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Chapter 10 - One day, everything will begins (and ends)

The Asura was forty-seven kilometers away when I started running. Nineteen when my lungs turned into crushed glass. Twelve when I stopped counting, because the mathematics of survival no longer mattered.

I could feel it now. It wasn't a visual or auditory perception; it was something atavistic. A pressure behind my eyes that had grown from a distant thunder to a constant, high-pitched scream. The air felt "wrong," heavy with a static electricity that made my teeth ache and my only arm shake with tremors I couldn't suppress.

Against my chest, Sol's body weighed less than a memory. The Priestess hadn't moved since I pulled her from the ashes of that burned village, but the faint glow beneath her skin now pulsed in sync with something deep within the mountain. A heartbeat. A beacon. A target painted on our backs.

'Run faster.'

My legs burned. The mountain cold was a blunt knife trying to separate my flesh from my bones. The Curse of Greed, faithful to its name, had reactivated exactly when Grace predicted. The hunger wasn't for food; it was a voracity for existence. Mana, warmth, essence... I needed it all. The void in my chest was a black hole demanding the world to be filled.

[Grace]: Twelve kilometers to the Temple.

[Grace]: Grace reserves at 7.2%.

[Grace]: The Asura has entered linear acceleration phase.

[Grace]: Probability of survival before impact: 0.04%.

"Shut up," I hissed, the steam of my breath rising like smoke.

I didn't know if I was talking to the system or to the voice in my own subconscious that agreed with it. The mountain path narrowed to a razor's edge. One wrong step, one moment of hesitation, and I'd tumble into the white abyss, taking Sol and any hope for answers with me. But I kept moving. Because somewhere behind me, something that had once been divine was hunting me with the patience of an executioner who has eternity on his side.

And it was calling my name.

Light.

The word echoed in my skull, but it wasn't Grace's synthetic voice, nor a memory of Kai. It was something vast, mournful, and terribly patient. The old man from the mountain pass had warned me:

'The Asura isn't hunting you. It's mourning you.'

I still didn't understand what that meant. And honestly, I preferred to die in ignorance.

The sun was setting when I reached the final ridge. Blood-red light spilled across the snow, painting the world in shades of a terminal fire. It was beautiful. It was terrible. Like watching the final moments of something that should have lived forever.

I shifted Sol on my shoulder. She was too light. It felt as though the power sleeping within her had consumed everything unnecessary, leaving only the core of a gestating divinity. I looked down at what awaited us in the valley.

'This is how it ends, I thought. No glory. No music. Just a one-armed corpse on a frozen mountain, holding a dead girl, forgotten before the snow melts.'

Then, I saw the Temple, and my heart stopped. Not from exhaustion. But because of what surrounded it.

The Valley of Ashes

The Ashen Temple stood at the heart of the valley like an open wound that refused to heal. It was massive, built from stone the color of old bones, with an architecture that defied any logic I had learned at the Academy. Spires of stone seemed to pierce dimensions rather than just the sky. The walls glowed with sigils I recognized instantly—the same golden symbols from the tree in my Inner World, from the Monk's bowl, from Nero's collar.

Firekeeper's marks.

But it wasn't the Temple that made me freeze. It was the army.

Thousands of them. Perhaps tens of thousands. The black banners of the Divine Blood snapped in the wind like the wings of crows over a banquet. Siege engines, looking like the skeletal fingers of dead giants, pointed at the walls. Fires burned in geometric patterns across the valley floor — not for warmth, but for ritual.

They were trying to break reality.

[Grace]: Divine Blood Expeditionary Force.

[Grace]: They have been besieging the Temple for six terrestrial days.

[Grace]: Estimated casualty rate: 43%.

[Grace]: They have not yet breached the outer ward.

"Forty-three percent?" I repeated, stunned. "And they're still attacking?"

[Grace]: The Temple contains something they desire more than life.

[Grace]: Something worth being eradicated for.

[Grace]: Something you need to reach before the Asura does.

