Once upon a time were the four major forces , they consumed tons of energy from the universe to sustain them and at some point the universe was no more : the forces turned against easch other and secretly began feeding off the lesser forces such as those of beauty and hope . At some point in time only two forces were left , those were the forces of good and bad , having nothing left to feed on they died , unlike other beings that have second lives that tend to be their immortal lives , Forces only had one and only they could kill each other so they would be considered immortal ; well the force of good and that of bad were feeding on themselves from the inside which later caused them to break down and disintegrate ... The life in those forces' ashes formed the first deities , those that come before the gods . These deities just like the forces had one life and they fed off matter too , each of these deities was born separate in an amniotic sac made of the ashes of the forces ... the ashes of these forces are now known as spectral dust and they are everywhere even present in each living lifeform.
When Stephioza and Adehad created the universe by amplifying all the power of the other deities , they created the stars and the satelites of the sky and i , i was one of them , a concetration of spectral dust that gave me a life .
Unlike other satelites that later died out or went into hibernation , i profited from my neighbour - Ugwa ( the earth ) who stayed awake all the time nurturing those tiny little creatures on her . Lightyears and centuries went by , i begun to feel lonely - a feeling i was not familiar with , each day i watched those humans profit of their lives while i was bound to the sky to revolve around earth as i steal from the sun a light just to emit it to the earth and light up her sky in exchange for a power charge every lunar eclipse ...
Suddenly then came my chance , a certain full moon , an angel reached out to he stars begging for a sign , he carried out rituals in hope of a vision but my brothers and sisters all kept a blind eye , even earth turned her back in fear of what Adehad would do to her if he ever found out she was implied in her downfall ... if you don't realize it yet , with age comes power and we are just extentions of the first deities and not their equals , we were just masses of power stagnant in the air useless until they inhabit our atmospheres
I refuse and i refused to be a toy that they get to kick around like a ball , i took the chance and opened my wavelengths to him so that he could speak to me ; if i'm to go throw hell then let it be but i'd rather do it knowing i deserve it and that i actually had fun ; i whispered in his ear and heard his deepest desires : he was worried for his people , the angels and their future , he had heard about the exterminations that the sons of man were plotting and so i made him a deal ; i knew that he had the ability to nominate angels and denominate them according to his will since he was the head of their clan and so the deal goes : "If i brainwash the sons of men into believing that the angels are in their place amongst them , he would nominate me as one of them and grant me a mobile body"
The deal did as dictated but that mean that everynight when a son of man looked at the sky , rather than finding hope as they used to , they'd now find the urge to worship divinities like the angels and my kind . The twist was that because of this deal i lost my priviledge as one of the heavenly bodies and i had to lose some of my powers and i'd only be at my strongest on one day every 29.5 days and that was the birth of the full moon and all the cycles of the moon ... it was a bargain i never should have made , but i do not regret .
Yanx on the other hand gained even more status and decided to sign a soul contract with me and all the other angels , he kept our deal a secret from everyone but with the course of time , he and i merged into one soul because we kept on making deals with each other and that's where he gets his healing capacities from . And it's been six years since we merged into one and now Yanx treats me like his sister , he's so protective over me probably because he knows that if i die he does too except only i will be reborn since the moon can not really die as long as its physical state is still up in the sky and out of any planets atmosphere.
So there i was leaning on the sandy seashore hoping that the next full moon in 29.5 days would come soon so that i could open the edge of our realm - the sea ... probably she is leaning on the other side waiting for me too ... if she can hear me , i hope i get the chance to tell her i love her even though we are bound by destiny to never be together . . .
Normally , i could have just opened the edge of our realm but i nolonger have my full power and i am bound to living this life like this probably till its end , if i look at the brighr side , i meant somebody , she's emotionally aware and mature , she doesn't talk much and she actually makes me feel like a prize possesion , she couldn't stop looking at me and nearly got mr blushing , she has that wildness that a being of my origin has been searching for since the creation of time itself , when i look at her i go through all nine shades of gay panic and i when i see her again i'm probably going to ask for her hand in marriage , i don't know her well but if i can recall i'd probably have seen her in her past life , she must have been a pretty lady with nine cats and three kids that drove her nuts ( giggles )
"Wait , that is a very great idea !!! " i say as i get up and face towards the clear calm water , in it i see my reflection as pretty as can be , i cast a spell and blow the water creting some waves and what i see shocks the hell out of me , she was ...
Get to know her better : RAFAEL'S POV
"Oh Janjare you see ... back in my life i was sold as a sextoy to a king by my very own father so that he could get money to take my brother to school and make of him a responsible young man , he kept me in his dungeon amongst all the innocent souls he had locked up , we starved day and night and each time he felt high or depressed or even when he got drunk , he would come down and molest me despite the lack of energy that tormented me ; i believe that it was that day that i lost all interest in romance because it's always men trying to quench their thirst while not paying attention to their counterpart , if the man isn't the problem then the woman of the relationship is , you see... it's never balanced , it's authoritarianism , it's a legal version of a one night stand ... love just ruins everything !!! " i said as i cried in her shoulder , then came Gostoique and he sat next to me ...
" I have no experience in romance but i do know somebody just like you , Geonas Stanlin , my father sounded just like you today , he always tooj lesson from the past but forgot to take one from the present and future-past , he lost and lost and lost but never gave up ; you must pay closer attention to the detail , yes he lost and never gave up but he also didn't carry any good memories from what he lost because he was too focused on why he lost and not what , a life like that is hard and scrumptious cause in the end , true love always prevails and it will always come searching for you ... Your ex life might have given you a hard time but remember , even Ugwa does not revolve around the sun in the same place nor on the same point of its axis , you might lose more than once but you'll still make it to your destination just on time no matter how many times you spin " he said to me with a smile