He reached for a condom from the bowl of them on the steamer trunk.
I couldn't believe this was happening as he stroked himself to his full hardness and rolled on the condom so matter-of-factly he could have been tying his shoes if he'd been wearing any.
"You can say 'Red' anytime," Qin Mochen said from his armchair. "We're mature.
We have self-control."
I nodded understanding, taking comfort in his words.
It made it easier for me to know he's the one. That finally I was doing it, when he pushed my legs wide open.
Out of the corner of my eye I could see Qin Mochen leaning forward, lifting his chin to see me better.
Since I 'd gotten a full wax yesterday, I knew he could see everything, my open labia, my clitoris, my wetness and it aroused me even more to know Qin Mochen was seeing my body without even knowing it was mine.
The plain virgin Lilya, his friend.
He inserted his index finger into me and rubbed along the walls of my vagina.
I felt a sudden pain, and I jolted.
"New and eager," Qin said with a dirty grin, clearly impressed by how wet I was.
I realized quickly he wasn't talking to me, but to himself. "I'll slowly open you up first. Until you get the hang of it.
Then I will slowly but surely finish you off. For your first time satisfaction Sound like a plan?"
I answered, "A perfect plan." I didn't care if he was talking to me or himself, all I wanted was him, entire him.
Surprisingly it took his his sweet fifteen minutes to prepare me and make me completely wet.
Qin Mochen then gripped me by the back of the knees and knelt between my thighs.
This was happening…it was actually happening…
I breathed quick, shallow breaths to calm myself down.
It didn't work.
Qin had his cock in his hand, and the tip pushed against my clitoris in a slow agonizing short pain that slowly turned sweet.
A spasm of pleasure shot through me, and I instinctively lifted my hips to offer myself to him.
With another smooth stroke he was inside me, this time fully.
He pushed my dress up to my stomach, gripped my waist and rode me with firm steady thrusts.
I couldn't believe I was doing this,
I was being crazily fucked by my best friend.
My best friend's fiancee.
So this is what Xia was feeling that day at the garden.
I was letting her man fuck me while I tried to stifle my moans to no veil.
I lifted my head and watched Qin's cock pumping in and out of me.
There's no denying it—i was doing this.
My head fell back on the sofa and I turned to gaze at his broad muscling chest.
I didn't mean to meet his eyes but as soon as I did, I couldn't look away.
All I wanted was to scream...
See me… I wanted to say to him.
Look at me.
I'm not who you think I am.
I'm not just your best friend Lilya and your fiance's best friend, plain one at that.
I'm a woman, and I need you like this… Like how you handle just any other woman.
Not the plain virgin girl you think I am.
He saw me.
Those ocean blue eyes of his never left mine as Qin Mochen fucked me.
If only he knew it was me, I wanted him to know it was Lilya.
It's me…I told him with my eyes.
It's Li qingya, and I want you enough I did this for you, to be with you…
Qin Mochen was fucking me hard now, and I opened my legs wider for him.
He started to touch me, like a woman.
I wasn't ready for him to touch me, but touching me is what I wanted and it's just what he did, pressing his hand onto my lower stomach and pushing down as if trying to feel his cock moving inside me.
Then he dipped his fingertips into his earlier white wine and touched my clitoris with them.
I immediately inhaled sharply, nearly flinching at the sudden coolness on my burning body.
These, everything was just so new to me.
He grinned as he rubbed the swollen knot of my sensitive flesh, toying with it at first before giving it the serious attention it needed.
My hips moved in tight circles as Qin Mochen touched me and fucked me simultaneously.
All the sensation was concentrated in my pelvis, in my sex.
Qin Mochen worked on my clitoris with two fingers and it was more than I could take.
This man I adored and lusted after touching me so intimately while I he was fucking me made me see him in another view…
I don't know how long we were at it but I finally came with a cry and a shudder, my hole gripping and grabbing at Qin Mochen's cock that was still pounding inside me.
He slammed his orgasm into me as I lay back, closed my eyes and took it all.
I finally had it all.
I didn't even care about the consequences.
I was empty inside again when he removed himself and my body felt warm and drowsy.
Somewhere I heard a door open and close. I thought Qin Mochen had left because my eyes were already drowsy, and maybe Mr Li had taken over.
I didn't shudder at the thought but felt fulfilled.
All I know was, I was being lifted into strong arms. Limp and spent, I let the strong arms pull me upright and press me into the back of the couch.
Muscline thighs nudged my legs open and someone penetrated me again.
I opened my eyes and found myself in Qin Mochen's arms, my chin on his shoulder, my legs wound around his waist, as he pinned me to the back of the couch with his cock inside me.
His hands were on my back, lowering the zipper on my dress. I stiffened, suddenly wide awake.