The sounds of war rose to me now — screams, the clash of steel against the supernatural, the wet crunch of bodies being crushed, and the howl of rifts in reality that shouldn't exist. This wasn't a skirmish. It wasn't just hunters or corrupted monks. It was slaughter on an industrial scale.

And I would have to walk through the middle of it. With a dying girl in my arms. With less than 7% energy and only one arm.

"There's no way," I said, watching the projectiles of purple fire streaking across the sky. "Even if I pass the army, even if I reach the gate..."

[Grace]: The Asura will arrive in ninety minutes.

[Grace]: If you aren't inside by then, nothing else matters.

I looked at Sol's peaceful face. At the golden light pulsing beneath her translucent skin.

"Is she why you sent me to that village?" I asked.

[Grace]: She is part of why.

[Grace]: The other part is inside the Temple.

[Grace]: And it has been waiting for you for eighteen years.

I stared at the burning valley. There was only one path. Forward.

"Grace." [Grace]: Yes? "If I die down there... tell me you'll remember why I tried."

The system went silent for a long moment. When it responded, the voice sounded less like a machine and more like a whisper from someone who knew the pain of being forgotten.

[Grace]: I remember everything, Light.

[Grace]: That's the problem.

[Grace]: That's always been the problem.

I tightened my grip on Sol. And I began my descent into hell.

The Market of Death

The army didn't notice me at first. A one-armed man, dressed in stolen monk robes, limping through the chaos of a battlefield with a child in his arms—I was below their threshold of attention. I was just debris. A wounded deserter trying to save his daughter. Nothing worthy of a blade when there were walls to bring down and glory to claim.

I used that invisibility like a blade. Marketing Instinct, I thought bitterly. Know your audience. Position yourself where they don't expect to look. A father carrying a child reads as desperation, not a threat. Desperation is common in a siege; a threat is rare.

The camp spread out in concentric rings of organized madness. In the outer ring: logistics, the wounded, slaves carrying heavy ammunition. I passed piles of corpses stacked like firewood — the "43%" Grace had mentioned. Some had the hollow expressions of the corrupted warriors I had faced in the valley. Shinobi slaves. Emptied of soul and filled with obedience.

In the middle ring, command tents, war councils, priests chanting prayers to gods who had stopped listening. In the inner ring, the assault force itself—wave after wave of warriors throwing themselves against walls that glowed with protective sigils.

The sigils weren't winning. Each attack weakened them. Each death fed something in the Temple's foundations — not strength, but hunger. The walls were eating the dead.

[Grace]: The Temple's defenses are autonomous.

[Grace]: They were designed to outlast any siege.

[Grace]: But they weren't designed to handle this.

"Handle what?"

[Grace]: Faith.

[Grace]: The attackers believe they are dying for something greater.

[Grace]: That belief has a metaphysical mass. A weight the Temple cannot consume without choking.

Sol stirred against my chest. Her eyes flickered... reacting to the Temple. I felt the structure "looking" at her.

'Come, something whispered. It wasn't Grace. It wasn't a memory. It was the stone itself. Bring the key. Bring the error. Come home.'

I reached the center of the camp. Officers shouted orders in languages I shouldn't understand, but that sounded like familiar music. Maps on tables showed plans marked in red — red for blood, red for sacrifice, red for the color of things that refuse to stop dying.

Then, I felt it. The spasm behind my eyes reached its peak.

'Closer'.

It wasn't the Asura. It was something here, in the camp. I turned slowly, trying not to draw attention, and saw the shrine. It was a block of carved black stone with symbols that made my brain throb. The same symbols I had drawn in my journal hundreds of times without knowing why.

Before it, kneeling, was a figure in shadow robes. Her voice rose and fell in a rhythm that matched my heartbeat. No... it matched my deaths. The rhythm of the loop. The pattern I lived and died a thousand times. Someone had recorded it. Someone had turned my suffering into a hymn.

