Hey my lovies hope you are enjoying this book. More chapters will be coming soon just you wait enjoy and one more thing their will be both Nathaniel's and Luke's point of view even a third or fourth people too so heads up.
(Femboy Diamond đ)
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POV: LUKE'S POINT OF VIEW.
The weekends has been great but the image of Nathaniel's solid chest and warm breath that swept on my skin sent shivers down my spine in a good way. That scent that I came to like is buried deep within my senses and trust me when I say this I got distracted by all this.
The bell rang for first period and it kinda feel tense maybe we had our classes together. Why wouldn't this stupid heart of mine calm down just for a little while. Jezz.
I walked into the class sat down far enough from Nathaniel as the class teacher begin his lesson which I hardly paid attention to.
"Mr Luke are you paying attention to this class" Mr miles asked.
'Fuck me i got distracted by a guy this hasn't happened before... Like what the fuck' i thought before I answered
"Am good sir just a little out, just from stress." I said as I sat upright.
Mr miles just nodded and continues his teaching, but guys I was not feeling the words at all not one bit of lecture was entering my little brain of mine and that bothered me like a lot.
I felt uncomfortable in class from the teaching and from the pairs of eyes I could feel staring behind my back. I turned around to see who's staring and I did made a mistake on that. It was A bad idea to look back cause immediately I did I got pulled into his eyes those beautiful grey eyes that looks like white clouds, my mouth went dry instantly. I wanted to stare in them some more but I later remembered I was in class.
"Sir I need to use the restroom I will be quick" I said while standing up making my way to the door.
'what is going on with me today God , he's flooding my mind. I need some space.' I thought as I walked to the restroom I washed my hands then washed my face before staring at the mirror watching as my breath rise and fall still remembering what went down on Sunday morning which was just yesterday.
I remembered my actions from yesterday as I held to Nathaniel tightly like a little kitten and I think I sniffed him off too which is embarrassing.
I felt my face redden from the heat. God just kill me now. End it all now I can't face him.
"And why did he had to smell so good too..... all these actions hasn't come out with any body else or I haven't felt this way before so why now and to make it all worst because its my best friend that these feelings, these emotions are being triggered ." I said just above a whisper.
'but he has that pink sexy and juicy lip that I just want to kiss and I bit it will be soft too.' I thought but later shake my head vigorously like shaking a milkshake the only difference is am shaking my head not an actual milkshake and God what's going on with me.
I suddenly felt someone behind me so I stared through the mirror and it was a guy from my class. Jesus kill me already. just then he spoke some words... I think he should bury those words he just heard me say.
"I didn't hear anything, ..." And great he ran away before I could stop him and clear this misunderstanding.
Things are going to get awkward right now. I came out from the restroom but going back to class was not going to help do I walked towards the music room instead. Maybe to run away from him or more or so myself.
Entering the room I didn't see anyone and I just wandered through the room touching instruments as they lay lifeless on the chairs, floor and instrument rack.
I had played many instruments before with the help of gramps but I was more perfect with the piano and saxophone and am sure you guys didn't know that about me huh..... Of course you don't, no one knows expect mom and gramps.
I walked to the piano sat down looked everywhere to see if I was completely alone then I pressed a few keys to prepare or let's say warmup my fingers, you know for them to get used to the feeling.
"What song should I play...????" I paused for a while before coming to a conclusion
'maybe I should play and sing along.....John Legend song..... All of me"
I played the intro part before singing along with the sound I play and God I fell in more.
**What will I do without your smart mouth
Drawing me and you kicking me out....
I got your head spinning, no kidding
But can pin you down.
**What's going on in that beautiful eyes
Am in your magical mystery ride...
And am so dizzy don't know what hit me
But I be alright.
**My head's underwater 𫧠but am breathing fine...
You're crazy and am out of my mind.
***Cause all of me loves all of you.....
Love your curves and all your edges.
All your perfect imperfections...
Give your all to me, I give my all to you....
Your my end and my beginning
Even when I loose am winning..
***And I give you all... All... All..... All of me yeah.....
But just as I wanted to sing the other part someone sang it instead..... And it was him the very guy I wanted to avoid as much as possible.
Nathaniel..
