I was on my bed , scrolling through my phone.
A message appeared. Click.
" How it is going with Leo ? Julia ." It was Laura, a friend of mine . She was always quite and introvert - coded but she has a very kind heart.
Coming back to Leo. Not gonna lie, I think we are breaking apart.
He paids more attention to his friends rather than me . He barely asked me if I was alright. It feels like he is ignoring me and he doesn't like me anymore.
Fuck! I am overthinking again. I wish it's all me I know he loves me . He loves me ?!
I checked time it was already time for college.
I sighed.
I took my bag and went for college. The day went awfully.
Leo greeted me with a smile that didn't reached his eyes and after that he was busy again talking to others.
Something didn't feel right.
Half of the day was already over. In break time I was heading to ground for meeting my friends from other class.
But there I saw Leo and Laura.
They were holding hands.
" How was your day ?" Leo asked directly looking in her eyes. She replied " A boring one ." She said playing around with his hair.
She smiled and he smiled back.
It was enough.
He never asked me about my day. He never asked me that way. He never looked at me that way. He never gave gave me a smile like that.
That's it.
I returned to class. He came later. Talking, smiling, all inocent.
Soon after University, I dragged him to the empty back ground.
" What's the matter, babe ?" He asked in confusion, acting inocent. Listening the same word ' babe ' the same that made me blush, and now it was like an ash in his mouth.
" We are done" I said, no emotions displaying on my face. " Wait.....! Why...? I love you! What happened? " His voice has a caring tone , or maybe that's what I thought to myself.
After all of that , he still is being the inocent. I was frustrated, it felt like he was lying.
" I know right" I shouted at him. " It's not you okay! It's me.....fine? .....you are all good....just ..... it's me ....fine! We are done."