[Grace]: Don't go. "I need to know." [Grace]: You really don't.

I ignored her. I took a step. Two. Every movement sent needles of "wrongness" through my nervous system. The figure stopped praying. She sensed me. She turned.

I saw her face. Silver hair that caught the firelight like tarnished stars. Amber eyes that held depths older than human memory itself. A smile I had trusted once, in another life, before I learned the price of trust.

The same woman who had stood on the Academy podium, giving the graduation speech about pioneers and the future. The same woman who taught me the sword stance that killed me every night in the loop.

"De Vellandorian," I hissed.

"Hello, Kai." Her voice was exactly as I remembered: velvet wrapped in barbed wire. "Or should I call you Light? So many names. So little time."

She stood up, graceful and unhurried, like a serpent uncoiling. Her eyes fell on Sol.

"And you brought her gift. How thoughtful. The Divine Priestess was most displeased when you escaped the shrine guardian."

"The guardian you sent," I said. It wasn't a question.

"A training exercise." She waved a delicate hand. "You passed, obviously. Though the arm..." Her gaze fixed on my stump. "That wasn't part of the plan. Improvisation has consequences, Kai."

I felt the Curse of Greed roar in my chest. I felt the hunger demanding I take something from her — mana, secrets, life itself. My remaining hand trembled violently.

"Why?" The word came out broken. "You taught me. You said..."

"I said what you needed to hear." She took a step forward, her scent — jasmine and blood filling my senses. "All good mentors do. You were so desperate to believe someone cared about you, Kai. So hungry for connection. It made you... useful."

"Why did you betray me?"

"It was necessary." Her smile widened, but there was no warmth in it. "Do you know what you are? What you really are, beneath that carefully constructed boy?"

I didn't answer. I couldn't.

"You are a key," she said. "A weapon. An error someone made long ago, and the universe has been trying to correct ever since. The loop wasn't a punishment, Kai. It was containment. We were trying to keep you in a cycle until your essence wore away."

"...."

"Now containment has failed." She looked toward the Temple. "Now we open what's inside. And you're going to help us."

She reached out to touch my face. I reacted by pure instinct. I let go of Sol for a second and grabbed Vellandorian's wrist with my only hand.

The Curse of Greed pulled. It wasn't a request; it was an order.

Vellandorian let out a stifled gasp. Her skin turned pale, almost grey. Her eyes widened as something essential began to be drained from her body into mine. It wasn't mana. It wasn't power. It was information. It was memories.

I saw through her eyes: A council of shadows discussing a child found in dimensional wreckage.Four soldiers kneeling before a throne of golden fire."FOR THE FIREKEEPER — WE FOLLOW YOU TO THE END."A war that consumed entire realities.A weapon forged of regret and black light.A name written in a language that preceded speech.

Light. The only one who...

She broke free with a violent jerk, stumbling backward. Guards converged around her, swords drawn, but she raised a hand to stop them. She was shaking.

"Well." Her voice was unstable. "That... was new."

"What did you do to me?" I demanded. "What did all of you DO TO ME?!"

She let out a high, broken laugh.

"We tried to save you," she said. "But you never wanted to be saved, did you? You wanted punishment. You wanted to forget. And now..." She looked toward the eastern sky, where the stars were being blotted out one by one by a colossal shadow. "Now, he's almost here."

I didn't wait. I grabbed Sol and ran. I didn't run from Vellandorian. I ran from what she had shown me. From the memories trying to surface like corpses rising from the mud. From the truth I had spent eighteen years burying so deep I forgot it existed.

The Gate of Truth

The Temple walls loomed before me. The assault army cleared a path for me—not because they were letting me through, but because something in the Temple was pushing them aside. The golden sigils... my symbols — glowed with a blinding intensity as I approached.

Recognition. Or memory. Or both.

[Grace]: The outer ward is collapsing.

[Grace]: You have six minutes before total failure.

[Grace]: When that happens, the army will flood the interior.

"And the Asura?"

