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Anna woke slowly.
Not startled.
Not afraid.
Just… aware.
The kind of awareness that came when someone was nearby—but not intruding. When the air felt occupied, not threatened.
The tent glowed faintly with early morning light, pale gold filtering through the canvas. Snow had stopped sometime during the night. The world outside felt hushed, as if it were holding its breath.
She lay still, listening.
The wind was quiet.
Not gone—never gone—but resting.
Her fingers pressed lightly against her chest. The cracked stone didn't ache. It didn't pulse. It simply was.
That frightened her more than pain ever had.
"You're awake," a voice said softly.
She turned her head.
Shou Feng stood near the entrance, no shadows curling, no tension coiled. Just him—arms loose at his sides, posture relaxed in a way she hadn't seen before.
"How long?" she asked.
"Since before you opened your eyes."
She sat up slowly, the blanket sliding down her shoulders. He looked away—not sharply, not embarrassed—just… respectfully.
That small thing did more to steady her than anything else.
"You didn't have to stay," she said.
"Yes," he replied. "I did."
She frowned. "Why?"
He was quiet for a long moment.
Outside, the wind stirred faintly, like it was listening too.
"Because you were afraid when you fell asleep," he said at last.
Anna blinked. "I didn't say anything."
"You didn't need to."
She hugged her knees, drawing the blanket closer. "I hate that you can tell."
"I hate that I can't stop it," he answered.
The honesty startled her.
She studied him then—not the commander, not the feared name whispered through camps—but the man standing in front of her. Tired eyes. Stillness that felt earned rather than imposed.
"You scare people," she said quietly.
"I know."
"You scare me too."
He didn't flinch. "Good."
She shook her head. "No. Not like that."
That made him look at her.
"Then how?"
She searched for the words. "Like… you're standing at the edge of something. And if you step forward, everything changes."
A faint exhale left him. Almost a laugh.
"That's the first true thing anyone's said to me in a long time."
She tilted her head. "People lie to you?"
"They tell me what they think I want to hear."
"And what do you want to hear?"
He didn't answer.
Instead, he crossed the tent slowly and sat down on the edge of the bench opposite her—not close enough to touch, but close enough that she felt the warmth of him.
For a while, they just sat.
The quiet wasn't awkward.
It was shared.
"You don't look like someone who trusts easily," she said.
"I don't."
"But you stayed."
"Yes."
"Why?"
He looked down at his hands. Strong hands. Steady. The kind that had done terrible things—and careful ones too.
"Because," he said slowly, "when you took that power… you didn't reach for it like a weapon."
She swallowed. "I was terrified."
"Exactly."
She smiled faintly. "That's a strange compliment."
"It's the only one that matters."
The wind slipped into the tent, gentle and warm, brushing past them both. It didn't choose sides. It didn't favor one over the other.
It simply stayed.
Anna closed her eyes.
"I don't belong here," she admitted. "Sometimes it feels like I was dropped into someone else's story."
Shou Feng watched her carefully. "You belong more than you think."
"That's easy for you to say."
"No," he said softly. "It isn't."
She opened her eyes. "Why?"
"Because I know what it's like to be shaped by things you never asked for."
Something in his voice—low, unguarded—made her chest tighten.
"What shaped you?" she asked.
He hesitated.
Then, quietly, "Expectation. Fear. Survival."
She nodded. "Those are heavy things."
"They leave marks."
She surprised herself by reaching out—not boldly, not quickly—but resting her hand beside his on the bench.
Not touching.
Just close.
"I have marks too," she said.
He looked at her hand. Then at her face.
"I know," he said.
They didn't move.
Didn't need to.
The connection wasn't in touch—it was in permission.
"You shouldn't trust me," he said eventually.
"I know."
"And yet?"
"And yet," she replied, "you haven't lied to me."
A long silence followed.
Then he said something so quiet she almost missed it.
"I don't lie to people I plan to hurt."
Her breath caught.
"But I haven't decided what I plan to do with you."
She should have pulled away.
She didn't.
Instead, she leaned forward—just enough that their foreheads nearly touched.
"Neither have I," she whispered.
The wind stilled.
Not watching.
Not reacting.
Just… giving them space.
For one fragile moment, they weren't villain and heroine.
They were two people standing at the edge of becoming something they didn't yet have names for.
Shou Feng stood first.
Not abruptly. Not coldly.
But carefully—like someone leaving something breakable behind.
"Get dressed," he said softly. "The world will wake soon."
She nodded. "Will you still be here?"
He paused at the entrance.
"Yes," he said. "For now."
When he left, the tent felt emptier—but not hollow.
Anna sat there long after, heart full and unsteady.
Readers would feel it.
Because this wasn't love.
It was the beginning of understanding.
And that, she knew, was far more dangerous.
The world had narrowed to a strip of leather, the creak of yew, and the distant, frayed circle of the target.
—
Anna stood, feet planted in the damp earth of a small, pine-ringed clearing a ten-minute walk from the camp's edge. It was Shou Feng's place—a slice of quiet he'd pointed to that morning, his voice leaving no room for debate. "Your form is thinking too much," he'd said. "Your hands know more than your head. We go where your head is quiet."
Here, the camp sounds were a muted rumor. The air smelled of pine resin and cold stone.
She nocked the arrow, the familiar ritual grounding her. Draw, anchor, breathe. The power in the bow was a live thing, a tension she commanded. She released.
Thwack.
The arrow struck the outer ring of the target, quivering.
A low sound came from behind her left shoulder. Not a critique. An acknowledgement.
"Better," Shou Feng said. He hadn't been touching her, hadn't been crowding her. He was a presence, a calibrated silence at her back. "The release is cleaner. Less fear in it."
"It's still off," Anna said, frowning at the target.
