Chapter 2 - starting 2

I had fallen asleep a ton more and had the the same repeat for a year then I was crawling but still it was basically the same repeat loop and I was tired but when I turned 4 I finally got something to do my father hated my mother at this point.but that all changed when suddenly my father started rubbing my mothers belly a brother for me was born 9 months later. after that it was all about him my father had only wanted a boy for why I wouldn't know yet. My father was a man who was mean he had this ideology that men where better than women and my mother was awalys under threat when my brother wasn't born but now that he had a son mother and I where like useless bugs he didn't need but kept us for no big reason I still loved my brother as in my past life I had been a only child in a very poor home I never had a relationship and I couldn't even take time off work because I had to work at my job that was a desktop job I would give people who unlike myself where reckless with money and my job was to convince them to buy our insurance that "protects" them from thieves when he sell all there data to whoever wants it. My life then was horrible but with me now having a little brother I had at least someone else to take care of besides myself. At that point my mother and I had been talking care of him with extra care as if either of us didn't cater to my brothers needs father would punish us it never happened when we first got it so after that everything started to get better.