What Now
She stood at the at the centre of the crossroads in the middle of the night. Tears rolling down her cheeks. She carried the 3 eggs the prophet had told to get. Speaking to herself. Am I really doing this. Suddenly her chest began to tighten. She laid one hand on her chest as she felt pain in her chest. Her mind was racing so fast. Her heart rate had slowed down. Despite being a cold and windy night, she felt nothing. She was about to pass out sweating profusely. She pulled in the air so hard through her nose while gasping for air her eyes opened so wide. Now her body began to give in she could not control her body she wanted to sit stand or pass-out. She wanted the pain to go away as quickly as possible. She tried with every strength she had to not collapse. Anxiety attacks and panic attacks had become norm.
Strength began to come back to her slowly she could breath. Somehow her body felt like it had through a beating. She was still amazed how she survives such ordeals. All she wanted to do was scream and she thought to herself what will that do. She remembered how at one point she drove on the highway and opened her window and screamed. Unlike the movies, it did not help her with anything. She then looked up at the sky and remembered her maker wanted to pray then she remembered the days of continuous prayer. She had spent almost 4 years being faithful with church and prayer. Now she is here. The wind blew cold in her face as if to rub salt in the wounds of her life. It felt like a cold winter in hell. She thought to herself it is now or never. The road was quite on in site. She felt like a calculated witch. She had carefully chosen this intersection. It was not far from her house.
What if I get caught by the police what would I say. As and educated quick thinker she thought I will act like a mental patient. She pulled out some pain killers and sleeping pills and put them in her pockets
Remembering the words of the prophet. You are to find an intersection, Renounce the curse placed on you by your ex-husband crash the first egg to the ground. On the second Egg reverse all the curses back to the sender. Crash the second Egg. Third Egg speak of the blessings you want to see then crash the last egg.
Carefully she came out of the nearing bush. Renounced every curse on her life and crashed the first egg to the ground. Secondly, she reversed and sent back all the curses back to the sender. She carried the last egg in her hand with so much faith spoke the blessings as she was about to crash the egg. A speeding Austin-martin flashed hooting at her. The driver tried so hard to slow down but hit her and she flew to the sky and was thrown out of the road.
She lay on the ground unconscious her last attempt to redeem her chaotic life all shattered by the accident.