The city held its breath under a blanket of oppressive, pre-dawn stillness. Inside his penthouse, the silence was a physical presence, broken only by the ragged rhythm of Yoon Siheon's breathing as he surfaced from a sleep of tangled, thorny dreams. His neck was stiff, his mouth cotton-dry, the familiar price of chasing words deep into the night.
He blinked, the blue light of the monitor stinging his eyes. The final chapters of Crimson Lies awaited, a labyrinth of poison and passion he had constructed with the grim determination of a fated man. His fingers reached for the keyboard, ready to descend back into the narrative.
And then he saw it.
The journal.
It sat on the polished surface of his desk as if it had grown there, an ancient, weathered stone in a stream of modern technology. His breath hitched, a sharp, painful sound in the quiet. He hadn't touched it in years. He had locked it away in the storage unit, a reliquary for a pain too foundational to examine, a primary source document for the tragedy that had defined him.
How?
His gaze, sharp and frantic, swept the dark room. It landed on the pressed snapdragon in its glass prison, then darted to the photograph of her laughing. The two objects existed in his periphery, talismans he both cherished and feared. But the journal… its presence here was a violation of a sacred boundary. It was Ha Seol. It could only be her.
A cold, sharp fury, clean and precise, cut through his exhaustion. She had trespassed. She had walked into his sanctum, past his sleeping, defenseless form, and laid his own raw, pathetic history on his desk like a diagnosis. She was trying to prune him. To cut away the diseased parts of his past in the hopes that something healthier would grow.
His first instinct was one of pure, unadulterated rage. To call her. To shred the journal. To write her out of the narrative with a violence so final it would erase her from his mind. She had seen the boy in these pages, the weak, grieving, logical child trying to solve an unsolvable equation. The humiliation was a fire in his veins.
He snatched the journal, his knuckles white, ready to hurl it across the room.
But he didn't.
His thumb brushed against the worn leather, and a memory, long suppressed, ambushed him. Not of his mother's death, but of her life. Of sitting in her real greenhouse, not the sterile replica he'd built, the air thick and humid, her hands, soil-stained and gentle, guiding his small ones to repot a fragile seedling. "You have to be brave to care for something, Siheon-ah," she had whispered, her voice a soft melody against the rustle of leaves. "It's the bravest thing in the world. Because you are agreeing to be hurt when it inevitably withers."
He had spent a lifetime proving her wrong. He had built a world where nothing could wither because he refused to care for anything at all.
His rage dissolved, leaving behind a vast, hollow ache. He sank into his chair, the journal heavy in his lap. He didn't open it. He didn't need to. He knew every tortured, analytical word by heart. He had been pruning himself for decades, cutting away every soft, vulnerable shoot of feeling, believing he was cultivating a stronger, more resilient plant. But he had only created a bonsai monster, twisted and stunted, all its growth directed inward into a knot of dark obsession.
He looked at the laughing woman in the photograph. She wasn't afraid of withering. She worked with it every day. She understood the cycle. Life, death, and the brave, stubborn beauty that existed in between.
He looked at the snapdragon. Presumption. Her presumption had been that he was worth saving.
And then, his eyes fell on the final line he had written before falling asleep. The line that was to be the catalyst for the book's brutal third act. "He knew then that the only way to possess her forever was to preserve her at the peak of her beauty, a perfect, eternal bloom in the garden of his memory."
It was the fantasy of the forensic botanist. The fantasy of a terrified boy who had lost his mother. It was his fantasy.
The truth, the one Seol had forced into the light, was a brutal pruning shears. It wasn't about possessing her. It was about being worthy of her. And he wasn't. This manuscript, Crimson Lies, was proof. It was a monument to his brokenness.
A strange calm settled over him. The chaotic noise in his head, the screaming chorus of plot and counterplot, fear and desire, simply stopped. The path was suddenly, devastatingly clear.
He selected the entire manuscript. Hundreds of pages. Thousands of hours. The sum total of his anguish and his genius, the story that was going to cement his legacy and exorcise his demons. The story that was, in its deepest essence, a love letter to his mother and a warning to the woman he had somehow, impossibly, begun to love.
He pressed delete.
A single dialog box appeared. "Are you sure you want to permanently delete 'Crimson_Lies_Final_Draft'?"
He didn't hesitate. He clicked yes.
The screen went blank. The weight that had been crushing him for a lifetime didn't vanish, but it shifted. It was no longer a boulder he was carrying; it was soil. Hard, unyielding, but with the potential for something to grow.
He picked up his phone. His hand was steady. He didn't call Choi Taek. He typed a text to Ha Seol. It was not a confession. It was not a promise. It was a single, stark sentence, the truest thing he had ever written.
"The story is gone."
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The sun was just beginning to tinge the horizon with a soft, rose-gold light when Seol's phone buzzed on her nightstand. She was awake, had been for hours, staring at the ceiling and waiting for the axe to fall.
She fumbled for the phone, her heart in her throat. The message glowed in the dim room.
"The story is gone."
She read it once. Twice. A dozen times. The words refused to coalesce into meaning. Gone? How could it be gone? It was his masterpiece, his obsession, his reason for being. It was the sword hanging over her head.
She called him. He answered on the first ring.
"What do you mean?"she asked, her voice thin with sleep and shock.
"I deleted it,"he said. His voice was quiet, stripped bare. There was no triumph, no drama. Just a flat, exhausted finality. "The file is gone. The narrative is terminated."
"Siheon…your publisher… the advance…"
"I don't care."The simplicity of the statement was more powerful than any grand declaration. "It was the wrong story."
Silence stretched between them,filled only by the sound of his breathing, syncopated with hers over the line.
"Why?"she finally whispered.
He didn't answer for a long time.When he did, his voice was so soft she had to press the phone hard against her ear. "You left me the journal. You showed me the root. A good gardener doesn't just appreciate the bloom. He tends to the root. Even when it's ugly. Even when it's diseased." He took a shaky breath. "You were the only one brave enough to do that. The story I was writing… it was a way of avoiding the pruning. It's gone."
Tears she didn't know she was holding back welled in her eyes, hot and sudden. This wasn't a victory. It was a cataclysm. He had dismantled his own world.
"What happens now?" she asked, echoing her question from the terrace.
"I don't know,"he admitted, and the raw honesty in those three words was more terrifying and more hopeful than any meticulously plotted future he could have outlined. "For the first time in my life, I don't have a plot. The page is blank."
The line went quiet again, but this silence was different. It wasn't the tense silence of a standoff or the hollow silence of isolation. It was the fertile silence of unplowed earth after a long winter. It was full of potential, and terror, and a faint, impossible whisper of light.
"A blank page is a beginning, Siheon," Seol said softly, a single tear tracing a path down her temple and into her hair. "Not an ending."
There was no reply. But she could feel him, on the other end of the line, listening. Standing in the ruins of his old story, looking out at the terrifying, wide-open expanse of a new one. A story with no contract, no outline, and no guaranteed ending. A story they would have to write, word by fragile word, together.