[Grace]: Eight kilometers. He will arrive before the ward falls. But not by much.

The gate was massive — an alloy of iron, bone, and something crystalline that vibrated at a frequency I felt in my teeth. I pressed my palm against the metal. It was warm. Alive. Waiting.

"Open," I commanded. Nothing. "I said OPEN!"

[Grace]: You are asking the wrong way.

[Grace]: This isn't about command. [Grace]: It's about confession.

"Confession?"

[Grace]: The Temple responds to truth.

[Grace]: Tell it what you really want.

[Grace]: Not the lie you've been telling yourself to survive. Not the script "Kai" wrote.

[Grace]: What do you really want, Light?

I stood there. Behind me, the siege fire lit up the valley. Ahead, the unknown. On the horizon, cosmic horror. I asked myself the question I had avoided for eighteen years.

What did I want?

Not a marketing answer. Not an optimized response to please audiences. The naked truth.

"I want to know why I have to keep dying," I whispered. "I want to know what I did. I want to understand why the universe hates me enough to trap me in a loop of eternal execution, but is merciful enough to always bring me back."

The gate didn't move.

"I want to know who I was. What I lost. Why everyone I've ever trusted either betrays me or disappears."

Still nothing. I looked at Sol's face. At the light pulsing within her. I felt a warm tear roll down my frozen cheek.

"I want to stop running," I said, my voice rising. "I'm tired of being afraid. Tired of waking up and checking if my neck is still whole. Tired of looking at my reflection and seeing a stranger wearing my face."

Cracks appeared in the crystalline structure of the gate. A golden, impossible light began to leak through.

"I want to remember!" I screamed against the stone. "Even if it destroys me. Even if the truth is worse than this void. I want... I want to be whole again."

Sol's eyes opened. They were golden. Ancient. They saw through me with a wisdom that had nothing to do with that child's body.

"Then enter, Firekeeper," she whispered, in a voice that wasn't hers. "And burn."

The gate exploded inward. Not with violence, but with gentleness. Like a flower opening to the sun after a winter of a thousand years. Beyond it, there was only darkness. Patient. Waiting.

I took the step.

The Altar of the End

The interior of the Temple was impossible. It was too large for its external dimensions. Too silent for a building under siege. Too empty for something so many people had died for.

I walked through corridors that twisted in directions human geometry couldn't describe. I passed murals depicting wars I vaguely recognized. I passed weapons mounted on the walls that hummed with a power older than the stars.

And at the center of it all... the altar. It wasn't for worship. It was for containment. Upon it rested a sword. It wasn't steel. It wasn't plasma. It looked like frozen fire. Light given form and edge. The weapon I had drawn in my journal hundreds of times.

[Grace]: Don't touch it. "What is this?" [Grace]: Yours.

[Grace]: From before.

[Grace]: The weapon you created to end the War.

[Grace]: The weapon that destroyed everything you loved.

I laid Sol gently at the base of the altar. Her light pulsed once—a warning or a blessing? I didn't know. I reached for the sword. My fingers touched the hilt.

And the world shattered.

I was on a battlefield painted in colors that don't exist. Armies under my command. Millions of souls trusting me to lead them home. The four soldiers kneeling: "FOR THE FIREKEEPER — WE FOLLOW YOU TO THE END." The enemy was Corruption. Entropy turned intelligent. Nothing worked. Diplomacy failed. Containment failed. Hope failed.

So, I created a sword. Extinguish. The Concept of Endings made manifest.

I raised it. I saw seventeen dimensions collapse into the void. I saw my soldiers die. My friends. My...

A girl with dark hair, holding a rag doll. The same doll from my journal. The same flower between the pages. "Brother, you promised you wouldn't use it.""I know. I'm sorry.""Will it hurt?""...Yes."

She hugged me. One last time. "Then be quick. And remember me."

I raised the sword. And I ended everything.

The Asura's Awakening

I screamed. I dropped the sword and fell to my knees. The memories kept coming—relentless, merciless, true.

