Obsessed.
It's a weak word for what I'm feeling. It doesn't capture this… compulsion. This raw need to understand something, someone, who is a complete mystery. I know it's unpredictable, and I usually hate unpredictability. That's what makes this so unsettling.
I've noticed women before. I've dated. But the idea of one actually getting under my skin has never ever happened. Until her. Vanessa Ashford. She's got me twisted up, and I can't seem to straighten myself out.
Am I sounding like a fucking dog in heat? Probably. But for the first time, I find I don't care.
I take the last sip of bourbon, the amber liquid burning a smooth path down my throat, and set the heavy crystal glass on the mahogany desk. Fourteen days. I've seen her twice in that time, and only once was I close enough to speak three words to her. "No harm done." Pathetic.
The file with her name typed neatly on the label lies beside the glass. I've gone through it a dozen times. The more I read, the more the puzzle deepens. The official story is there—her rise in the fashion world, her business—but I know, with a certainty, that there's more. There's so much more hidden beneath the surface, and I have to know what it is.
The first time I saw her was at JFK. I was killing time in the executive lounge, foregoing the jet for a commercial flight for a change of pace, when I heard a commotion outside near the duty-free shops. Through the glass, I saw it all unfold with the clarity of a scene in a film.
A man was running, clutching a handbag. And then, her. A woman in a tailored jumpsuit, moving with a fluid, shocking grace. She closed the distance and executed a perfect, devastating kick to the back of his knee. The man went down hard with a grunt.
I stood and went out. It was better than sitting there, pretending to ignore the usual stares from other passengers. I leaned against a pillar, just another face in the gathering crowd, and watched.
She didn't scream. She simply stalked over, grabbed the whimpering man by his collar, and pinned him with a knee in his back. Her voice was loud enough to be heard, cutting through the airport buzz.
"Instead of stealing, go find some work!"
The man just groaned. She leaned in closer, her dark brown hair falling like a curtain beside her face. "If men like you stopped doing shit like this, the world might be a better place."
A smirk tugged at my mouth. I couldn't help it. She let him go with a shove, snatched her bag back, and stood up, brushing off her coat.
"And it's the only Bottega Veneta I own, you douchebag!" she hissed, her tone full of a venom I found utterly captivating.
Then she just walked away, disappearing into the river of travelers. And I just stood there, rooted to the spot. I didn't know her name. I didn't know a single thing about her. But I felt an intrigue so sharp it was like a physical pull. I had to know who she was. And that was just the beginning.
The next time I saw her was at the Aethelred House fashion show. I hadn't expected her to be there at all. But then I spotted her across the room, and it was like everything else just faded into background noise.
She was wearing a dark green gown that seemed to drink the light. It was a cascade of silk, so dark it was almost black, but then she'd move and a thousand tiny rhinestones would catch the light, shimmering like stars against a midnight forest. She looked both utterly real and completely ethereal. Unreachable.
I watched her for most of the night. It was a new kind of torture. She wasn't looking at the clothes or mingling with the crowd. Her entire focus was fixed elsewhere, a deep intensity that I could feel from across the room. I followed her gaze and found its target: Ethan Croft.
The connection sent a jolt through me. Did she know him? Were they involved? The thought that she might be interested in a married man, a man like him, sat in my gut like a stone. I couldn't just watch from a distance anymore. I needed to be near her, to break that focus, if only for a second.
So, I made my move. I intentionally stepped back, letting her bump into me. When she turned, and her eyes—those sharp, blue, intelligent eyes—finally met mine, I wanted to freeze the moment. To stretch it out. But she was all caution and distance, a beautiful fortress with its gates slammed shut. She was even more captivating up close.
And then she was gone. She had a motive for being there, I was sure of it. I saw the way she disappeared into the crowd after that strange blackout.
It's been two days since that night, and she hasn't left my goddamn mind. It's fucking annoying. So irritating that I finally called Simon and told him to dig up everything on Vanessa Ashford. But the file is thin. She's not some socialite leaving a digital trail. She's something else entirely, and that, more than anything, is what I find so goddamn interesting.
Fuck.
My phone vibrates, cutting through the silence. Simon's name flashes on the screen.
"What is it, Simon?"
"Sir, Croft Textiles International has sent their tenth email requesting a meeting. Should I decline again, as per standard protocol?"
I press my fingers to my temple, the beginning of a headache forming, and drop into the leather chair behind my desk. Ethan Croft. A man and a company I have given zero fucks about for years. But now… now it's different. He's a thread connected to her.
"No," I say, the decision solidifying as I speak. "Tell them I'll see them. Thursday, 11 AM sharp at my office."
Simon notes it down, the sound of his typing faint through the line. He's about to end the call when I stop him. "There's something else I want you to do. Find out her whereabouts when she was in Santorini, apart from the information that she lives with her brother. You know what to do."
"Sure, sir," he replies, his voice neutral. Then the line goes dead.
I release a long breath, leaning back in the chair. I try to focus on the business meeting with Ricci tomorrow, on Croft, but my mind betrays me. It drifts back to the feeling of her shoulder against my chest in that crowded room. How surprisingly small she felt. And her scent—like dark roses, not sweet, but deep and complicated, with a hint of thorn.