***And you give me all... All... All... All of you ohhhhh....
And God was his voice so raw, natural and divine to my ears like nothing I have ever heard before and it got me staring back at that perfect face. The thing that makes him perfect.
"Didn't take you for a singer.... My dear Lukey" he said with a teasing smirk perfectly placed on his face.
God am doomed to fall for him without any resistance.
This perfect specimen just will be the death of me one of this days... Not that I was complaining no.....
Weirdly enough I wanted that.
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POV: NATHANIEL'S POINT OF VIEW.
'is lukey avoiding me now...' I thought To myself.
He seemed distant since this morning when we came in through that school gate. He didn't came pick me up nor did he answer his call or return them back. Now he looks like the shadow of he's own self as he stood close to his locker.
I know yesterday was unpredictable and it's something I or we both couldn't come back from. He held me tightly like he was afraid I will disappear and I held him too like it was normal and natural. And God I wanted to kiss him there and then.
When I entered the class waiting for him to show up, what did he do he came a little late which he doesn't do because he hated being late and he went to sit down far away from me like miles away from me..... I might be a little dramatic about that but he sat far and I wasn't ok with that.
Then he seemed distracted like a lot, and I don't blame him who will see or sleep close to a hot guy like me and not feel distracted but am not saying am hot hot but am hotter than most..... Yeah you get my point. Lukey was zoning in and out from lectures then I heard Mr miles ask him if he was okay.
"Mr Luke are you paying attention to this class"
Something just broke inside me, like literally broke. Shattered. Destroyed. Name it what you want cause I feel like am the one supposed to ask him if he's alright, if he's okay, or doing great not him even if he's avoiding me I still feel like I should be the one asking after him not Mr miles.
I saw him think an answer to reply Mr miles and I just wasn't comfortable about it.
"Am good sir just a little out, just from stress."
Of course stressed out from thinking about me huh, you damn liar an thinking about you too.
Mr miles just nods as he continues his lesson and God I wanted to meet him and help him focus. He must have felt me staring at him so he looked behind him just for our eyes to meet and God was he breath taking those eyes that made this world look lovable and innocent. Like as if the greener pastures were planted in his eyes. And guess what?.
Our little staring competition became longer than normal like I was looking at something precious and he was looking at something he needed.
But just before I could wave at him
"Sir I need to use the restroom I will be quick" was what he said while standing up making his way to the door exiting the classroom, abandoning the lesson on Moe of his favourite subject and one interesting topic he loves so much algebra.....
Am my sweet little lukey was out of my sight. And it just cracked my heart opened. The e truth was ever since Luke came back from Canada I had started to like him maybe just as a friend at that time but after that wet dream till this point, I have liked him beyond normal friendship and I know that he feels it too.
Time passes quickly and he wasn't back yet. Panick rose up my gut, but just then someone walked through that door I was happy thinking he was the one but it quickly dropped as soon as I saw another guy I barely know.
I got up from my sit took an excuse then made my way to the restroom thinking he was in there, sorry to bust your expectations... What the fuck, what were you thinking he wasn't even in the restroom. i ran through the hallways looking, finding him but he seems like he never wanted anybody to find him. I was feeling a little down but I decided to go to the other end where many other classrooms were like the music room, laboratory, medical bay, the principal's office, P.H.E class and the library, am not giving up on him just yet even if it takes me all day am going to look for him. So I ran to the there, Passing by the music room I heard a melody far greater than anything I've heard.
I opened the door to look, and maybe my curiosity took the better of me yeah that was what happened and it was the best or one among the best decision of my life.
Sitting by the piano was Luke, looking so perfect as if he was meant to sit there with his delicate fingers pressing the keys with less pressure but his movements were precisely and swift. I couldn't take my eyes of him. He didn't notice my presence at all singing one of the music I came to love because of him.
All of me by John Legend, I was tempted to join in so I waited for the right time before I joined in.
***And you give me all... All... All... All of you ohhhhh
He turned to look at me with something I think was surprise and something else I couldn't comprehend.
"Didn't take you for a singer.... My dear Lukey" I said with a teasing smirk placed on my face.
Then he blushed hard and God was I doomed to die out of love for this boy..... Who effortlessly took my heart away without even trying.
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Author's Note:
My babies are making my heart sing songs of joy. But I think I have other plans for them.
Caught you all in the next chapter and I promise you will enjoy it.
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