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Chapter 13 - Hell to Live

Jun-lee never left the room, he looked up in the ceiling with his exhausted eyes, thinking to himself he survived everything. He came to realize what hate is, a word defining a long desire to kill the person. If that was hate, then Jun-lee was longing for that. He thought to himself that now he can't be with Seul-gi after what the Owl did to him. Jun-lee got up and went to sneak in a glass and a vodka bottle. He left to sit under the tree in the open field, looking at the long and standing grass. He sat down, looking at the sun rising as the next action will prevail later. He poured a glass on his cup, drinking like a drunk lord, wanting to party. Jun-lee was halfway the bottle when he started to feel drowsy. He woke up when it was almost evening when Seokjin woke him. Jun-lee had a hungover, so it was obvious that he had a headache, but it wasn't the thing that Seokjin woke him up, it was the fact that Jun-lee had a pistol and a note. It had only three words,

"Forget me please."

Seokjin was petrified at the fact that Jun-lee was about to end himself. "Jun-lee please don't do this.", Seokjin begged. He carried the stoned Jun-lee, trying to find an explanation for this situation. "Hey, how's Seul-gi?", Jun-lee asked. "She's fine, why?", Seokjin replied. Jun-lee began crying, "Thank you, Seokjin."

Seokjin explained that he was about to commit suicide but passed out to the alcohol to everyone. "What the fuck do you think you're doing, Jun-lee? We need you and you all of a sudden try to kill yourself?", Seul-gi said. Jun-lee stared at her for one minute and started panicking at the sight for thirty seconds. Goya went to intervene what's going on and tried to calm him down. Seul-gi was about to comfort him, but he got away from her as soon as possible. Seokjin looked at him with confusion and walked up to him. "Stand back, I can read minds.", Seokjin addressed to everyone. Seokjin walked up to Jun-lee and rubbed his thumb on Jun-lee's forehead, seeing everything, the loops, the killings Jun-lee committed, his nightmares, the reveal of him being the inventor of Judas, everything. Seokjin began screaming, "Help me, help me, help me please.", while Jun-lee watched everything Seokjin saw. Seokjin took off his hand and lied down, sweating and fearful of what he witnessed. "Why haven't you told us these things?", Seokjin asked. "I don't know if you're real yet unless there's another day ahead." ~Jun-lee says and looks at Xi~ "Xi, you did know I was the inventor of Judas and kept quiet didn't you, am I right?", Jun-lee asked. Xi kept quiet and looked at everyone with a guilty look, "I thought that this would keep you intact, you had been through a lot and you didn't want to do anything, so I chose to keep quiet. It was also to prove loyalty to An- the director.", Xi confessed. "Listen to me, Xi. She decided to keep a secret that won't affect anyone anymore and because of her thick head, Judas fucking broke timelines and can communicate through all timelines. The Black Owl told me, that I created him to help everyone, cure everyone, assist everyone, but he got out of control, and everyone got killed. I became famous for making the best A.I, but you commit suicide by hanging himself. Do you know how many people we lost because of you and your shithead?! ~Jun-lee screams, but Xi interrupts, ~ "Don't you call her a shithead.". "You're right, she's not a shithead, she's a whore!", Jun-lee yelled. Xi punched him in the face, with everyone trying to calm the situation down. "Do you know what she's down to me, she ruined our lives like a fucking virus, except the virus was directed to us. We see cannibalism, Alphas that ruin us, and we stand still, waiting to happen again.". Jun-lee looked at Seul-gi, "Seul-gi, I like you, please be with me.", he said. Seul-gi looked at him with misery, "I have someone else, not you. You should stay away from me, because the things you are doing are scaring me.", she said. Jun-lee looked at her with sadness but then looked down and smiled without sanity at her, with tears in his eyes. He stood up and looked at everyone with the friendliest smile anyone would wish, "I'm sorry guys, I was losing myself there.", he said. Jun-lee was smiling on the outside, but he was rotting in the inside, wanting to escape as soon as possible, but believed that at least if he doesn't end up with Seul-gi, at least she is safe by someone else. He accepted it and thought that he didn't have to be with her to love her. Which is a joke to me, by him wanting her to be together with him. Seul-gi walked up to Jun-lee and kissed him in the cheek, "I'm sorry.", she muttered. Everyone forgave him, even Xi for obvious reasons, but he didn't see eye-to-eye with Jun-lee at all. "Seokjin, The Black Owl said the Ryu Clan should watch out, because something is coming.", Jun-lee warned. Jun-lee went to his room, and he broke down, looking at the floor, as he couldn't think of something to stop it, while outside, everyone heard him crying, but they knew he would do it, so they let it be, because Jun-lee deserved it.

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