But nothing goes as she planned. She tried to find about him but couldn't find. She tried every way she could. Still there is no result."Looks like I can't find him. Just where he is? He just disappeared like air. " She left for the class . Vivaan felt like someone is watching her. But when she turned around she couldn't find a single soul.She thought that was just her imagination and left.
From time to time she felt chills running down through her spine. She couldn't help but to feel uneasy. She started to ignore her feeling. And one fine day she came across Kaelix. She felt uneasy when she saw him. Kaelix just passed her without saying a word. She thought "finally we are going back as it was before, now there is no need to feel awkward about it anymore."
Vivaan on her way back home, she felt a sharp pain in her tummy. She realised that it's the time. So she went a med store for pain killers. She bought some ginger packs along with pain killer. There she came across him again. She just looked away from his direction and she passed him. "Hah! So this is the reason that you are not wooing me anymore. Looks like you have found someone ." He said while scoffing.
Vivaan frowned at him and asked what does he mean by that. " Now now why are you acting like you are some virtuous woman. After all the schemes. So you have finally found him , the one you are searching for . You even took a leave in order to search for him. " Excuse me! I think you your are misunderstanding something. "What there to misunderstand. You tried to pursue me but failed so now you fixate to another target. Finally you are trying to send a ... night with him. Aren't you?"
Vivaan couldn't believe her ears , she was stunned to the point that she couldn't utter a single word. Her eyes became watery . She felt distressed by his words. "What ! Am I wrong. Let me ask you one thing , you are weeping because I found truth or I put a fullstop for your play of acting like an innocent soul. " She is on the edge of crying and spoke with a cracked voice. What.. what you think of me. How can you think that I am ...do you think I have low esteem. Yes it's my fault that I fell I love with you. It's my fault that I confess my feelings for you. But does that means I deserve to be treated like this.
He scoffed and said " enough with your acting. Just play that to someone else. It won't work on me" Vivaan felt it's futile even if she explain everything. She wiped her tear and tried to leave. Kaelix anger got piqued , he held her hand draged her to the back alley. He pressed her hand to the wall. He said in a sharp tone while clenching his teeth."What ? do I look like a joke to you now . How dare you to leave while I am speaking." Vivaan started crying while struggling to release her hand. She tried to push him away but couldn't. "Even if I try to reason with you , you are not going listen to me anyway. So what the use of me trying to reason with you. SHUT UP ! Vivaan terrified when Kaelix shouted at her. She panicked and forgot to breathe. Her hands were trembling in fear , her heart is pounding like crazy. She felt overwhelmed by him. She looked like someone who could passed out any moment. Her legs gave out, she didn't have any strength left in them.
She remembered something unpleasant. Shut up ! a sound of glass smash , a small girl weeping , hiding her face in a corner. Screaming loud "no no help don't I will never do it again please please stop."
"Van...van....Vivaan pull yourself. Vivaan can you hear me. Vivaan breathe breathe." Vivaan came back to conscious, she saw that Kaelix held her while panicking. His face looked worried but she couldn't bring herself to believe it. " I shouldn't have.... fell for you. I regret it....why are doing this to me. After I got you know that ....you have a girlfriend I....I choose to stay away from you. But... why do I deserve this. Please I beg you.... leave me. I will ..... I will never appear infront of you. She cried. Her eyes became red , her rosy cheeks tained with the tear marks. Kaelix released her hand. Her pale white hands got burised when he held her tight.
Kaelix flustered, he couldn't say anything. He just looked in her eyes. He cuped her cheeks with his palms , she flenched " so you are saying .....you stopped wooing me because you thought I already had a girlfriend?" She nodded. He wiped her tears then he noticed the bag that was lying down next to her. He saw some medicine and ginger packs, he realised that he has a wrong idea.
I have been watching her for sometime. " Hey! What did she show you just now?
" Oh you mean Vivaan! She is just asking around for some guy. But hey isn't he quite handsome even though he looks somewhat gloomy " The girls were buzzing around how handsome he is. Kaelix left from there and went to the class. He sat behind her and kept staring at her. She was totally immersed in class. After sometime Jeff entered the class, she took a glance at him . After Jeff sat down, she fixed her eyes at him. By seeing this Kaelix anger grew . He couldn't control his anger.He left the class. After a few days he saw her again, he just passed her. After he passed her , he looked back at her but she didn't even look at him. His anger grew more than before . That evening he saw her again, all the things that happened before came infront of his eyes. He couldn't control his temper and bursted out . " Just how many people is she trying to get. At first it was me , then Jeff and later someone whom no one in the college knows. She didn't succeed to get me on her side.Now she is scheming someone instead Hah! I can't tolerate this anymore ".
When he saw her watery eyes, he thought to stop this but the scenes kept on appearing infront of him. As he couldn't control his emotions he shouted at her. When he saw her panicked, he thought that she started acting again, but soon he realised it's not. He panicked by looking at her condition. " Hey Vivaan Vivaan what happened to you? Why are you trembling like this. Vivaan Vivaan get a hold of yourself. Vivaan listen to me , breathe.... breathe Vivaan. God damn it just breathe Vivaan." He thought to himself "Just where did things go wrong. If only I accept her proposal and didn't put upon my ego, things would have been different from now" " What my girlfriend, since when I had one? Where did she get this wrong idea from. Or is someone spreading rumours about me.
He held her in his arms and said" Vivaan I don't know where did you get his wrong idea from.....but I never had a girlfriend. I was ... quite frustrated when you are seeing other guys. So I acted like this . I will never treat you like this, so will you go out with me?
WHAT DO YOU THINK?
WILL VIVAAN ACCEPT HIS CONFESSIONS?
DID YOU FIND ANY REMORSE IN HIS WORDS?
DO YOU THINK HE IS APOLOGETIC?
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