Chapter 16: The Ghost in Tuning
The following week was hell. A different kind of hell than the Burger Barn, but a hell nonetheless.
Michael's life became a routine of self-imposed punishment. School, work, and then, the guitar. Every spare minute I had.
His first problem was the language. The score of the System was a wall of incomprehensible symbols. He sat down in front of the laptop and searched: "software convert score to tablature."
He found a free and basic program. With a patience he didn't know he had, he began transcribing the notes from the System's guide to the program, one black dot at a time. It was a slow and tedious job, like cracking a code.
After an hour, I had a translation. A series of numbers on six lines. Tablature. Something that, at least, I could begin to understand. 'Okay. B string, eighth fret.'
He opened YouTube again. "How to Read Guitar Tabs for Dummies." He saw a quick video. "The number 4 on the string of B... okay."
He picked up the guitar. His fingers felt like clumsy sausages on the mast. He put his index finger in the place indicated by the tablature.
He strummed the rope. Bzzzt. A dull, metallic sound. His fingers on the other hand were brushing against the other strings, drowning out the sound.
He tried again, pressing harder. The pain was sharp, surprising. The metal rope felt like barbed wire against the soft skin of its yolk.
"Shit," he whispered, shaking his hand. The pain was real, it wasn't a mental frustration. It was physical.
And so the following week passed.
He would come home from school, throw away his backpack and take his guitar. His fingers hurt. He played dead notes for an hour, the bzzzt and thud repeated to madness.
Then he went to his shift at the Burger Barn. This was the worst hell. The hot, soapy water in the dishwasher was torture for his raw fingers. It felt like I was stuffing my hands into acid.
Sal, the head cook, looked at him with a strange mixture of pity and contempt. "What's wrong with your hands, kid? Did you get into a fight with a sander?"
"Something like that," Michael would murmur, and he would dip his hands back into the dirty water.
The ten-minute break in the alley became vital. He would sit on the milk crate, smoke his cigarette, and look at his hands. They were no longer the soft hands of a programmer. They were the hands of a worker. They were red, calloused, marked. He found them horrible. And, for some reason, he was proud of them.
He returned home at midnight, fatigue a physical weight on his shoulders. And then, his real work began.
The glass jar in the kitchen, where he had been keeping his money, now had a label written with marker: "MICROPHONE." Bills were still the priority, but every extra dollar, every penny, went into that jar. It was filling up, but with an exasperating slowness.
He would sit in his makeshift studio, pick up the black Squier and open the "Basic Music Theory - Lesson 3" video.
The world of sheet music was still a mystery, but tablatures... Tablatures were a code. And Michael was good with codes.
He spent the next week in a self-imposed hell. The sharp pain in his fingertips turned into a dull, constant ache. The skin was starting to harden. The tripe.
Night after night, the cycle repeated. Failure, pain, repetition. He didn't realize that two, then three weeks passed. His only target was the bottle and the guitar.
He didn't skip meals. He did not neglect his work. He just stopped sleeping. He cut his sleep hours from six to five, then to four. Exhaustion became his natural state.
The jar was filled. And his fingers, slowly, began to obey.
…..
Saturday, June 13, 2015
Friday was payday. The envelope handed to him by the manager of the Burger Barn felt a little thicker this time. He had worked overtime, covering the shift of a cook who resigned.
He didn't spend a dime. He went straight to the bank on Saturday morning, cashed the check for cash, and returned home.
He went to the kitchen. The glass jar on the counter was now almost full of crumpled bills. He emptied the contents of the jar on the table and added the money he had just collected.
With methodical concentration, he began to count. Fifty, a hundred, a hundred and fifty...
Stopped. Two hundred and twenty dollars.
He checked his bookmarks on Craigslist for the umpteenth time. There was an offer that I had been keeping an eye on all week. "Almost new home studio package."
The seller was a boy from a nearby suburb who, according to the description, was moving and needed to sell everything. The package included a Focusrite Scarlett Solo interface and an Audio-Technica AT2020 microphone. The price: $200.
'Perfect.'
His fingers moved quickly over his phone screen. "Hey, I'm Mike. Is the audio package still available? I have the 200 in cash. I can go right now."
The answer came a minute later. "Yes, friend. In the parking lot of 7-Eleven on Oak Street? In half an hour."
"I'll be there."
The twenty-minute ride in his Corolla felt eternal. Anxiety fluttered in his stomach. I always hated these encounters. They were a risk. What if the equipment was broken? What if the guy tried to rob her?
He arrived at the 7-Eleven, the afternoon sun hitting the asphalt. He parked far from the entrance, turned off the engine, and waited. Ten minutes passed. Fifteen.
'Shit. He planted me.'
Just as he was about to start the engine to leave, an old Honda Civic pulled into the parking lot and parked two spaces away. A boy in his twenties, with his hair dyed green and a nervous expression, got off.