I killed her. I killed someone who loved me. Someone who trusted me. Someone whose name I couldn't remember because I burned it from my own mind so I wouldn't have to live with what I had done. To save the rest of existence, I killed my own heart.

And then I forgot. I ran. I hid. I pretended to be small. I pretended to be Kai, the marketing boy, the hero by accident. Because remembering was worse than dying.

[Grace]: Now you understand.

[Grace]: The loop wasn't a punishment.

[Grace]: It was therapy. Repeat until you learn. Repeat until you accept.

[Grace]: Repeat until you are ready to be who you were.

"I don't want to be who I was," I sobbed, tears washing the blood from my face.

[Grace]: Good.

[Grace]: Because you don't have to be. Take the sword. Not as the god who failed. But as the man who learned what failure costs.

The ground shook. Outside, the protective ward collapsed with the sound of cosmic thunder. And in the distance... so close now that I felt the Asura's presence like a knife against my throat. Time had run out.

The Temple doors exploded inward. It wasn't the army. It was something much worse.

The Asura stood in the entrance — a silhouette against the burning sky. Three meters of shadow and malice, his form flickering like solid smoke. Six wings of absolute void spread behind him like a mockery of a fallen angel.

He didn't speak. He didn't need to. His mere presence was a sentence.

"You. Finally. After all this time."

I grabbed Moria — my creation, my sin — and stood up on legs that wanted to collapse. The Curse of Greed howled. The memories screamed. My body was broken, one-armed, and driven by nothing more than pure contempt for my own weakness.

"You've been hunting me," I said. My voice was steady. Somehow. "Across the mountains. Through the battlefield. Calling my name while you burned villages. Why?"

The Asura tilted his head. The movement was almost human. Almost sad. Then, he spoke. A voice like falling mountains. Like dying stars. Like the space between heartbeats stretched for eternity.

"Because you owe a debt, Firekeeper." "Seventeen worlds." "Trillions of souls." "You ended them to save a single species." "And then... you forgot."

He took a step forward. The temperature dropped to sub-zero instantly. Reality itself seemed to shrink away from him.

"I am what remains of those you killed." "I am the cry of seventeen dimensions compressed into a single voice." "I am here to collect."

I raised the sword. The blade glowed — not with fire, but with the End. With the finality of things that can never be undone.

"Then come collect."

The Asura moved... and everything went white.

...

Before the Ashen Temple, now in ruins, the silence was absolute. The battle was over. The Divine Blood army had been dispersed by a shockwave that shouldn't have been possible.

A figure in black — the Demon Slayer who had killed Light a thousand times in the loop — watched the scene. Beside her, a wolf the color of midnight sat in vigil over the broken body. Nero had come, after all. Loyalty was a Concept that could not be denied.

"Looks like in the end, he died again, Master."

[Grace]: At least he reached here this time.

"Still... was it worth it? Making him suffer even more?"

[Grace]: The boy and the girl are here now. They can continue the journey... with you as well.

The figure considered that. She still had time. There was always time to change. And the change in the Prison Game was only beginning.

Sol — the Priestess, the vessel, the key — opened her eyes. They were no longer golden... they were just human and frightened. A child who had finally woken up from a very long dream. She looked at Kai's motionless body. At the sword still gripped in his only hand.

"Will he wake up?" she asked.

[Grace]: He always wakes up.

[Grace]: That's the blessing.

[Grace]: That's the curse.

[Grace]: That's the point.

Nero howled, a sound that echoed through dimensions. A promise. A warning. A "welcome home."

And in the space between death and awakening, Light dreamed of fire. Of seventeen worlds that ended. Of a girl with a rag doll. And of the name he had finally remembered:

Grace.

Not the system. The sister. The one he had killed to save everything else. And the one who, somehow, had become the voice guiding him back.

[END OF PROLOGUE: DAY OF ENDINGS AND BEGINNINGS]

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