"I feel sorry for you Jennifer. I was pissed when I found out about that evening at Jill's house. I was depressed for weeks. First because my father was deployed overseas on a special mission and I was fearful for his well-being and I was depressed that I had loss you to another and wouldn't enjoy your company or your love anymore. And my mom was depressed because her husband was going to be involved in a dangerous undertaking for over a year."
"Then I met Ginny. She was enthusiastic, beautiful in mind and body, fun to be with, a good dancer and she turned my world upside down. We seem to be well suited for one another, although she's older than I. I might not have been able to forgive you before I met Ginny, but I can honestly tell you I can now. I forgive you Jennifer for having sex with Matt while we were a couple. I'm sorry you had to go through all that. I hope you know now that you shouldn't drink at social events and when you drink, only have one. I don't want you to have to go through this again."
"Thank you Billy, thank you for listening to me this afternoon and not judging or interrupting me as I shared my disgusting behavior with you. Billy, I want to remain friends with you. I want to be able to talk freely with you as we've done in the pass. I loved how we could discuss all sorts of things. You make me feel good about myself, and I need that more now than ever. Thanks for coming and thanks for your forgiveness."
"Yes, we can be close friends, but I'm now committed to a relationship with Ginny. I think you would like her Jennifer and if we are ever in the same place, I want to introduce her to you. I think you would like her too. I've never told her about you or discussed what happened at Jill's house with her. So she will see the true Jennifer if you ever decide to talk with her."
"I would like to meet your new squeeze Billy. You have good taste, you chose me you know. " She giggled. I said, "I'm delighted to hear your giggle. I want you to be happy Jennifer."
"Thanks Billy. That means a lot." I want to kiss you Billy. Please let me kiss you for being a faithful friend."
She didn't wait for permission; she put her arms around my neck pressing her chest against mine, and kissed me passionately on my lips. She didn't insert her tongue inside my mouth, but our lips were parted and wet with our saliva. She leaned back, her beautiful eyes were clear, a smile emerging from deep inside of her heart.
She put her arms around my waist and told me how much that kiss meant to her. She leaned her head on my chest and I could feel her beating heart. She didn't say anything to me. She just held me close and I could hear a soft pleasing cooing sound emerging from within her soul.
I stayed with her. I rubbed her gently, feeling her breasts against my chest. It brought old feelings to the surface and I couldn't discard them. My senses were being aroused, I had little defense to block the feelings being generated in my brain. I could barely hear Mrs. Wilson's warning to be careful.
My mind was telling me, "Seize the moment stupid. She wants you to make love to her. If you really love her why don't you satisfy her desires. What the fuck are you going to do Billy? You made a commitment to Ginny just last night!
Don't you remember that? Mrs. Wilson wants you to be careful because she wants you for herself. Why else would she deliberately show you her private areas. She wants you for herself. You like her, in fact you think she would be easy to seduce since her husband can't provide her with any satisfaction.
Besides he is dumpy looking. She wants a young man who enjoys sex and you're the man she wants to satisfy her longings. What are you going to do Billy? Who do you really want to be with? Your dad will return in a year and your mom won't be able to sleep with you anymore.
Mrs. Wilson is not going to jeopardize her teaching credential or her marriage for a unpredictable teenage boy who is hot to fuck anything with a skirt on and boobs to play with. So what are you going to do? It seems to me Jennifer is the only one that has a chance for a long range romance. She's ready right now Billy. You may not have another opportunity, you better grab it now or lose it forever."
I could feel my penis enlarging as we embraced one another. Neither of us said anything. Was Jennifer's brain racing like mine? Did she want me to fuck her or was she just pleased that I had forgiven her and was content to be friends only?
I heard a moaning sound and she began to press her body into my hardening penis. I knew she wanted me to press back toward her. My mind said again, "Seize the moment Billy; don't be stupid. She wants your dick deep inside of her. Just do it!"
I pushed my lower body into her and she moaned audibly. "Oh, Billy, I love how you are holding me. I love you so much."
My penis was now hard and I knew Jennifer could feel it pressing hard against her body.
She said, "Billy, I like what I am feeling. Do you want to go somewhere where we will be more comfortable?"
I whispered in her ear, :Yes!"
She looked up at me. She smiled. She took my hand and began to lead me toward her bedroom and I stopped. She turned around and faced me. "What's wrong Billy?"
"Jennifer, I can't do this yet? My body says yes, but my mind says you can't do this to Ginny. I would be doing the same thing you did at Jill's if I have sex with you right now."
"I need to think about this. I don't want to hurt Ginny and I don't want you to have unrealistic expectations. I love you Jennifer, but I love Ginny too. I just can't do this to her or to you."
"I understand Billy. You're right! But if you change your mind please tell me. I want you Billy. I want you without attachments and if you want me I will never disappoint you again."
She hugged me and said, "You better get home or your mom is going to get angry. She's going to think you had sex with me."
I left her house and my detractor in my brain said, "She wanted you to fuck her and you said "'no.' That's the most stupid thing you've ever done. Well, now you're going to have to explain to Ginny why you stayed so long talking with Jennifer. She's not going to believe you when you tell her you didn't have sex. You're in a no win situation, and you didn't even get to fuck her pussy."
I walked as fast as I could and when I walked through the door Ginny said, "What took you so long? You've been out of school for over two hours? Did Jennifer read you her biography?"
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