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Chapter 47 - THE THRESHOLD OF INSTABILITY

It began with a stillness so deceptive it almost seemed sacred, the kind of pre-storm hush that makes the world hold its breath, as if every wall, every corridor, every piece of ancient Harrington marble felt the vibration of something approaching a fissure. The dawn crept reluctantly over the estate, sliding along the frost-coated gardens and casting pale, cold light into the east wing—Seraphina's gilded cage—where she sat curled on the chaise by the window, knees drawn in, eyes wide and glassy in a manner that told Dr. Marwick, the moment she arrived in the doorway, that the girl was slipping again.

Seraphina had always been delicate in her fragility, yes, but the new instability had a frantic edge, a shredding feverish quality that made even her silence feel like a scream. She didn't greet the doctor. She didn't even blink. She simply stared outside, her fingers trembling over the folded blanket she clutched like a lifeline.

"Seraphina?" Dr. Marwick asked with cautious softness—professional softness, clinical softness, the kind doctors learn to mimic when empathy becomes too heavy a currency to spend.

No response. Only the faintest quiver in the girl's lip, the smallest pull of breath too sharp to be normal. The doctor stepped closer.

"Seraphina, look at me."

A jerk—small, involuntary—ran down the girl's spine. Her eyes snapped to the doctor's face, and they were overflowing. Not with tears. With something far more dangerous.

A kind of spiraling clarity.

"I can't breathe," Seraphina whispered. "Because everything feels wrong again. Everything is closing in. The walls… the walls are coming closer. I can't do this, I can't—I can't—he hates me, he's going to throw me away, and I'm trapped again, and I shouldn't be here, I shouldn't exist here—"

Dr. Marwick moved quickly, kneeling in front of her. "You are safe. No one is going to throw you away."

Seraphina's laugh was a hushed, sharp, jagged thing. "Don't lie. Not to me. Everyone lies to me. Everyone smiles and lies and tells me I'm safe, but there are bars everywhere—everywhere—everywhere—" Her hands clawed the air. "The contract… do you know what that contract felt like? It felt like being branded. He keeps me here like a dangerous pet."

The doctor inhaled. "You wanted the marriage."

"I wanted him," Seraphina said in a voice that trembled with desperation. "And now that I have him, he's farther than ever. He never looks at me. Never speaks to me. Never lets me near him. He told you to separate me from him, didn't he? I can feel it. I can feel him pulling away, and it's killing me—"

A sob ripped out of her, the first sound that broke Dr. Marwick's practiced composure.

Seraphina curled inward, whispering into her palms, "I ruined everything. I ruined him. I ruined myself. I ruined the marriage. I ruined the last thread I was holding. I ruined everything. I'm so tired. I can't keep doing this, I can't—"

Dr. Marwick grasped her wrists gently. "Stop. Look at me."

But the girl's eyes were dissolving into panic again. "I need him," she choked. "He's the only thing that keeps me alive. Don't take him away from me. Please don't let him push me away. Please. Please. Please—"

And the repetition was spiraling, spiraling, spiraling, like she was trapped inside a mental whirlpool with no foothold.

Dr. Marwick exhaled through her nose.

She had failed—she knew it in her bones.

Failed to detach Seraphina's emotional reliance on Adrian.

Failed to create distance.

Failed to re-stabilize her.

Failed to execute the order Adrian had given with such cold clinical precision:

"Separate her from me. I don't want her developing deeper attachment. I won't heal. She must."

The words had carved themselves into the doctor's mind.

She stood. "I will adjust your treatment. For now, you need to breathe. I'll call for sedatives if necessary."

Seraphina didn't follow the words. She only stared at the doctor with wide, imploring eyes. "Please don't tell him," she whispered. "Please don't report this today. Please."

The doctor paused.

Then she exhaled.

"I have to."

Seraphina's face collapsed.

Adrian Harrington was in the west wing gym.

The room smelled of cold steel, rubber flooring, and exertion—the smell of a man who did not exercise for vanity but to feel something resembling pain. He pushed himself through a punishing set of weighted pull-ups, his muscles trembling under the carved lines of his back. The sweat dripping down his spine looked like liquid mercury in the low light.

He was thinner than before—not in the way of weakness, but in the severe, almost ascetic way that people who punish themselves become. His body had become the expression of his mind: relentless, stripped down, honed to the bone.

A security officer approached him, hesitant. "Sir… Dr. Marwick is requesting an immediate briefing."

Adrian dropped from the bar.

His face was unreadable. His breaths came sharp. His jaw flexed once.

"Bring her to my office."

The officer bowed and left.

Adrian wiped sweat from his brow, his reflection in the glass wall stunning in its unearthliness—jaw sharp, eyes hollow, body sculpted into something almost inhumanly disciplined. He stared without seeing, without caring.

And then—

A flicker.

A tension.

A faint, familiar dread.

Whenever Dr. Marwick needed an "immediate briefing," it meant Seraphina had crossed another threshold.

How many more thresholds would there be?How many more burdens?How many more wounds?How many more disasters that orbit him like a curse?

He ran a hand down his face.

This was the cost of saving her life, wasn't it?

A lifetime of extending his arms to catch her before she fell.A lifetime of absorbing the damage so she wouldn't die because of him.A lifetime of carrying guilt as naturally as breathing.

He loosened his jaw, inhaled, and walked to his office.

Dr. Marwick stood waiting.

Her posture was too stiff. Too precise. Too careful.

He immediately knew the report would be bad.

"Speak," he ordered, settling behind his desk.

The doctor's throat tightened. "Seraphina is spiraling again. Severely. Her attachment is worsening, not improving. She believes you intend to abandon her, and the panic is causing psychological regression."

Adrian's eyelids lowered a fraction. "I told you to distance her from me."

"I tried," the doctor said. "But she is resisting therapeutic separation. Her emotional dependence is… extreme."

"And you failed." His voice was cold, surgical, emotionless.

Marwick swallowed. "Yes."

Silence.

A long, suffocating silence.

The kind that filled the room like smoke.

Then Adrian spoke.

"If she becomes unstable again, she will attempt suicide," he said flatly. "I have no margin left for another death tied to me."

The doctor lowered her gaze.

"I understand."

"You clearly don't," he said, voice deepening. "Because if you understood, she wouldn't be like this."

Dr. Marwick felt her heart thud painfully. "Chairman Harrington, I—"

He cut her off with a quiet, lethal calm.

"Fix this."

Her breath froze.

"Sir, I—"

"If she spirals again," Adrian said, leaning forward, "the stain of your failure will be permanent on your record. The world will know you couldn't stabilize one woman who was given every resource. You will never work in elite psychological circles again."

A tremor ran through her.

He wasn't threatening.

He was stating a fact.

Cold as steel.

Sharp as a blade.

"Find a way to detach her emotional reliance on me," he continued. "Or you'll be remembered as the doctor who failed the most privileged mental health case in the world."

Dr. Marwick exhaled shakily.

"I will do everything I can."

"Do better than that," he said, rising. "Do everything necessary."

And as she walked out of the office, shaking, the doctor realized something:

She had never feared a patient.She had never feared failure.She had never feared responsibility.

But today—Today she feared Adrian Harrington.

A man who carried wounds that would never heal, a man declared psychologically unsalvageable by the world's greatest experts.

A man not cruel, not malicious, not unkind—

But damaged beyond redemption.

And she feared Seraphina too—the girl whose sanity dangled by a thread tied to a man who refused to let anyone tie anything to him.

A disaster was forming.

A seismic shift.

A breaking point.

And the doctor, for the first time, didn't know if either of them could be saved from the other.

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