"It's a process. Not a defect."
She nocked another arrow. This time, she felt him step closer. Not into her space, but into her periphery. The heat of him bled into the cool air between them.
"Your shoulder," he said, his voice a low rumble that vibrated in the hollow of her own chest. "You're dropping it at the last second. Anticipating the recoil. You must commit through the shot."
"It hurts," she admitted, the bowstring feeling suddenly like a blade against her fingertips.
"I know. Pain is a teacher. But so is trust. Trust the form. It will hold you."
She drew again, the muscles in her back and shoulder burning. She focused on the feel of the fletching against her cheek, the alignment of the sight pin. She committed.
Thwack.
Closer to the center. A good shot.
A breath left her, a cloud in the cold air. A spark of pride, bright and clean, flared in her chest.
"Good," he murmured, and this time, he did step into her space. His hands came up, not to take the bow, but to adjust her. One broad palm settled high on her left arm, just below the shoulder, his touch firm through the layers of wool and leather. The other hand pressed against the center of her back, between her shoulder blades.
"Here," he said, his voice directly at her ear now. "This is your anchor. This line. From your drawing hand, through your back, to your feet. It is a rod of iron. Do you feel it?"
She felt him. Every nerve ending lit up, mapping the points of contact: his palm, his fingers splayed against her spine. The crackling stone beneath her tunic might as well have been dormant. All the energy in the universe seemed concentrated where he touched her.
"Yes," she breathed, the word barely audible.
"Again."
She fumbled for an arrow, her fingers suddenly clumsy. He didn't move away. His presence was a solid wall at her back, his heat enveloping her. She drew, his hands guiding the minute rotation of her torso, the settling of her shoulder.
She released.
Thwack.
The arrow buried itself in the red painted center of the target.
A shockwave of pure, undiluted triumph shot through her. She gasped, a laugh bubbling up. "I did it."
"You did," he said. His voice had changed. The instructor's cadence was gone, stripped away. What was left was raw and quiet.
His hands didn't leave her. The one on her arm slid down to her elbow, then to her wrist, his fingers circling it. The other remained pressed against her back, holding her in that perfect, finished form.
Slowly, she let the bow dip, the tension bleeding out of the string and into the air between them. He turned her.
There was no space left. The morning chill, the pines, the distant camp—all of it receded into a blur. There was only his face, closer than it had ever been. His eyes, usually like chips of obsidian, held a storm of something she couldn't name. The stillness he wore was taut now, a wire about to snap.
She saw the decision in his eyes a heartbeat before he moved. It wasn't a gentle leaning-in. It was a surrender to a gravitational pull that had been building since the moment she woke to find him in her tent.
His mouth found hers.
It was not a question. It was an answer to every unspoken thing that had passed between them—the fear, the understanding, the dangerous, fragile trust. It was heat and claiming and a desperate, shared hunger.
Anna's world exploded into sensation. The bow fell from her limp fingers, thudding on the soft earth. A sound was torn from her throat, a muffaked gasp against his lips. She surged into him, her hands flying up to clutch at the front of his tunic, fisting in the heavy fabric as if he were the only solid thing in a tilting universe.
He kissed her like a man starved, like a man drowning and finding air in her. One hand came up to cradle the back of her head, fingers tangling in her hair, angling her to deepen the kiss. The other arm banded around her waist, locking her against him. She was pressed flush to the hard planes of his body, every curve and hollow aligning.
He walked her back. Two steps, three. Her shoulders met the rough, cold bark of a massive pine at the clearing's edge. The impact was swallowed by the heat of him. He pinned her there, not with violence, but with a devastating totality. His body was a barrier against the world, his mouth a brand on hers.
Hot breath mingled. The taste of him was of cold air and something inherently him—dark, like earth and wintergreen. She kissed him back with all the pent-up confusion, the loneliness, the terrifying attraction she'd refused to name. She nipped at his lower lip, and he growled, the vibration shuddering through her own chest.
This was nothing like the fragile moment in the tent. This was not the edge of understanding. This was the fall.
One of his legs slid between hers, the intimate pressure wringing a sharp cry from her. Her head spun. Her blood was a roaring torrent in her ears, louder than any wind. Her hands slid from his tunic to his neck, feeling the powerful cords of muscle, the frantic pulse that beat there in time with her own.
Just as suddenly as it began, he tore his mouth from hers.
They were both breathing as if they'd run for miles. Ragged, desperate gasps that fogged the tiny space between their faces. His forehead rested against hers, his eyes squeezed shut. His body still held hers captive against the tree, trembling with the effort of holding still.
"Anna." Her name was a rough scrape, a confession and a curse.
She couldn't speak. She could only feel—the frantic hammer of her heart, the ache blooming low in her belly, the shocking, perfect imprint of his body on hers.
He opened his eyes. The storm there was wild, unchained. But beneath it, she saw the dawning horror. The consequence.
Slowly, as if each movement caused him physical pain, he pushed himself back. The cold air rushed in to replace him, a shocking assault on her feverish skin. His hands fell to his sides, clenched into white-knuckled fists.
He took another step back, creating a chasm of two feet that felt like a mile.
For a long moment, they just stared at each other, wrecked and silent in the too-bright morning. The evidence of her skill—the arrow dead-center in the target—stood in absurd, silent witness.
Shou Feng's gaze flicked to it, then back to her swollen lips. A muscle jumped in his jaw.
"We're done for today," he said, his voice hollow, stripped of all its earlier warmth.
He didn't wait for a reply. He turned and walked out of the clearing, his stride swift and punishing, leaving her alone with the taste of him on her mouth, the ghost of his hands on her body, and the terrifying, exhilarating knowledge that everything had just changed forever.
To be continued...