"how do you expect one to be happy without having his or her wishes fulfilled, well that's me. Am Hazel all my whole life i always try my best to be the perfect daughter everyone parent would love to have, i don't request for anything, am well behaved, i respect elders, always abide by my parent rules, do my chores and lastly read my book. i don't attend parties because my parents says it will affect my grades, i don't have much friends and my parents are okay with that but i know they still want me to be alone not mingling with anyone, for crying out loud am sixteen years old but they still treat me like a two years old child. i have no right to complain don't want to get on their bad side. they are too overprotective of me which i hate , they keep telling me lies that they are trying to protect me from the outside world, and i don't understand what they mean. but yeah i still love them though even if they are pain in the ass.
Every teenagers have dreams, yeah i have a dream also but am scared of my parents reaction if i should tell them they will tell me more lies, lock me indoors from seeing the outside world, tell me am not the sweet girl they once knew, and that am being influenced by my friends. literally my mom hate my friends especially Olivia she describes the girl as a slut and that she's influencing me negatively, which is a lie Olivia is a sweet and nice girl and has influenced me positively i don't know what is wrong with my mom.
i wish to have a boyfriend just like the guys in the romance novel but this time around i want it to be real, but my parent especially my mom won't agree she monitors my movement and my life , what the f****!. i recalled when i was in eight grade i told my mom that i think am in love and that instant she was hot under the collar and took me to her room, made me sit on her bed and started questioning me , it was so embarrassing.
that's one of the reason i can't discuss stuff like that with my mom, some people think i have a perfect life but no it like am being caged and can't wait to be free."