Fun fact if a child doesn't know what love is or a human being doesn't they feel possession they crave they want what's theirs and what they feel rightfully is there love is what God somebody through life if a kid feels neglected you'll learn how to be alone whether they actually are or have people all around them who loves them the strong friend is never the strongest the other weakest I would love to say that it's just they need to be asked are you okay how are you feeling today or told I love you something like that it's hard okay it's hard being strong for other people I can give someone all the advice they need but I can never love myself as much as I love someone else I can be your therapy I can give you advice I can be the one to hold you but it's rare to find someone who can hold me who can love me who can make me feel safe and completely unjudged you'll always feel judged no matter what it's the circle of life the cycle gross people that somehow are still living on the surf even know we're putting it and we're basically killing it and it would still be better at like 10 times better like 80 times but I like Infinity mailing billion times whether it's really in if we weren't here like when I told a girl not to smash the spider that was really just on the wall there's a bunch of them and they still smashed it at home not do multiple times and I hold her back but she just rubbed me off and she said also Spanish deserve that which I think is understandable if it was crawling on you or you walked into its web or something and like or and you do it but she just killed it out of here but an angel woman she said everybody deserves to die I'm excitedly but we're still here and that just shows how resilient we are sometimes when we drink alcohol as water or when we couldn't afford it when life is hard it's human it's normal the higher you lift the higher you go the more Mountains you climb the bigger the full the bigger the crash the bigger the death have her how you can go we can full 10 times more with that impact taking the ground at the ground till you meet someone who feels like hell where you feel like you're alone in this hot dark place somewhere with practically no light headache inducing constant screaming out for pink crying and silent not being able to breathe maybe loosen that emotion and all waiting for someone to say I love you back for someone to say you have a pretty voice it's calming use it but you still feel like you don't deserve it but baby you're perfect and I'm not talking about your lips I'm not talking about your weight your body your your hair your face oh there I think your eyes are beautiful when my favorite parts of the human be safe Sparkle no matter how much dark the human is in they put a little Sparkle in our life and if you don't have eyes I'm sorry and I don't know how you're reading this song or how you're even listening to it but whatever I'm talking about you on the inside you voice if you're deaf in your sight Your Love your heart that beats faster every day or maybe it's slowing down and you can't take it but you can if you're still here babe no matter how many times through your heart breaks seizures faint lightheaded high blood sugar low blood sugar headaches crying tears silent screams so loud screams happiness happy sadness Falls it's grapes joys Hobbies hope all to be destroyed by one thing your heart your brain your inner thought that goes you don't deserve it but you do you need it you crave it maybe not on the way you think but the way you love shows something love yourself I've heard somebody in their reasons for hurting themselves it was the only way to make them feel pain and then be able to control it which I see it I see their point bedtime but that still isn't good way to show it a person once told me you are not ready to die until you're able to go in public naked and not feel a drop of Shame not any not a blush which I don't think any of you guys are and if you are where the heck are you living and if you're able to do that you must be surrounded by love not hate or maybe just not as bad as it seems but you have your own right to judge and how about your situation is and if you need someone or not remember yourself and that's one thing you can't leave no matter how many things you leave never forget yourself your personality your thoughts your hearts your love your hope your joy your everything you're someone's everything whether you know it or not if you build everyone out they have to try 10 times how to get back in which is I guess a good trust Builder but still not good you'll probably ever always get let down but I hope you can go in peace when you're old like at least 100 and be happy and die with a smile you're a sweetheart babes are Bros or they them he she's her hands cats and dogs ladies and germs lines and mouse hats and rabbits had fun with life have as much fun as you can you only get one but I still hope I get more than one in each one I die with smile with a madly in love or madly happy when I'm old and wrinkly or live forever love can be internal it can reach the crafts of the Earth or not even reach your heart just sad that happens so make yourself happy before you try to make yourself make somebody else happy figure out what you need before they need don't be a people pleaser be a you pleaser be happy with a smile or not you may not be able to show emotions you may be able to you may want to be able to show them in writing painting art not in front of people which is just another way to say you're special and guess what again you're still a human being or germ that means you boys you're not a gentleman you're germs and ladies Inman remember you would never be able to be alive without a girl in your life without a woman you wouldn't be alive without one and ladies you don't need a man which still you probably wouldn't be alive without a man and if you're old enough to read this and you probably had to have at least two parents be very in love or maybe it was toxic but I hope you make it and I hope you make it out without too much damage without too many scars with your standards your mind your thoughts not completely scarred so when you find the right person you're able to love them like they're your last card I wouldn't say Scarlett because remember Without Scars that you wouldn't be the person you are without your first Outreach and boo boo scratch stain break you wouldn't be the same person you wouldn't know the lessons you know and I don't know why this even turned into like motivational speech or whatever and I still expect nobody to read this again I guess it's for future self yay
