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Chapter 4 - oxygen of sparks

The library's Wi-Fi login screen flickered, a mocking cursor blinking in the center of the void. Jamie's fingers hovered over the keys, the muscle memory of silence fighting the sudden, violent urge to speak.

"If you do this," Chloe whispered, her voice cutting through the hum of the cooling fan, "the glass house doesn't just crack. It shatters. Sienna's 'trajectory' for Elara depends on a vacuum. You're about to introduce oxygen into a room full of sparks."

Jamie didn't look up. He was staring at the file name: The_Anchor_and_the_Arc.docx.

"I'm not doing it for Sienna," Jamie said, his voice steadier than it had been in years. "And I'm not doing it to sink Ethan."

"Then why?"

Jamie finally looked at her. "Because I'm tired of holding my breath."

He clicked Upload.

The progress bar crawled across the screen—a blue line reclaiming the territory of his life, inch by agonizing inch.

Meanwhile, the glass-walled seminar room felt less like an academic sanctuary and more like a pressurized cabin. Elara stood by the floor-to-ceiling window, watching the streetlights flicker on across the quad.

"Elara, sit down," Sienna commanded. She hadn't moved from the head of the table. To anyone else, she looked like a dedicated student leader; to Elara, she looked like a map-maker who had intentionally left out the cliffs.

"I can't do the merit argument, Sienna," Elara said, her forehead leaning against the cool glass. "It's a fraud. We're arguing that the individual is the sole architect of their success, but I can see the scaffolding. I can see who we knocked down to build the view."

Sienna stood up, her movements fluid and predatory. She walked over to Elara, placing a hand on her shoulder. It was meant to be grounding, but it felt like a weight.

"You're tired," Sienna said softly. "You're romanticizing a tragedy. Jamie chose to stop. He chose the silence. You chose the work. That is the definition of merit, Elara. You outlasted him."

"I didn't outlast him," Elara snapped, turning to face her. "I overshadowed him because you told me the sun doesn't have room for two stars. And I believed you."

The door to the seminar room swung open. Ethan stood there, looking uncharacteristically pale. He held his phone out like it was a live grenade.

"Sienna," he stammered, his usual bravado evaporated. "Henderson just sent an email to the Anthology committee. There's a... there's a duplicate submission flag."

Sienna's eyes didn't leave Elara's. "A mistake. You turned yours in this morning."

"I turned in the abstract," Ethan whispered. "But someone just uploaded the full manuscript. Five thousand words. It's... it's Jamie's voice, Sienna. Even I can tell. And the timestamp on his original draft metadata? It predates mine by six months."

The silence that followed was different from the library's. This was the silence of a structure failing.

Elara felt a strange, terrifying lightness in her chest. She walked over to Ethan and took the phone from his shaking hand. She scrolled through the text—the words Jamie had hidden, the words she had felt echoing in her own mind for two years but could never quite catch.

"We treat silence as a peace treaty," she read aloud, her voice echoing in the clinical room, "when it is actually a slow-motion demolition."

"He's ruinous," Sienna hissed, grabbing her bag. "He's trying to take you down with him because he has nothing left. We can fix this. We tell Henderson that Jamie stole your notes, that he's been stalking your process—"

"Stop," Elara said. It wasn't a shout. It was a period at the end of a very long sentence.

She looked at the blue folders on the table—the meticulous, surgical plans for a future that required her to be a ghost of herself. Then, she looked at the door.

"Where are you going?" Sienna demanded. "The brief isn't finished!"

"You're right," Elara said, moving toward the hallway. "The brief is 'Individual Merit vs. Collective Responsibility.' I think I finally found my opening statement."

Jamie sat on the library steps, the cold night air finally reaching his lungs. Chloe was gone, leaving him with nothing but the quiet vibration of his phone in his pocket.

He expected anger. He expected a frantic call from Ethan or a legal threat from Sienna's parents.

Instead, he heard the rhythmic clack-clack-clack of heels on the pavement, running.

He stood up as Elara rounded the corner. She was out of breath, her Honors Society blazer discarded, her hair messy in the wind. She stopped at the bottom of the steps, looking up at him.

For a long time, neither spoke. The "entropy of silence" was still there, but it was no longer a physical law. It was just a choice.

"You finished it," she panted.

"I did," Jamie said.

"The part about the anchor," she whispered, stepping onto the first stair. "About mistaking the pressure for a hug."

Jamie nodded, reaching out a hand. It was the first time he had offered it in two years. "The water is freezing, Elara."

She took his hand, her grip tight and real. "I know. But I'm tired of the bottom of the ocean."

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