heavy.

He moved closer then, carefully, like someone approaching something fragile. "Is that what you think this is? A rumour? A mistake?"

"I don't know what this is," she said. "But whatever it is, it's dangerous for me."

"Then tell me what you want me to do."

She finally looked up, tears glinting in the dim light. "Maybe I should start looking for another job. Somewhere else. Somewhere this won't follow me."

For a second, he couldn't breathe. "You're leaving?"

"I'm not saying I want to," she whispered. "I'm saying maybe I should."

He shook his head, running a hand through his hair. "No. No, absolutely not."

"Alexander—"

"Don't." His voice softened, breaking at the edges. "Don't say you'll leave because of me."

She crossed her arms, trying to stay steady. "Then tell me what you expect me to do. Keep pretending nothing's happening while everyone stares? Keep waiting for the day they decide I only got here because you—"

"Stop," he said sharply, then lowered his voice. "Stop. You worked for everything you have. No one gave you anything. Least of all me."

Her eyes filled again. "Then prove it. Don't make this harder than it already is."

He was quiet for a long time, the rain tapping against the glass.

Then he said, carefully, "If giving you space is what you need… then I'll do that."

She blinked, caught off guard. "You'll what?"

"I'll stop trying to find excuses to see you at work," he said. "No more meetings that don't matter. No more late emails. You'll have the time you need — outside of this place — to decide if what you feel for me is worth risking everything for."

"And if it isn't?"

He gave a small, sad smile. "Then I'll let you go. And I'll respect it."

Her heart clenched. "That sounds like goodbye."

"It's not," he said, voice low. "It's just… space. So I don't lose you entirely."

She stared at him, torn between anger and tenderness. "You make it sound so simple."

"It's anything but," he said. "But I'd rather lose my pride than make you lose yourself."

She stood there for a long moment, the ache between them almost unbearable. Then she nodded once.

"Alright," she whispered. "Time, then."

He exhaled, relief and heartbreak tangled together. "Time."

She turned to leave.

But before she reached the door, he spoke again — barely a whisper.

"For what it's worth," he said, "you were never a mistake to me."

She didn't turn around. She couldn't.

She just closed the door behind her and walked down the quiet hall, each step heavier than the last.

Inside, Alexander stood motionless, his reflection blurred in the rain-darkened glass.

He'd spent his life controlling everything — markets, empires, outcomes.

But he couldn't control this.

He couldn't control her.

And he'd never wanted to less.

He stood there for a long time after the door closed, her scent still lingering faintly in the room — something soft and clean, like jasmine and rain.

The office around him was silent, but his thoughts weren't. They crashed and collided, a thousand fragments of what she'd said replaying in his head.

I've spent my whole life trying to build something for myself.

I can't be your rumour.

Maybe I should start looking for another job.

Those words hit harder than any boardroom loss.

He sat down heavily, elbows on his knees, staring at the floor.

He wasn't used to feeling powerless. Every problem he'd ever had could be solved with money, strategy, or willpower. But this — this was different.

He'd built his entire life on being in control. And yet somehow, a twenty-one-year-old woman with nervous smiles and honest eyes had undone him with a single truth: that his power was exactly what made him dangerous to her.

The sky outside was already dark by the time he left the building.

He drove through the city on autopilot, past the glowing shopfronts, the rainy pavements, the blurred lights of buses. He wasn't heading home exactly — just moving, the car a quiet cocoon where he could think.

By the time he pulled up outside the small townhouse in Didsbury, the rain had stopped.

He could see the warm light spilling from the kitchen window, the silhouette moving inside.

His grandmother opened the door before he could knock.

"Alexander," Eleanor said, smiling, her silver hair swept into its usual chignon. "You look exhausted. Come in, dear."

He tried to smile. "I didn't want to intrude."

"Nonsense. You never intrude."

She stepped aside, ushering him in. "Dinner's nearly ready. Sit. Tell me what's turned that face of yours into a thundercloud."

They ate quietly for a while — roasted chicken, red wine, the faint sound of rain starting again against the window. Eleanor had always been the calm in his storms. She'd raised him after his parents died; she knew every version of him — the boy, the man, the businessman, the one who forgot how to breathe sometimes.

Halfway through the meal, she set down her fork and looked at him.

"Alright," she said. "Tell me about the girl."

He froze. "What girl?"

She raised an eyebrow. "The one who's been haunting your thoughts all evening. I might be old, Alexander, but I'm not blind."

He gave a tired laugh. "You always see right through me."

"Of course I do. It's my job." She poured him more wine. "Now, who is she?"

He hesitated, then exhaled. "Her name's Amelia Clarke. She works in HR. She's… remarkable."

Eleanor's eyes softened. "And young, I'm guessing, from that tone."

"Twenty-one," he admitted.

Eleanor nodded slowly. "And I assume you're not telling me this because it's simple."

He leaned back, rubbing a hand over his jaw. "It isn't. I've tried to stay away. I've told myself it's reckless, irresponsible — all of it true. But when I'm near her, everything else disappears. She's—" He stopped, searching for the right word. "She's different. Honest. She looks at me like I'm just a man, not a name."

Eleanor studied him quietly for a long moment.

"And you care for her."

"Yes."

It wasn't a confession; it was a fact.

"Does she know?"

"She does. But she's afraid. Afraid of what this could do to her career, her reputation. And she's right to be."

Eleanor sighed softly, folding her napkin. "Ah. The world hasn't changed as much as I'd hoped."

He frowned. "What do you mean?"

"When I was your age, I loved a man my family didn't approve of," she said. "He was kind, brilliant, and poor. I chose security instead. Your grandfather. A good man, but not the one I loved. And I've wondered, for fifty years, what would have happened if I'd been brave enough to choose differently."

He looked at her, startled. "You've never told me that."

She smiled faintly. "You were too young to understand. But perhaps now you're old enough to know that love — real love — rarely arrives at convenient times."

He leaned forward. "So what are you saying? That I should ignore the consequences? That I should risk her career, her peace, because of how I feel?"

Eleanor shook her head gently. "I'm saying that you should protect her from the world, not from yourself. If she's afraid of being destroyed by your power, show her that your power can shield her too. And if you can't do that — if you doubt your own strength — then let her go before you both break."

He stared at the wine glass, her words sinking deep.

"I don't want to hurt her," he said quietly.

"Then don't," she replied simply. "But don't pretend indifference either. That hurts more than honesty ever could."

Later, when he left, the rain had stopped again.

The streets were slick with light, the world hushed and reflective. He drove home slowly, Eleanor's words echoing in his mind.

Protect her from the world, not from yourself.

When he reached his apartment, he sat in the car for a long moment before getting out.

He looked up at the skyline — the same skyline Amelia probably saw from her window somewhere across the city — and whispered to the night,

"I'm not letting you go, Amelia Clarke. Not yet."

The city lights shimmered in the wet pavement, like tiny stars that had fallen just to listen.

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