"Mike?" the boy asked, his voice sounding unsure.
"Steve?" replied Michael.
"Great," Steve said, visibly relieved. He went to the trunk of his car and took out a cardboard box. "Here it is. Just as I described it."
Michael came over. He looked inside the box. There it was. The bright red Focusrite Scarlett Solo, still with the protective plastic in the logo. And next to it, the AT2020.
He took out the microphone. It was heavy, cold to the touch. He inspected it in the sunlight, looking for dents or damage to the grille. It looked flawless.
"It works perfectly, dude," Steve said. "I only used it a couple of times. My band broke up... you know."
Michael nodded. He didn't care about history. He only cared about the tool.
He took the wad of bills out of his pocket. Two hundred dollars. He handed them to Steve.
"Great. Thank you, bro," Steve said, quickly counting the money. "I hope you do."
Michael didn't respond to that. He took the box and went back to his car. He did not run. He walked with a deliberate, careful step. He placed the box on the passenger seat as if it were a fragile and valuable object.
He drove home, this time without music. The silence in the car was full of anticipation.
He arrived at his makeshift studio. The first thing he did was unplug Rock Band's old USB microphone. He looked at it for a second, the relic of its beginning, and then threw it into the back of the closet. It was a symbolic gesture. He had graduated.
Unpacked the AT2020. The metal was cold, heavy. It felt... real.
He plugged the Focusrite interface into his MacBook's USB port. He installed the drivers, a quick process. Then, he connected the microphone's heavy XLR cable to the interface.
He saw the little button he had read on the forums. "48V". Phantom power. He pressured him. A small red light came on on the interface, indicating that the microphone was alive.
He opened Ableton. Created a new audio track. He approached the new microphone, the metal grille was cold. He took a deep breath.
"Try," he said, his voice normal.
He played the recording.
And the difference was so great that he almost laughs out loud.
The sound was clean. It was clear. It was warm. I could hear every nuance of her voice, the texture, the breathing. There was no background hiss. There was no electric hum.
It was just... his voice.
A slow, satisfied smile spread across his face. It was a huge victory. It felt like I'd been finger-painting and someone had just given him a fine brush.
He stood there for a while, just recording and playing his own voice, listening to the clarity. The gap between the sound in his head and the sound he could create had narrowed dramatically.
Now, I was ready to really work. He placed the new microphone in front of the small guitar amp he had gotten.
The real creation of "Star Shopping" could begin.
...
Saturday, June 20, 2015
Michael woke up before the sun rose. I hadn't slept much. The thought of finally recording with the new microphone had kept him awake, with a nervous energy.
He made himself a coffee and went straight to his makeshift studio. The room was dark, but I knew exactly where everything was. He turned on the MacBook Pro, the apple logo lighting up his face.
Connected the Focusrite interface. The little green light came on. Then, with almost reverential care, he adjusted the microphone stand. He placed the AT2020 in front of the grille of his small guitar amp, a few inches away.
I had spent the last week practicing nonstop. His fingers were no longer raw; They were hard, with calluses that were a map of their pain and their progress. He could already play the melody of "Star Shopping" with his eyes closed.
He opened the project in Ableton. Star Shopping_v2. The MIDI guitar track I'd used to practice was still there. He silenced her. He created a new audio track and put it together for recording.
He took a deep breath. He pressed the record button. The Ableton countdown clicked on your headset... click, click, click, click.
And he played.
His fingers moved over the mast of the Squier. The pain was dull, but his movements were precise. He played the main melody, the one with the clean guitar with the chorus effect that made it sound watery.
Over and over again, he touched the loop, nonstop. I wanted a perfect shot. If he made a mistake, he would curse quietly and start over. Cmd+Z. Record again.
After an hour, he had a shot that satisfied him. No failed grades. No accidental buzzing. He listened to it alone.
The sound was incredible. The difference with the Rock Band microphone was like going from a tube TV to a 4K screen. It was clean, clear, professional. I could hear the slight strumming of the pick against the strings.
'Okay. This works.'
I was ready to build the foundation. Following the System's guide, he began to add the other layers.
He dragged his best drum samples into a "Drum Rack". He programmed the simple rhythm: a soft kick drum, a snare hit with a lot of reverb, and fast hi-hats. He spent twenty minutes adjusting the speed of each hi-hat so that he had the right swing.
Then, the 808 bass. He programmed the line of notes, following the root of the guitar's melody. He adjusted the sound to be deep and rumbling, but not muddy.
Finally, I had all the pieces. The clean guitar. The battery. The bass. He had created the basis of the song and, technically, he had done it perfectly.
He leaned back in the creaking chair, feeling proud. This was his first real and professional beat. He put on his headphones, turned up the volume and hit play to listen to the masterpiece he had created.
And his stomach sank.
Sounded... horrible.
No, not horrible. It sounded wrong. All the notes were correct. The pace was perfect, it was perfectly quantized to the Ableton grid. The guitar was perfectly tuned.
