The bell rang and everyone walked outside,in the cold breeze that demanded to be felt.
Noxans skin started to itch,he felt this familiar and uncomfortable urge.
Noxan whispered
"I can't do this anymore"
He felt alone with no light to follow in this darkness.
He walked to the toilet, walking trough smoke.
Everyone on the toilet smoked,it were mostly older students but all of them felt the same pain.They all were addicted.
Noxan entered the toilet, shacking his leg uncontrollable,he hit his head with the palm of his hand multiple times.
Noxan started to slowly whisper
"Don't do it, Don't do it, Don't do it"
His face started to drown by his salty tears, agian.
He removed the back of his phone case, holding the sharp metal up.
He slowly moved it on his hand as he heard someones scream from outside.
"THE TEACHER IS COMING"
Everyone was in panic, letting the smoke dissolve fastly,Noxan was also in a rush of panic.
He took the sharp metal and quickly placed it in his phone case again,he stood up and stood on the toilet, knowing what's gonna happen.
If he sees that someone is in here ,I will get suspended.
The teachers didn't care what made the students addicted, they only cared about the place where they committed.
Everyone was silent, expect the sound of the urine stream hitting against the toilet,the heavy breath everyone hold,the sweat that crawled down everyones spine.
The teacher entered the room seeing everyone on there "normal" business.He waited a few minutes before he left again.
Noxan quickly walked outside, seconds before the bell rang.
He went into his classroom too see Sylas smile again,he asked himself again
I look at you seeing you smiling,
Im worried about you.Where do you release your stress, doesn't everyone fight?
He stand next to the door frozen,Noxan didn't stop looking at him until one of his classmates tapped his shoulder because he blocked half of the door.
Noxan made place and apologised.
"I'm so sorry,I was lost in thoughts"
Noxan sat down at his chair.
This time he didn't look at Sylas,he was to worried.Noxan knew he was gonna cry when he looked at him.
*You never cry or show any sings lf sadness,just one time, one single time because of me.
I hate that day,I wish I could delete it form history.
Expect that you had no bad event,but it doesn't make sense.Even if the light is bright there waits something in the shadow,you can't delete darkness you can only temporarily replace it.
When that darkness isn't in school,then were is it.
Don't tell me he's...
No it can't be...
No...
That would also explain why in school he's always full of energy,and why he likes to fight with everyone.It isn't his fun it's his release...*