The Blood Shadow Pack house was quiet, the muted glow of lanterns casting long shadows along the polished floors. Serena paced the main hall, heart pounding, ginger hair falling loosely over her shoulders, coffee-brown eyes blazing with anger, hurt, and confusion.
Clinton Stratford entered, sober now, every inch of his massive frame tense yet careful. His golden eyes immediately found her, the raw vulnerability in them belying the Alpha's usual confidence.
"Serena," he began softly, voice low but steady, "can we talk?"
She stopped, hands clenched, resisting the urge to storm past him. "We need to." Her voice trembled, betraying the emotions she fought to control.
He stepped closer, careful to give her space, yet every movement radiated the desire to protect, to be near her, to make her feel safe. "I know what you saw earlier. I… I was weak. I let myself be taken advantage of," he admitted, jaw tight, eyes flicking downward briefly in shame. "But that doesn't change how I feel about you."
Serena's chest tightened. "You… you let it happen?" Her voice shook slightly, a mixture of accusation and hurt.
"I was hurting," he confessed, voice breaking just slightly. "Every time you push me away, every time you reject me… it cuts deeper than anything else. Charis, Draxis—they feel it too. I can't bear being so close to you and yet so far. I just… I just want to be with you, Serena. I want to hold you, to protect you, to be near you. I'll never touch you when you don't want me to, no matter how much it hurts. I swear it."
The words hit her like a tidal wave. She had never seen Clinton so vulnerable, so raw, so exposed—and yet, in that moment, every wall she had built around her heart wavered.
"I… I didn't know…" she whispered, voice trembling, eyes glistening.
He stepped closer, letting his hands hover near her shoulders, his presence magnetic and grounding. "You don't have to say anything. Just… let me be here. That's all I want."
Serena's knees weakened slightly, Charis growling softly in excitement and relief. She took a deep breath, letting herself surrender, if only for a moment. Slowly, cautiously, she leaned into him. Clinton's arms wrapped around her instantly, warm, solid, protective.
Their lips met softly at first, tentative, a whisper of a kiss that spoke volumes—apology, longing, reassurance, and love. When Serena melted further into him, the kiss deepened, more urgent, more passionate.
"I… I've wanted this," Clinton murmured against her lips, voice low and rough, "more than I can say."
Serena shivered against him, letting her hands drift over his chest, feeling the powerful beat of his heart. "I… I'm afraid," she admitted quietly, voice nearly breaking. "Afraid of losing myself… of being too distracted… of letting this take me away from everything I need to do Clinton....shhhhh."
Clinton held her tighter, nuzzling her hair, his lips brushing against her temple. "You won't lose yourself. Not while I'm here. I'll match you step for step. I'll never let you feel small or helpless. I just… want to be with you. That's all."
Serena's resistance faltered completely. She let her fingers trace his strong arms, letting him guide her to a nearby room, away from prying eyes. In the quiet privacy of the chamber, they surrendered to each other—a fusion of passion, trust, and desperate longing. Their kisses deepened, hands roaming, exploring, but always with a mutual respect that neither would violate the other's boundaries.
Hours passed in heat and whispered confessions. When they finally collapsed together, breathless, hearts pounding, Serena rested her head against Clinton's chest, listening to the steady, grounding rhythm of his heartbeat.
Her internal struggle raged even there, in his arms. Desire warred with fear, independence battled with longing, and the weight of her destiny lingered at the edges of her mind. Yet, she allowed herself to lean into him completely, trusting him as her mate, her protector, and the one who understood the pull of Selene's will.
"I…" she whispered, voice muffled against his chest. "I don't know if I can ever stop being afraid."
Clinton pressed a gentle kiss to her temple, wrapping her tighter. "You won't be alone. Not ever. I'll hold you, every step. And when you're ready… we'll face everything together."
Serena closed her eyes, letting the warmth of his embrace, the steady pulse of his heart, and the undeniable connection of their mateship wash over her. For the first time in days, she allowed herself to relax, to feel, and to believe that maybe… just maybe, love could exist alongside duty, destiny, and the power she was yet to fully command.