I need to stop, because if I don't, I'm liable to do something completely irrational, like drive to Manhattan and show up at her apartment door like a fucking creepy stalker. And the last thing I want to do is scare her away.
The sharp knock on the door comes just then, a welcome interruption from my own dangerous thoughts. For a moment, I can't decide if I'm annoyed or thankful for the distraction.
"Come in."
The door opens and one of the housekeepers stands there, her hands folded neatly. "Dinner is served, sir. Your father is expecting you downstairs."
I give a curt nod, and she disappears. Dinner. Or, as I like to call it, my father's favorite opportunity to piss his only son off. I slide Vanessa's file back into the locked drawer of my desk, a deliberate action to shut her away for now. Then I head downstairs, my footsteps echoing on the marble floor as I make my way to the formal dining room.
My parents don't see me often, so the few times I am here, they don't waste a single minute. They sure do love me, in their own uniquely pressuring way.
"Hello, everyone," I say, my voice flat. I greet my mother with a glance and then my father, who is already seated at the head of the long table. I take my usual seat beside him, directly across from my mother.
Mom offers a soft, practiced smile, the pearls around her neck glinting in the warm light of the chandelier. With a subtle wave of her hand, she gestures for the serving staff to leave us alone. The rich, savory aroma of roasted chicken and herbs fills the air, and for a fleeting second, it takes me back. I'm a teenager again, coming home from school to the smell of my mother actually cooking for me herself, before all this formality took over.
We eat in silence for a few minutes. After my first bite, my father cuts to the chase. "How is the Aurora Point acquisition going?"
"It's on track," I answer, my tone even. "The due diligence is complete. We're just finalizing the shareholder agreements." It's the truth, and it's an answer designed to satisfy him. He hates surprises.
He gives a single, approving nod and continues his meal, taking a slow sip of his Chardonnay.
The silence stretches until my mother breaks it with something completely random. "I went to the Hamilton's tea party today. I met Rebecca there you know, Theresa's daughter? She's around your age, Ceron."
I don't even look up from my plate. I already know exactly where this is heading.
"She was asking about you," she continues, her voice light and hopeful. "Why don't the two of you meet up? Get to know each other?"
"Sorry, Mom. I'm busy," I say, focusing on cutting a piece of chicken.
She lets out a heavy, visible sigh. "You say that all the time. You're twenty-seven already, son. It's time you started thinking about marriage."
I'm almost done with my dinner. I drain the last of my wine and set the glass down with a quiet finality. "I'm only twenty-seven, Mom. And I will not be getting married just for the sake of marriage, so please don't pressure me. We've had this conversation." I keep my tone neutral.
Mom frowns, deeply unsatisfied. I've been giving her some version of this answer for the last four years. She should be used to it by now.
My father, who has been quiet this whole time, finally speaks. He lays his silverware down and meticulously wipes his mouth with a linen napkin. "A strategic marriage is an integral part of our legacy, Ceron. In the world we live in, it is a necessary alliance. No matter what your… personal feelings… you will be married before you are thirty-five."
The ultimatum hangs in the air. It's not a request.
"I am aware of it, Dad," I say, my voice cool. I push my chair back and stand. "Thank you for the dinner."
"Where are you going now?" my mother asks, her worry evident.
"I'm supposed to meet with an investor," I lie smoothly.
With that, I turn and walk out. But there's no investor. The truth is, there's a fucktard who has been locked in a warehouse for the last forty-eight hours. It's time I went down there and ended this.
Humans and their selfishness. They make one stupid, greedy mistake, and it costs them everything. Even their life. Of course. It's a story as old as time, and it always ends the same way. Just like Dennis Baker.
For years, Dennis was just another face in the finance department. A reliable employee, or so I thought. He had a family, a mortgage, the whole picture of a man content with his lot in life. But that's the thing about greed, it paints over contentment. He decided that his loyalty, his integrity, was worth less than the huge sum of money and empty promises our rivals dangled in front of him.
He thought he could be clever. He thought he could access the internal data for the 'Aurora Point' project (the very project I just discussed with my father) and slip it to our competitors without a trace.
Idiot.
He should have thought thrice. He should have understood that when you sign a contract with me, you're pledging your allegiance. Crossing me isn't a career risk; it's a life-altering miscalculation. I don't tolerate disloyalty. It's a weakness that, left unchecked, infects everything.
Now, he's had forty-eight hours sitting in the dark, locked in a secure, soundproofed room in a forgotten warehouse on the industrial docks. Forty-eight hours to reflect on that one stupid, greedy mistake. He's had time to realize that the money he was promised won't do him any good where he's going. That the assurances he was given were worthless.
The drive there is quiet. The city lights blur past the tinted windows of the car. The car pulls up to the warehouse. The air outside is cold and smells of salt and rust. My head of security, Marcus, meets me at the door with that poker face of his. "He's awake, sir. And he's... talkative."
"Let's go and listen, then," I say, my voice even. "I want to hear what a man who has lost everything has to say for himself."
It's not a task I relish. But it is a necessary one. In my world, consequences aren't a threat; they are a promise. And tonight, Dennis Baker is going to learn that firsthand.