And that was the problem.
It sounded sterile. It sounded cold. It sounded as if a robot in a factory had read the score and performed it without errors. Lacked... all.
'But... why?', he thought, frustration coming back to him with force. 'I followed the guide. I touched it perfectly. I used the good microphone. Why does it sound like... nothing?'
He opened the inventory and looked for the original Lil Peep song.
The original song was nebulous, dreamy. It sounded like it had been recorded in a bedroom at 4 a.m., half asleep. She was imperfect, and that imperfection was her soul.
His version, on the other hand, sounded as if it had been recorded in a laboratory at 9 in the morning. It was impeccable. And dead.
He was missing something. And he had no idea what it was.
He got up from his chair and began to walk around the room. It felt like I'd solved a complex mathematical equation only to find out that the answer was wrong.
He spent the next few hours trying to fix it with effects. It added more reverb. Now it sounded like a robot in a cave. He added distortion. Now he sounded like an angry robot.
Nothing worked. The base was perfect, and for that very reason, it was a total failure.
…..
Michael collapsed in his chair, exhausted and utterly exhausted. He had spent hours in a hellish loop. He listened to his "perfect" recording. It sounded empty. He heard the memory of the original song in his head. It sounded full of soul.
The difference was so obvious that it hurt, but he couldn't identify it. He was like a cook who is missing a secret ingredient that he doesn't even know exists.
'What is it?'he thought, running his fingers through his hair in frustration. 'What am I forgetting?'
He was burnt out. His brain was fried with concentration. I needed a break. I needed to change my perspective.
He got up and walked out of the makeshift studio. He went to his room, reached into his sock drawer, and pulled out the small bag of weed and a rolling paper.
He went back to the living room, sat on the sofa in the dark, and, with slow, practiced movements, rolled a thin joint. He turned it on. The smoke filled his lungs, and with the exhale, he seemed to release a little of the tension in his shoulders.
He smoked in silence for twenty minutes, without music, without distractions. Just him and the buzzing fridge in the kitchen. The effect of the grass slowly set in, softening the sharp edges of his frustration. The world felt a little slower, a little more nebulous.
'Okay. Let's listen one more time.'
He returned to the studio, this time not to work, but only to listen. He sat down in his chair, now high, and put on his headphones. He closed his eyes and pressed play on his recording.
It sounded clean. Egg white. Robotics.
Then, he stopped the music. He concentrated intensely, trying to recreate the sound of the original song in his memory. The melody of the guitar.
And then, in the silence of his mind, his ear, now more relaxed and sensitive to the grass, caught something.
The memory in his head was not "clean". Era... "wavy". There was a subtle fluctuation in tone, almost as if the guitar was a little tired.
He opened his eyes suddenly.
'It can't be.'
He opened his guitar track. It was perfectly tuned. He had used a digital tuner on his phone. Each rope was in green. It was technically impeccable.
'What if that's the problem?'
He then realized that in the original song, the guitar base was a few microtones out of tune. It was not something obvious. It didn't sound "bad." It just sounded... real. Like a guy in his room who hadn't bothered to tune it perfectly before recording.
It was an imperfection. And that imperfection was the soul of the song.
A slow smile, the smile of a man who had just found a bug in the code, was drawn on his face. He looked at his black Squier. It was tuned correctly.
He grabbed the guitar. He opened the tuner's app on his phone. The G string (G). The tuner showed a perfect green line.
With deliberate precision, he turned the tuning peg, moving it slightly to the left. Just a touch. The needle of the tuner jumped red, indicating that it was slightly flat.
Unplugged the interface cable. He placed the AT2020 microphone in front of the small amplifier. It was time to record again.
He pressed the record button. The countdown sounded on his headphones. And he played.
He played the melody again. His calloused fingers moved with newfound confidence. The guitar now sounded slightly "sad", the small dissonance creating a melancholic tension that wasn't there before.
The shot is over. He rewound the track.
And he hit play.
And now, yes, it was the same. It was identical to the memory in his head. The slight off-key gave the melody that dreamy, broken quality I'd been searching for for days. It was no longer a studio recording. It was the sound of a bedroom at 4 in the morning.
Michael laughed aloud in the empty room. He had found the ghost in the tuning.
He realized that his biggest lesson so far wasn't about Ableton, nor about Impact Points. It was that, in music and art, technical perfection was sometimes the enemy of emotional truth.
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Hello everyone!
Sorry if I've been a bit quiet lately. I started a new job that is taking up a lot of my time, so I haven't had as much time to write and edit as I would like.
However, I managed to make good progress this weekend.
Here on Webnovel, the schedule will remain the same: 1 chapter from Monday to Friday.
For those supporting me on Patreon, I will be publishing 2 daily chapters during this week to make up for the delay.
Thanks for reading and for your patience.
Mike.
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